Chapter 195

"At that time, I thought about not wanting your daughter, not because I thought you were embarrassing, but because you made your mother sad! From childhood to adulthood, you should know who is good to you and who loves you the most. You can't be sorry to your mother for whom you are sorry! " Xu Zhigang's tone became more and more serious: "later, when you came back, you obviously did something wrong, but everyone chose to forgive and never mentioned the wrong things you did because they loved you. I didn't pursue them with you anymore. I thought you would be sensible after that! But you don't know how to repent "At that time, a Yan was already married, and his marriage was your own choice. Anyway, you should respect other people's marriage, but when you come back, you can see what you have done? You regret giving up a Yan, so you always want to get into the marriage of someone's family, regardless of etiquette, righteousness and shame. You can do it alone, and you still use your mother's love for you to let her run for you and set up plans for you. " "At that time, I was in good health, and the company had a lot of official business waiting for me to finish. I didn't have time to take care of your business, but you should be glad that ah Yan was still loving you, gentle with you, revenging for you, and cleaning up the mess for you. You were not satisfied. When ah Yan went to England and couldn't take care of domestic affairs, what did you do every day in Lu's old house? At that time, a Yan's wife was pregnant and raised in the old house of the Lu family. You are an unmarried girl. Why did you go to the Lu family? You don't think anyone else can see your mind, do you? Do you know what people outside will say about you? They will

say that Mrs. Xu is ill bred and that you have no sense of propriety, righteousness and shame! "

"Later, I didn't know what happened to the Lu family, but Mrs. a Yan's children were gone. The whole Lu family was silent, and you, an outsider, were involved. Do you think a Yan would not be angry with you? He doesn't do it to you. He's well bred! "

Xu Zhigang's fingers trembled slightly with anger. He clenched his teeth: "ah Yan has a good temper. If I were him, my wife had a miscarriage because of an outsider, I would never just send you abroad and let you eat, drink and learn well!" "You're not satisfied, just let your mother accompany you to America! Now suddenly want to return home for development? Xia Xia, you are too headstrong, you know what?! Mom and dad can't stay with you forever! Look at Dong'Er. Yes, she is also pretty and willful, but when she becomes a star in the entertainment industry, she always depends on herself. No matter how hard she is, she won't cry at home! "

He said, pause for a long time, eyes and unconsciously fell on the wall of the "positive..." On the word, the emotion between the chest washes, he sighed: "summer summer, the person must be upright, will not be ashamed of this life."

The last sentence fell to the ground and echoed in this space, with great strength.

Xu Yingxia tightly pursed her lips. Her lip line was as tight as a string that was about to break. She hung her eyelids to cover the surging anger like a tsunami under her eyes. Her fingers hanging beside her were closing and clenching little by little.

She couldn't hold back, a tear rolled down, and then, there was a second drop, a third drop

She raised her head suddenly, her eyes were red, her white skin was red with anger, she felt aggrieved and embarrassed.

She forbeared for a long time, her eyes were scarlet, and she didn't want to endure any more.

She shook her voice and looked at Xu Zhigang's angry eyes. She said, "Dad, you regret it, don't you?"

Xu Zhigang didn't know what she was talking about, and didn't react at the first time. Xu Yingxia's tears continued to fall. Her eyelashes looked like a broken butterfly. Her chest heaved heavily and trembled with anger: "you regret that you picked me up. Now you are angry with me. You don't want to bear me just because you know that I'm not your own daughter, because we are not related by blood, because we don't belong to Xu Home, but you want to get back your lost daughter! "

Xu Yingxia's voice sharpened, with a bit exhausted hiss, in the end, the red of her eyes became more and more obvious, infected with a crazy mood.

"Dad, do you want to get rid of me? Is blood so important? I've been with you for so many years, we've lived together for so many years, and there are so many feelings in our family. Can't it be equal to the dispensable blood relationship? "

Xu Yingxia clenches her lower lip. She stares at Xu Zhigang's suddenly enlarged black eyes. She takes a deep breath. As if she can't bear it, she suddenly runs to the desk and finds out the key. From Xu Zhigang's locked drawer, she finds out an agreement.

She clenched the agreement, with clear veins on the back of her hand, allowing tears to rage: "Dad, do you want to explain this document?"

Xu Zhigang's face turned red with anger, and his eyes widened.

That document is a contract between him and Qin rang to find his daughter.

Xu Yingxia shakes her hands. She suddenly raises her hand and throws the contract on the ground. She tightens the lines of the outline, and her eyes are covered with blood. "I'm not your daughter, the one who doesn't know which orphanage is now! She's gone, you've got me, why don't you know how to be satisfied and get her back? Dad, have you ever thought for me, if you get her back, what kind of attitude should I take when I am in this familyI'll stay with you? "

Xu Zhigang was so angry that he yelled: "Xu Yingxia, you are presumptuous!" Xu Yingxia shook her head, she said softly: "none of you think about me. No wonder you don't love me from childhood. The only one you love is Xu Yingdong, right? I have been so flattering you, but never in exchange for your smile! Dad, is blood the most important thing in your heart?... " She choked,

and said, "everyone doesn't hurt me, so I have to plan for myself."

Xu Zhigang's pupil shrunk: "what?"

Under the shadow of the lamp, Xu Yingxia's outline becomes blurred. She purses her lips straight and her eyes are covered with ice. Her appearance is still so naive and lively, but her voice is very cold, which makes Xu Zhigang's heart fall into the abyss and lose all the temperature in an instant. "Dad, I know you love mom very much. Mom is not in good health. You can't bear to make mom sad, can't you? Now my mother loves me the most and she cares about me the most. If you let her know that I am not the girl she lost in those years, let her know that she has paid the wrong love for so many years, guess, will she collapse? " "Dad, if you let me know that you are still looking for that girl, and you want her to replace me, then I have 110000 ways to make my mother sad."