Chapter 575

Lin Zhu, the crow's mouth, was accurate in the end.

Qin Langjun still found this way.

But when I saw him again, I had a strange feeling.

The person in front of you is obviously a familiar person, but when you suddenly see it, you always have a sense of distance.

Like countless years apart.

Those years can no longer be crossed.

"Tang Zhi, come back with me."

He was always silent when he saw me.

After a long silence, he said such a sentence.

go back?

I'm still in the chair as before, but I'm not as comfortable as before.

The sun fell on me like this, and there was no temperature at all.

Just feel infinitely tired.

I just began to remember the mess at the beginning.

Those things are like a ball of wool that can never be pulled. They are connected into a ball. I'm afraid it will take the rest of my life to solve it.

And my previous days were all abandoned on it. Now I don't want to take myself in for no reason.

"There's nowhere to go back."

I looked at him calmly and said.

In a vision similar to greed, I saw his face again.

It's no different from what I remember. Years never leave any traces on his face.

Still so handsome and extraordinary, or so precious and cold.

If he had to say something about the change, it was only his momentum that changed.

Compared with before, it is more introverted and calm, and can be retracted and released freely.

"Do you still hate me for his business?"

Qin Langjun's voice is very hoarse.

The bottom of my eyes is like infinite fatigue, he said.

Some words don't have to be so clear. He and I know very well.

The so-called "he" is nothing more than Qin Si.

Qin Si's death has indeed intensified many contradictions.

Now when I think about it, I even feel like I'm in a trance like a dream.

It's not true at all.

People around me have gone. What I thought could last forever is so vulnerable in the end.

"Then, it's gone. Now I'm still thinking about how to go back to the past. I can't go back, and I don't want to go back."

I looked at Qin Langjun and said.

Looking at those deep eyes.

Over the years, it has indeed changed.

The color in those eyes is more heavy.

Like with countless repressed emotions.

I issued an expulsion order, but he didn't seem to hear it.

Just sat in the chair next to me

It was such a quiet stalemate.

Such an impasse seems to test patience.

Waiting for someone to completely lose patience and take the initiative to give way, the deadlock will be completely broken.

It's that simple.

But such a simple problem has become the most difficult deadlock, because no one will give in so easily.

He won't give up his original intention, and I won't change my mind so easily.

After all, there are two lives between me and him, not simple misunderstandings and other things. These are unchangeable and remind me every minute.

Let me always struggle in the memories.

Let me recall countless times whether I really did wrong.

Whether it starts from the decision I made at the beginning, this is a road of no return.

There will never be an end. Death is the end.

Nobody knows.

Qin Langjun finally left.

I stubbornly refused to speak. When he was there, I refused to eat. Sitting there quietly was more exquisite than the Barbie doll placed on the table.

More silent than those puppets.

I didn't eat for two days, and I refused to drink water. It's more like a kind of retaliatory self abuse.

It seems that only in this way can I feel a little bit that I am still alive.

In such a long time, I was even more numb. All those senses seemed to be dull and numb, so that I didn't know what I was doing and what supported me to live.

In the end, it was Lin Zhu who couldn't support the collapse.

She pushed Qin Langjun away hoarsely without any image, and said loudly in a tone similar to collapse.

"Do you really want her to die? What's wrong with her? You Qin family, is it over? She's not willing to die if she doesn't force her to die, isn't she?"

"I beg you. Even if you have a little conscience, don't disturb her life. Look at her now. It's a little better to see the doctor. You really want her to die!"

Lin Zhu's hoarse voice finally took a little cry.

I know she loves me.

She has always paid special attention to her image, but now she doesn't care. She doesn't have any image at all. She is more like a shrew, trying to drive people out.

Qin Langjun finally left.

Before leaving, he gave me a deep look with the eyes I couldn't understand.

I don't know what that look means, but I know.

According to his character, since he has found my position, he will not let me go so easily.

In such a bottomless vortex, everyone chooses to sink to death together, and no one can escape.

Lin Zhu was holding me crying. He was crying like a child. He had to let me eat and put it into my mouth.

I'm just at a good age, but my body is vulnerable.

She was so nervous, not because of exaggeration or affectation.

But because when I first came here, I dreamed of Qin Si day and night. I could hardly eat or sleep well. I was so depressed and hysterical that I almost committed suicide.

If Lin Zhu hadn't found it in time, I'm afraid I don't even have a chance to survive.

I thought I could escape these by going abroad secretly, but I didn't expect that this cage was not outside, but in my heart. Will follow me all my life.

"Don't worry."

I reached out and gently hugged her and said softly.

The voice was very weak, but there was still no impulse to eat.

It's just that the heart and stomach curled up together, like being twisted by something. It's very uncomfortable, even uncomfortable.

I tried to resist nausea before I ate some.

But it doesn't help the mood or the body at all.

I'm afraid I'll really go to see Qin Si if I can't last for a few years.

I don't know if people will have a soul, or what attitude they will meet if they really meet Qin Si at the bottom.

I'm afraid he hates me. He won't want to see me.

Otherwise, he would rather die than face these mess or see me.