Chapter 79

Xu Zeyuan's microblog is very long, saying some reasons that he may not believe. Once again, the comments were opened, but they were charged with commenting. A series of comments were all water troops, all supporting him, claiming that "if you know your mistakes, you can correct them.".

Occasionally, I can see a few comments of passers-by who have been missed.

The forum and other network platforms have special posts are talking about this matter, the number of messages have been rising, instantly more than tens of thousands.

"Alas I don't really want to believe it, but his explanation I like him very much, ah, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo. He is a very proud senior I don't know why I chose this road. I graduated this year, and I will not be like him. "

"What does that mean? That's all he's got to believe? Forced??? I was shocked. "

"Can you see that? As soon as the heat passed, it began to rub against the seedling vine heat Think red, think crazy. "

"I can't help but say a few words. I took the same elective course, the same group, with her when I was studying in the hot search. People are very nice, lovely and beautiful. It's not like some bad comments before At that time, she was already with Xu Zeyuan. Later, something happened, and the whole person changed a lot. Moreover, some people would talk about it. In addition, Xu Zeyuan broke up with her again. Maybe she was stimulated? It wasn't long before she took a long leave. "

‘？？？ I really think it's cheap and dreary. "

"I don't like it. It's cold anyway."

This is probably the most popular time since Xu Zeyuan's debut.

Xu Zeyuan, a TV drama official who had previously decided that Xu Zeyuan was the second male, posted a microblog, which roughly means that they were unable to cooperate because of Xu Zeyuan's schedule problem, expressing great regret.

In a word, the explicit meaning is that they are going to change actors.

This is probably just a small part of it. Perhaps some partners who have decided to cooperate but have not yet announced have also chosen to terminate their contracts with Xu Zeyuan.

After this micro blog, Xu Zeyuan disappeared in the public's view as if he had been snowed by the company.

In the next few days, Xie Ruhe and shunian didn't go out much.

On the day of meeting Xu Zeyuan, shunian had finished the progress of the play. He had been ready to rest for the past few days and had nothing else to do.

I thought that things had passed like this, but it had a great influence on reading.

She became depressed and speechless. She always sat in a corner. Only when Xie Ruhe asked her would she say a few words slowly and deal with it perfunctorily.

I don't rely on him as much as I did before.

There is no need for Xie Ruhe to remind her to take the medicine. Shunian will eat it consciously. Sometimes he said to cut her a fruit, pour a glass of water, she just immediately refused, and then get up to pour the fruit.

It's like keeping a distance from him.

It's like being worried, afraid and worried about something coming.

Probably after knowing the news on the Internet, Deng Qingyu and Wang Linxi called her to calm her down. There are also friends who haven't spoken to her for a long time and sent her a message of sympathy.

The last time this happened was after the disaster two years ago.

It's like it's back in time.

Shunian doesn't use Xie Ruhe's mobile phone any more, but uses his bad mobile phone which always crashes suddenly. Once, inexplicably, she entered the microblog and noticed her almost exploded private message.

Most of them were words of comfort.

But there are also many, like deliberately looking for a sense of existence, very vicious words.

"Damn you, because of you, my family's Yuan Yuan has been cursed."

"Why don't you die?"

"He won't be cold until you die. Don't worry."

"Oh, by the way, are you with ah he? Help me to tell him that I used to like his songs so much, but my eyes were so bad that I found a broken shoe:) '

when shunian saw this, Xie Ruhe happened to be next to her.

Perhaps suddenly noticed that she was looking at the content, Xie Ruhe immediately took her mobile phone, hidden behind: "don't look at these, I accompany you to play games?"

Her expression didn't change much, as if she didn't care at all, and she shook her head.

"I'll go to bed."

The time soon turned to Thursday, the weekly psychotherapy.

From the afternoon to the evening, shunian usually stays in the recording studio, so she will go to the hospital in the morning for psychological treatment.

