Chapter 31

Hearing the speech, Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and recalled the appearance of shunian again. He didn't dare to believe his guess. He murmured to himself: "psychology..."

"But maybe it's her family's book." Fang Wencheng just reported it without thinking too much, "maybe shunian is interested in this aspect, or which role he played before is related to psychology."

Xie Ruhe suddenly remembered his birthday.

After talking to him about a lot of positive energy, shunian suddenly said something.

Originally, she was still very positive, but her mood fell down in a moment, as if it would make her feel very unhappy.

"In fact, I'm sick, and I'm trying to cure it."

And after he asked, she hid that emotion, as if she didn't want him to know. She said to him indifferently, "I have a cold."

Xie Ruhe also believed, then let Fang Wencheng to buy her a big bag of cold medicine.

But it doesn't seem like that.

What really makes her feel unhappy should be a more serious matter. It's something that makes her feel hard to say, that she doesn't want to tell anyone, and that she never shows the slightest sign in front of him.

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple rolled and suddenly said, "turn around."

Back home, shunian checked the doors and windows as usual and went directly into the room. She curled up in the innermost part of the bed, looking in a certain direction, as if in a daze.

Her brain was in a mess, and hundreds of pictures came up.

I don't know how long after that, shunian said a word gently.

"I don't want to go out any more."

At the same time, a doorbell rang at the entrance.

Shunian slowly raised his head, his eyes empty, and there was no movement to open the door.

But the doorbell kept ringing every few seconds for more than ten minutes. Shunian's eyes moved. Her face was pale and bloodless. She sat up blankly.

The doorbell is still ringing.

After reading the book, the mind came back gradually. She breathed calmly, walked slowly to the door and looked warily through the cat's eyes.

Corridor lighting is very bright, warm yellow tone, the man's face dyed soft. He didn't seem to be impatient because of the long time of no response, but he was more worried.

Shunian stopped and immediately opened the door: "Why are you here?"

Shunian lives in a stairwell.

Even if you only need to climb nine steps, shunian knows that it is extremely difficult for Xie Ruhe. He didn't sit in a wheelchair, holding the crutches with both hands, and he didn't see the figure of Fang Wencheng beside him.

After calculating the time when the doorbell rang, Xie Ruhe had been standing here for more than ten minutes.

It's already past twelve o'clock, and the temperature at night seems to be freezing, turning into countless invisible blades, cutting the skin, bringing a very clear coolness.

Seeing that she opened the door, Xie Ruhe's eyebrows and eyes stretched out, as if he had let down his heart. He stared at shunian's face and said softly, "I just don't think I can go back like that."

Shunian pursed his lips and held him: "you come in first."

Xie Ruhe, leaning on a crutch, walks in small steps and slowly moves to the position of the sofa.

After settling him down, shunian took the kettle to the water dispenser to fill the water, and then sat down next to him. She held the kettle in her arms and put it on the tea table to boil. The sound of the kettle was loud and reverberated in the quiet living room.

Neither of them spoke.

Soon, the kettle made a click.

Xie Ruhe held the handle of the pot and poured water into the two cups in front of him.

Shunian was very quiet, staring at the transparent water flowing out of the pot mouth, emitting a white mist, which spread in the air, and disappeared in a moment.

Xie Ruhe licked his lips and asked, "what's the matter with you today?"

Shunian didn't look at him. He looked down and said in a low voice, "can I not say it?"

"Yes," Xie Ruhe said

“……” Shunian plays with the thread on the corner of his clothes. He is like a child who has done something wrong. He doesn't dare to look up to avoid embarrassment in finding something for himself.

"Are you ready to go to bed?" Xie Ruhe is not good at chatting. He says, "I don't think you are very happy, so I come up to see you. It's nothing."

The sound of reading is dull: "mmm."

Xie Ruhe asked in a low voice, "aren't you happy?"

Shunian's hand stopped. Suddenly he looked up and asked softly, "do you think I did something wrong just now?"

Xie Ruhe was stunned: "what."

