Chapter 210

This short sentence, the voice is not heavy, but it seems to be a force of great strength, roared in the room, and it seems to press the pause button, so that the voice suddenly stopped, all the sharp disappeared.

"What?" Her voice was as dry as if a hole had been broken. Her eyes were dazed and she lost all her strength. She withdrew her clenched fist and was rigidly confined in Lu Yan's chest. She felt the ups and downs of Lu Yan's chest.

Lu Yan lowered his eyes. From his point of view, he could only see the side face slightly, but he could clearly see her white and clean skin and the tip of her nose. He didn't know his emotions. He didn't know what he thought. But after three years, he never forgot her. When he left, he thought about it. It was just a woman. When two people were together, apart from hurting each other, they only hurt each other. He was a man

, let go, let go completely.

In the past three years, he has been surrounded by many excellent women. He does not exclude meeting those women, but in fact, he can't accept them at all. These three years, no one can be a little closer to his heart.

It's nothing to die alone.

Man's life, in addition to love, but also career.

Just want to get used to the loneliness often, that kind of loneliness, when there is no one, will erode his soul, let him think of her uncontrollably.

He likes her. In addition to Xu Yingxia, he has loved her for so many years. He doesn't know and doesn't want to know whether he loves her or not. But after meeting her, it seems that other women can't make him interested in her any more.

Lu Yan's eyes are dark and turbulent. At that time, she didn't want to have another son with him. But three years later, she seems to like Lu Shumu and feel guilty. She wants to be close to Lu Shumu.

Then why does he have to hold on to what happened three years ago.

She didn't want children at that time. As long as she is willing to have them now and in the future, that's fine.

Sometimes, it's just a moment.

He knew clearly that he didn't want to endure loneliness any more. Since he held her again, he didn't want to let go. Even this time, he would still hurt both sides until he didn't like her any more.

Lu Yan said in a hoarse voice: "Lu Shumu has been hidden by housekeeper Cheng for two years. Not long ago, I knew his existence. I didn't know that at that time, and I didn't cheat you."

The focus of metaphor capture is different from that of Lu Yan. She only hears that Lu Shumu has been hidden by housekeeper Cheng for the past two years. Her heart hurts like a knife.

She originally thought that Lu Shumu had grown up under Lu Yan's care in the past three years, but she didn't expect that he had been kept by housekeeper Cheng.

She knows how eager housekeeper Cheng is for quick success and instant benefit and how ruthless he is. Even if he loves Lu Shumu, the way he educates Lu Shumu must be cruel.

Yu can't wait to see Lu Shumu.

Lu Yan stares at the change of the figurative expression, and a shameful idea emerges. He can almost imagine the sarcastic faces of the north and the south.

The north and the South will sneer coldly: "Yo Yo, doesn't Mr. Lu say that he can't use children as chips? Now I'm slapping my face. Does it hurt? "

Thinking of this, Lu Yan breathed for a moment, and his eyes were even colder. He slowly said to the words, "do you want to be with Lu Shumu? You want to make it up to him, don't you? He grew up wanting nothing, lacking maternal love. "

"So, it's easy to come back to me."

When Yu Yu hears his last words, his amber pupils contract heavily.

He repeated, "come back to me."

Yu raised her head, just to his dark and deep eyes, she heard her answer clearly, only three short words: "impossible."

In the evening, North and South with small stars, rushed to the ward.

Her eyes straight to find the metaphor, toward the metaphor side, ran past, the little star also spread his legs, ran to the metaphor of the bed, wronged: "Mom!"

Yanyu didn't have time to appease Xiaoxing. She looked at the north and South nervously: "be careful, you are pregnant now."

The north and South stations are settled. They feel their stomachs, and their pace slows down.

Little star black eyes blink and blink: "Mom, do you hurt now?"

In fact, it's painful. It's said that it's wronged: "painful." Little star is learning the usual way of metaphor, gently touching the plaster on the ankle, gently warming Judo: "plaster plaster plaster, you need to quickly let mom recover, mom, I told plaster, don't worry, there are many good cells in your body, which are also helping you to

repair your body!"

Yanyu smiles, but when she sees Xiaoxing's smile, she inevitably thinks of Lu Shumu.

In her impression, she hardly saw Lu Shumu's smile.

In fact, Yu and Lu Yan share the same ward. This is Lu Yan's arrangement. This private hospital only listens to Lu Yan, and Yu has no right to change.When North and South and little star are concerned about words, Lu Yan leans on the head of the bed on the next bed. He slightly droops his eyelids and turns over the statements with all his heart. Seeing that Yanyu was ok, she sat down with ease. She probably knew that it was Lu Yan who saved Yanyu today. However, in her opinion, it was not a big deal. He owes Yanyu. Besides, even if a stranger was about to be hit by a tram, he should save people out of human nature.

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North and South Yu Guang looked at Lu Yan, and it didn't seem to be hurt.

Little star also wanted to go over and care about Uncle Lu, but he was picked up by the north and the south. The north and the south said, "little star, uncle Lu next door is really poor. He is lonely and nobody comes to see him."

Her tone was schadenfreude and ridicule.

"Do you know? Some people are always breaking their word. For those who break their word, their cheeks are all puffed up. "

Lu Yan's hand movement did not stop for a moment, as if he did not hear anything, as if he did not know that the north and the South were criticizing each other. Nanbei laughs, grabs an apple, puts down the little star and peels it. She says with a smile, "ah Yu, I'll peel an apple for you. Although I don't cut it very well, I know you've been used to eating Qin rang's apple for the past three years, but you'll make do with it first. Later, Qin rang will come to the hospital. He says he will transfer you to another hospital. Don't worry."

She had a small voice, but she was very cheerful.

It's hard for Lu Yan to hear it or not. Yan Yu eyebrow heart beat, tightened eyebrows, smile, North and South in nonsense what?