And she went to bed late at night, and she didn't remember the time of treatment, so she couldn't get up.

It was Xie Ruhe who came to wake her up.

But that day.

Shunian woke up early and lay in bed for a while, staring at the white ceiling. He didn't know what he was thinking. Before long, she sat up quietly and got out of bed to wash.

Then mechanically went to the front of the wardrobe, took a suit of clothes to change.As soon as he glanced at the book, he noticed the post it notes on the desk. After thinking for a few seconds, she went over and wrote a line on the post it note: "I'm going to the hospital and I'll be back by noon. "Read the book."

After finishing the last word, shunian took his things and walked out of the room. She stopped at the door of Xie Ruhe's room and pasted the post it note on his door.

Before she could fasten it, the wooden door suddenly opened from inside.

The post it notes fell to the ground.

Xie Ruhe's appearance also appears in her eyes. He wore Casual Short Sleeve shorts, his hair looked fluffy, but his expression was not as sober as he had just woken up.

Be quiet for a few seconds.

Xie Ruhe stares at shunian's face for a moment. He moved his eyelashes, glanced down, noticed the post it note on the ground, bent down to pick it up, and read it silently.

He put the post it note in his pocket, reached for her collar and asked, "Why are you going to the hospital so early today?"

Shunian avoided his sight: "get up early, go early."

Xie Ruhe said, "why didn't you call me that?"

"I'll go myself." Shunian's expression was flat, and his voice was gentle. "I used to go alone, so I thought it didn't matter."

Xie Ruhe was silent for a long time. He didn't get angry because of her attitude. He just said, "wait for me, eat something first, and I'll send you there."

Shunian pursed his lips, but still refused stiffly: "I'll just go outside and buy some."

"Well, you wait for me for a moment." Xie Ruhe said, "I'll wash my face and go out with you."

"I said no!" Because of his particularly persistent attitude, shunian suddenly lost his temper, "you can't always be like this all your life. You can accompany me whatever I do. It's impossible."

Xie Ruhe's eyes were dark and his Adam's apple slipped down. He said: "why not?"

"You shouldn't spend all your time on me." Knowing that it's not good for him to lose his temper like this, shunian still can't help but tremble at the end, "you stay out with me as long as I'm out. You have your own business. You shouldn't live like this for me. "

“……”

"No one should live for another. You'll make me feel like... " The book read red eye, don't open the head, "always think I'm not an unbearable burden to you

Maybe not at first.

But wait for a long time, you will gradually feel overwhelmed.

In the end, they chose to abandon it.

"I've been thinking these days..." The voice of shunian couldn't help choking up and tears fell down. "Should I die at that time?"

Smell speech, Xie Ruhe's breathing stops, can't believe what he heard.

"In that case, I don't have to endure that week's torture, so I can go to see my father, and my mother won't quarrel with Uncle Wang every day because of me, and you don't have to be said I found such a girlfriend. " Shunian stopped his eyes with the back of his hand and sobbed, "I, I won't suffer so much..."

Quiet down in the house.

Only the crying of shunian.

After a long time.

"Reading." Xie Ruhe pulled off her hand and showed her eyes. His voice was tense, as if it would break at the next moment. "Don't say that again in the future."

“……”

"Don't say that again. I can't hear you." Xie Ruhe wiped her tears with a hoarse voice. "Why do you think I can't spend all my time on you?"

"It's just impossible..."

"But." Xie Ruhe said softly, "wasn't it the same before?"

Shunian's tears are still falling. He looks at him in a daze.

In front of him, in a moment, it seems that he overlapped with his youth, with a shallow light on his body. He said to her, who was so scared that she shed tears: "I'll take you back."

Because of an umbrella.

Standing in the light, she was born like a porcelain doll, fragile and beautiful, but with a character totally different from her appearance. Holding a light blue umbrella, slowly came, for him to interrupt the cold rain, as well as the ugly abuse.