"I just did." Shunian mentioned what he had just done again. His tone was a little hard, with a shallow nasal voice, "I'm downstairs, pretending I didn't hear you. You see it. I pretend I didn't hear it. "

Xie Ruhe lowered her head and found that her eyes were red and tears were falling. He opened his mouth and lost his words. He didn't know what to say and why it had such a great influence on her."You..."

"I used to feel that." Shunian wiped his tears with the palm of his hand. He couldn't help it. Regarding him as a tree hole, she stuttered and said, "we must not do bad things in our life, and we must not stand by when we see others in trouble."

“……”

"Good and evil will be rewarded, and the way of heaven is good. If you do something bad, in any case, you'll get it back to yourself in the end. " Shunian could not help crying, "if you always regard yourself as a bystander, you are not willing to help others when they are in danger. In the future, when you encounter dangerous things, you will only be treated coldly by others. "

Xie Ruhe didn't know what happened at all. He raised his hand and patted her on the back hesitantly.

"That's what I've always thought and done." Shunian sobbed, "I've helped so many people. I've never done anything bad. Why is no one willing to help me..."

“……”

"My father was so good, he was such a good man, and he died so early. He has saved so many people in his life, but he has come to such an end. " Shunian murmured, "good people will never be rewarded. Then why should I help others? Why should I feel guilty? "

Xie Ruhe took a deep breath and held her hand: "shunian, what are you talking about?"

"If someone was really injured there just now, and I pretended not to hear her, she might be dead now." Shunian whispered, "but it's nothing to do with me. I may get hurt after I pass. I can't let you pass... "

Xie Ruhe seriously interrupted her: "but no one was injured, you are wrong."

"But if so."

"You feel scared, so you say it, as if you heard it wrong." Xie Ruhe said seriously, "but after that, if you don't hear any more movement over there, you won't just walk away."

“……”

"If you don't dare to go there, you will go to the security guard and ask the security guard to come and have a look." Xie Ruhe patiently reasoned with her, "because of that voice and your own words, you have imagined a situation that will not happen. You think you'll take it as if you didn't see it and take all the consequences that didn't happen to you. That's not right. "

Shunian didn't shed tears again, as if he had heard what he said.

"Don't think about it any more," Xie said

The book read to rub to rub eyes, the urn sound urn air way: "you before also think I am very silly."

Xie Ruhe paused: "No."

"I know people think I'm stupid. They think I'm strange." Shunian said, "the idea is very strange. What I do is meaningless. It also makes people think that I am meddling."

“……”

"I sometimes think that it really doesn't make sense."

Xie Ruhe took out a tissue and put it into her hand: "no?"

Shunian silently wipes his tears with a paper towel.

He suddenly asked, "what about me."

Shunian looked up at him with red eyes: "what?"

Xie Ruhe's eyes were dark but bright, as if there were stars flashing inside: "do you think the things you did to me before are meaningless?"

Shunian sniffed and whispered, "what have I done to you?"

"A lot of good things." Xie Ruhe stares at her, "others think it's meaningless, but it's something that people will appreciate and remember for a lifetime."

“……”

"I don't know what bad things have happened to you. But at least, there's nothing wrong with what you're doing. It's other people who are wrong. You don't have to feel guilty and don't be unhappy about it. "

The book reads Leng Leng ground to look at him, breathing voice became a little shallow.

Thinking of her previous words, Xie Ruhe asked her, "do you feel afraid?"

"Well." Shunian lowered his eyes and said honestly, "every day I think of going out, I'm a little scared."

“……” Xie Ruhe looked at her and her eyes sank.

Shunian didn't notice. After a while, she asked dully, "what should I do if I encounter such things in the future?"

"If I do, I'll meet you." Xie Ruhe is like educating a child. "In the past two months, you can ask the security guard and the police for help, provided you are safe. It's human to be afraid, but it doesn't mean you've done something wrong. "

Notice that he said the time, he did not listen to the words behind the book, look confused.

"Two months? What about two months later? "

"Two months later." Xie Ruhe's eyes are a little bit soft. His voice, staring at her, seemed to promise, "you can find me."