Chapter 194

That's the metaphor he only saw in Cheng's memory and photo album.

The great jealousy burns his thin heart wall, breathes the flame, a heart full of holes. Lu Yan still eats with Yanyu. Yanyu won't quarrel with Lu Yan in front of Xiaoxing, and she won't drive Lu Yan away in front of Xiaoxing, but she is not in a good mood today, so it's rare for her to have a calm face in front of the child, as if there is a thick layer of ice.

The atmosphere on the table is a little frozen. Everyone is eating quietly. The dark eyes of little star are dribbling around. They will look at the metaphor, Lu Yan and the eyes of the north and the south.

She doesn't understand the adult world.

Eat like a little star.

Because Xu Zhigang was thinking about his daughter, he didn't go to England any more. Instead, he bought the next day's air ticket and went home directly.

He stepped into the house with the cold air outside.

In the living room, both the children were there, and so was his wife.

Xu Yingxia is holding his wife's arm, while Xu Yingdong sits aside.

When Xu Yingdong saw Xu Zhigang's eyes brighten, he was pleasantly surprised: "Dad, how did you come back so soon?"

Xu Yingxia also laughed, soft smile: "Dad."

Xu Zhigang put down his mood, squeezed out a smile, and said to Mrs. Xu, "I'm back."

Mrs. Xu stood up and walked quickly in the direction of Xu Zhigang: "Zhigang, you're back. Don't you mean you'll be home in two or three days?"

Xu Zhigang looked at her with low eyes: "when things are done, I will come back early." Mrs. Xu: "I came back just in time. There's something I want to tell you. Lu Yan drove Xia Xia away before. Xia Xia can't stay out all her life, can she? Look at me. I've been with Xia Xia for the past three years, and I don't want to be separated from you all the time. Zhigang, can you help me and leave Xia Xia in China? " Xu Zhigang frowned: "stay at home?" He looked at Xia Xia, "Xia Xia, are you not doing well in America? Ah Yan didn't want you to come back. He sent you to the United States to learn dance, to continue your dance career, and to come back every new year. What are you doing now?

Do you want to abandon your past career? Are you going to start from scratch in China? "

He said, anger also a little bit up: "I see is growing up, your mother is too doting on you, you see, you are so big, what career is to rely on your own to do it?"

Xu Yingxia frowned and subconsciously bit her lower lip.

Before she said anything, Mrs. Xu was angry. She glared at Xu Zhigang: "what are you doing? What's the matter with Xia Xia? We Xu's children should have been pampered, and ah Yan owes us Xia Xia! "

Xu Zhigang took a deep breath and said directly, "Xia Xia, come to the study with me."

In the study.

The light was dim yellow, and everything was like a layer of mist, which made people unable to see each other's faces clearly. Instead of sitting down, Xu Zhigang turned his back to Xu Yingxia and looked up at a huge "Zheng..." hanging on the study Words.

His hand was behind him. Under the shadow of the lamp, he was still tall and mighty.

He is old, but because there is a wife he wants to protect in the world, he has been afraid to let himself grow old. Since he got married, he promised to take care of her all his life.

Xu Zhigang clenched his finger. The gold ring on his thumb hurt his palm.

He tensed his face, turned around and looked coldly at Xu Yingxia who followed him and came in.

When Xu Yingxia comes into contact with Xu Zhigang's eyes, her heart shrinks. A strange feeling rises in her heart. She always feels uneasy.

Xu Yingxia called softly: "Dad."

Xu Zhigang "um..." The next, he taut face, eyes flashing are unknown emotions, eyes color gradually deep.

"Xia Xia." After a long silence, he suddenly said.

Xu Yingxia's eyelashes trembled twice, bit her lower lip and did not speak.

"How have you been these years?" Xu Zhigang's voice was slightly calm, as if there was sand in his throat.

Xu Yingxia opened her black and white eyes, nodded and slowly shook her head. She still didn't speak. As soon as she gritted her teeth, she went over and put her arms around Xu Zhigang.

"Dad, why did you suddenly ask me that?" Her voice is soft, with a little naive, "you just came back so fierce, the dim light in the study scared me, just like when I was a child, every time I did something wrong, you would scold me." Xu Zhigang's outline is slightly stiff. Under the guidance of Xu Yingxia, he also thinks of Xia Xia's childhood. In fact, Xia Xia is no different from his own daughter. At that time, when she was still so young, he took her back to the Xu family and replaced her as his own daughter. From childhood to adulthood, he thought that he also loved her as his own daughter, because for him, children were only accessories of marriage and family. Children could have or not. However, Xia Xia came to this home and gave them to him again My wifeToo much, enough joy, so Xia Xia also deserves his love.

Xu Zhigang's fingers are clenched more and more, but what if Xia Xia can't bring enough joy to his wife? What would he do with it?

People's hearts are full of flesh. No matter what, he has taken care of Xia Xia for more than 20 years.

Xu Zhigang suddenly felt a burst of weakness, he is really old, not resolute enough, not brave enough, forward-looking.

Xu Yingxia's inner uneasiness became more and more serious. She called again: "Dad Are you okay? Is it too tired to work? Do you want to have a good rest? You just came back from Holland today. It's very tiring to fly a long distance

She acted like a little cotton padded jacket.

Xu Zhigang doesn't want her to be just a little cotton padded jacket. She doesn't have so much competition. She is the daughter of the Xu family.

The big stone on Xu Zhigang's chest is more and more heavy. He looks at Xu Yingxia and says in a deep voice: "Xia Xia, in recent years, you are more and more willful."

Xu Yingxia heart a Deng, she laughed: "Dad, I willful not lovely? Mom says I'm cute. " Xu Zhigang: "proper caprice is a good thing, but you are already unruly and capricious! From childhood to adulthood, my attitude towards you two sisters is to let your character develop freely. Therefore, I neither stopped nor approved of your love affair with Lu Yan. Even if you left ah Yan willfully and left with other men, how could I ever scold you? " He said, eyes cold sharp, hand strength is more and more heavy, "at that time, you almost made your mother angry, if you want to pursue true love, you can choose to break up with Lu Yan, you can also choose to be with true love, no one in our family will interfere in your choice, but you chose the most stupid way - elopement!"