Always do some things that people can't understand, but always be kind.

Bring warmth to people.

Also let him breed some unspeakable desire and dark side.

Always follow behind her, rightfully hide their intentions, not far from the near distance of three meters. Seeing her angry at her actions, she took him as the air.

But after a small accident, officially shortened the distance of three meters.

Young shunian, with big tears, asked him pitifully, "do you want to protect me?"He replied casually.

That is like a perfunctory response, but has become his lifelong commitment.

Because when I was young, I got the kindness from her, and in that dark time, I had a luxury of her warmth. So no matter how many years passed, he couldn't forget it any more.

Even if this life is for her.

He had no complaints.

Willing to be a shadow in her life.

Shunian didn't cry any more. He calmed down again. She obediently finished the breakfast Xie Ruhe made for her, and then went out with him for psychotherapy.

They didn't mention what they had just done.

Shunian's sudden words, sudden anger, as if it had never happened.

It's like the last few days.

Shunian is still dull, but he no longer resists anything Xie Ruhe does for him. The distance between them seems to be getting closer again, but her words are still very few.

At the end of the day.

Xie Ruhe is still worried about the state of reading, watching her fall asleep just out of the room.

That night.

Shunian had a dream.

A particularly dark dream.

Shunian dreamed that he returned to the day when he was caught by Zeng Yuanxue and the moment when he woke up in a coma. But her choice is totally different from before.

On the first day, she chose to die.

Then a dazzling white light came up. After the light dispersed, shunian saw shugaolin.

Shunian smiles at him and wants to hug him. But the father, who was always kind and steady, was not happy at all when he saw her. For the first time, he shed tears in front of her and wailed at her.

It's like the pain has reached the extreme.

She also saw Deng Qingyu.

After the death of shunian, she seems to be crazy, reciting her name every day. Wang Hao also chose to divorce her because he couldn't stand Deng Qingyu's state.

Finally, Deng Qingyu became Chen Xiang's mother.

After that.

Shunian saw Xie Ruhe.

At that time, he was still abroad and had no leg problems. After learning that she died in the same way as Ji Xiangning, he immediately returned to Shiyan Town, where he had been reluctant to go for so many years.

Xie Ruhe lives in Shiyan town.

According to the previous information, as well as all kinds of information exposed on the Internet after shunian died, he began to constantly look for traces of murderers in this small town.

Find someone to buy the content of monitoring, ask passers-by, and carefully check.

I don't know how long it took him.

I finally found Zeng Yuanxue.

Shunian thought he would call the police, but he didn't.

Xie Ruhe looks sinister and doesn't have much emotion in his eyes. He takes a hard object to stun Zeng Yuanxue and drags him back to the house where he lives.

In the way he once did to shunian and Ji Xiangning, he gave back to him many times.

It's like living into another Zeng Yuanxue.

Finally, Xie Ruhe took a knife and killed Zeng Yuanxue.

In that house, I also ended my life.

At the end of the dream, shunian gasped and opened his eyes. She raised her hand and touched her eyes, and sure enough, it was wet.

She suddenly remembered what she said to Xie Ruhe today.

Shunian wiped away his tears and quickly stood up and went to Xie Ruhe's room.

Stop at the door.

She sniffed and knocked on the door three times.

Soon there was a rustle in it.

Before long, Xie Ruhe opened the door from inside. He was probably sleeping just now. He was a little dazed and his eyes were bleary. Seeing shunian, he asked dully, "what's the matter?"

Shunian was afraid of that nightmare and said frankly, "I want to sleep with you today."

“……” Xie Ruhe stopped and thought he had heard the wrong thing

"I..." Shunian didn't have the courage to say it again. He lied vaguely, "the air conditioner in my room is broken."

"Well?" Xie Ruhe nodded and turned over, "then you sleep here, I'll go to the living room..."

Shunian's fist was pinched, and his blank eyes summoned up courage again.

"I just want to sleep with you."