Chapter 78 - 78. Why Are You Still Here Choon-Hee ??

I came back and opened the door to Edwards' room, the first thing I heard from Edwards' room was the sound of a pretty melodious song. Looks like Edwards is listening to a song at the moment.

I saw him still sitting on the sofa and looking at the balcony, he was already wearing casual clothes and also combing his hair neatly. I walked slowly towards him, putting the small bag I was carrying near him. then sat quietly, I looked at Edwards face which looks fine now.

"Have you eaten Edwards? Do you need anything?" I asked softly, I took his hand and looked at his face intently.

Edwards looked at me and smiled sweetly too. "Have you eaten? I thought you were going away from me?" Edwards' question made me chuckle.

"How can I leave this handsome and charming man like you? Hey, you know? I'm in the mood for some chocolate pudding. Would you like to accompany me? I think it would be really nice to eat with you." I said, I tried not to mention what happened to us earlier. I didn't want Edwards to think like that for now.

"You want to eat pudding? Come on, we'll just ask the waiter. I want to eat on the balcony of the room while looking at the evening sky, look at the sky it's very beautiful." Edwards immediately nodded quickly.

"Alright, I'll call the maid." I got up from my seat and started pressing the button near the door. Mrs. Anne said it was a button that could quickly summon a maid. Then I said something through the voiceover, That I wanted Chocolate Pudding and also a cold drink.

After I said that, I sat back down next to Edwards. he was still looking at the sky from the balcony. what was Edwards thinking when he looked up at the sky like that?

"Choon-hee, aren't you afraid of dying when you're with me?" One more question from Edwards, Makes me a little confused about what to answer.

"Actually.. I'm scared. But I know, you're more scared than me. You're afraid that your life will be alone and everyone will leave you alone. That's why I'm always by your side and make sure you're okay. I do sorry if things feel really weird to you." I said slowly, and

"Why are you even apologizing? You shouldn't feel around this Mad Man like me. You should have gone and left me, like everyone else. How can you stay and look so fine like this? thing that happened before". Edwards said, I couldn't help but smile a lwhile and nod in understanding.

Before I could speak, a knock on the door made me realize that the maid had already come with what I asked for. I walked straight to the door and opened it. The waitress handed her a tray of chocolate pudding and cold drinks.

I took it and closed the door again, the tray would be brought near Edwards. put it on the table and started giving him a chocolate pudding. I also gave him a small spoon. "Eat, you need sweets to get better." I said to Edwards.

I ignored his words earlier, actually I didn't want to answer anything about the statement he made.

I took my own pudding, cut it with a spoon and put it in my mouth. it tastes really really good, I know that sweet food can make a very good mood.

"Do you like it? eat a lot then." I said to Edwards, seeing that Edwards was also eating well by now.

"I like it because I eat with you, not because of the pudding. Have you ever felt happiness like this? Eat with people who like and feel a lot of beauty when they are by their side?" Edwards asked me, Hearing this I immediately stopped the movement of my hands and looked into his beautiful eyes.

"do You like me?" I asked Edwards, for some reason from the many questions he had. I instead focused on the word like he proposed.

"I like you because you still want to stay close to me, after all you've seen. You didn't say anything, you didn't insult me, I gave neither hate nor disgust. Why did you do all that? is because of that people? or just me?." Edwards asked again, which made me go awry and eat the chocolate pudding a little nervously. how can you say that you like me so easily?

"I'm good to people who are good to me too, why should I leave you? Is it really your fault? I feel that you just want to be understood and you just feel lonely. You miss warmth and togetherness, that's why you are easy to get close to because all this time I always give something that no one else can give. Am I right? That's why you also say that you like me." Say it at length.

Edwards who heard that immediately nodded, he finished his chocolate pudding very voraciously. his eyes are still looking into mine, maybe he just wants company and everything will be fine.

"You can always make me feel comfortable and safe, somehow when I woke up and didn't see you by my side, I wanted to kill myself and forget all this. But when you come back here and smile at me, I hope there is a second life that can make we are together and always there for each other. I also hope that I have good sanity to make sure you are always happy. Sounds funny and weird doesn't it? but that's what I thought when the evening sky was as beautiful as this. I haven't felt that feeling in a long time. fun like this.

Ever since my mother died... since then I've been feeling lonely all day." Edwards said it all while still looking into my eyes.

"Your mother? What's wrong with Mrs. Anne? Why did you say she's died?" I asked and pretended I didn't understand, because I felt better hearing everything from Edwards. Instead of me guessing a lot of unnecessary things.

"My biological mother, my Daddy Brandon's first wife. Who brought me into this world and always feel lucky that I was born and become her child, she is so kind and takes great care of me. Makes sure I can eat regularly, helps me with schoolwork, brings lunch for me , make sure the clothes I wear are always clean Combing my hair and always telling me that the world is fine as long as we look at it in a good way everything my mom says always keeps me going, holding on and holding on even though she's no longer by my side.. " Edwards told him everything with a happy smile, he seemed to love his mother very much.