Chapter 209

"Lu Yan, you don't talk, do you? Then you are admitting that Lu Shumu is my son? " Metaphor sneer, her eyes red, black and white eyes full of blood, "you really make me sick."

"I'm sick?"

Lu Yan's expression finally had a change. His cold expression cracked, and his eyes were like sharp knives, which restrained the edge.

Yu Yu's eyes narrowed slightly: "that child was still alive, why didn't you tell me? Why have you kept it from me for so many years? "

Lu Yan's eyes were fixed on her facial features, and every inch of her expression, his thin lips slightly hooked, his smile warm and indifferent: "tell you? Tell you what can change? Lu Shumu has stayed. What else can you choose? Strangling him? For him to stay, or to take him away? "

Every time he said a possibility, his face became even whiter. She pursed her lips and looked at Lu Yan, her eyes filled with emotion.

The wave in the chest is tsunami, whistling, sweeping, swallowing towards her.

Her heart was too constricted for her to bear.

All of a sudden, her legs softened and her whole body lost strength. It turned out that Lu Shumu was really her child, the child she had been forced to give birth to by Zhou Yun. That child was still alive.

The field of vision in front of metaphor has been covered with thick fog, and nothing can be seen.

Her ear is his cold pressing question.

"Would you like to stay for him? For him to give up leaving the Lu family? To be Mrs. Lu for him? " His voice was hoarse, and his voice was nearly broken.

The color of the lips is fading when the words are heard.

She is a free person. She has her own ideal, career and future. She loves her children, but she will not hurt her happiness for the sake of her children. She has been staying in the depressed Lu family all her life. Therefore, she knows that she will not stay for the sake of Lu Shumu.

Lu Yan approached step by step: "do you want to take him?"

The irony in his words is very strong. How can the Lu family let her take Lu Shumu? Even if Zhou Yun didn't want it, Lu Chengguo would not agree, let alone Lu Yan.

Yu does not know why Lu Yan was willing to let her take Xiaoxing, but he would never let her take Lu Shumu again.

"Even if I let you take Lu Shumu, can you take care of him?" Lu Yan's voice is low and light, "Lu Shumu can't do without people. You want to work hard and take care of little star. Do you think you can separate yourself?"

The pupil contracts heavily, and the red lip is a straight line without radian.

She knows very well that what Lu Yan said is the truth. In those days, she couldn't take Lu Shumu away. Even now, she can't take Lu Shumu away. Her heart seems to be entwined by endless silk threads, tightly bound, holding her breath.

Lu Yan thin lips sarcastic, black eyes cold, voice from the Abyss: "so, you will choose to abandon Lu Shumu, with a small star to leave, so, tell you he is still alive, what can change the reality?"

Nothing can change.

The simile slowly closed his eyes, and the tears from the corner of his eyes infiltrated into his clothes. She clenched her crutch and her heart was in a state of turmoil. She wanted to tell Lu Yan that it was not like this. He could not speculate and assume that it had never happened. Three years later, she did not know what kind of choice she would make when she learned the truth that the child was still alive. But at least, Lu Yan could not even give her the chance to make a choice, Let her Miss Lu Shumu for three years, let her regret for three years, let her think she didn't protect the child, let her see Lu Shumu, even can't give him a hug; let her now

don't know how to make up for Lu Shumu.

As long as she thought of Lu Shumu's soft and dark eyes, her heart was too painful to breathe. Lu Yan's cold voice came into the speech's cochlea: "you don't have to feel sorry. Anyway, you didn't want to have a baby with me, and you didn't expect a second child. Our situation at that time was like that, which made you think that Lu Shumu's absence was the best result, didn't you?"

His words were light, but it infuriated Yu. She suddenly opened her eyes, and her eyes were full of fury. "Let me think that Lu Shumu is gone? Do you know how I came over these three years? You are a man, you do not have the experience of pregnancy, you will not know how much pain a woman lost her child, these three years, I have been guilty, I feel guilty, I did not protect him, every time I see a child, I can not control myself, I can not help but think of the child I lost! When I hate it the most, I even want to go to London to kill you, and then go back home to burn the old house of Lu family! " Her voice became sharper and sharper, and her eyes became red. "But, after three years of pain, you told me that the child was still there, and the only reason is that you don't have to tell me? So, I've been in pain for three years, haven't I? In the past three years, I have felt the pain of losing my son and Lu Shumu's pain of not having his mother. It's all a joke, isn't it? "

Lu Yan's forehead is very thin, but he can't express his feelings.The nervous tension of the metaphor finally broke, her mood collapsed and she threw her crutch on Lu Yan.

Lu Yan didn't dodge, just let the crutch hit his wound.

Yu Yu's right foot was injured, and she couldn't stand at all. Lu Yanyi pulled her into his arms.

The center of speech and metaphor is disordered and falls over Lu Yan uncontrollably.

Lu Yan uses his hands to imprison her.

She clenched her fist and put it on his chest. She bit her teeth. Her black eyes leaped with fire, and water mist rose everywhere: "you let me go, you are as disgusting as Zhou Yun."

Lu Yan seems to have never heard of it. His chin is cold and sharp. His Adam's apple moves up and down oppressively, letting his words express his emotions.

There was a choking voice in his voice: "whether I want Lu Shumu or not, whether I will choose to stay for him or not, I have the right to have children, and I also have the right to know. The child is still there. Why cheat me and deprive me of my right to be a mother?"

Once people lose their sense and quarrel, they will not listen to each other at all.

Lu Yan, with the strength almost embedded in his palm, tightly hugs Yanyu. He makes Yanyu feel that his bones are about to break. Voice from the throat bone, a little bit to overflow: "I did not cheat you, at that time, I did not know that Lu Shumu is still alive."