There are all kinds of programs, which can be seen by all kinds of famous stars, and singing praises is indispensable. I watched it very seriously.
Qiao Dongcheng held my hand: "Chihiro, Chihiro."
Turning to look at him, "what's up?"
"Why are you crying?"
I touched my face, my hands were wet, and I cried.
"My eyes are uncomfortable."
"Did you have eye disease again? When you went to France to pick you up, you were crying all the time. Chihiro, it's over. Don't think too much. You always say you can't think about the past. Chihiro, you should treat yourself better."
"OK."
I reached for the paper towel, but he stuffed me with a handkerchief: "don't hurt your eyes, wipe with this."
"Qiao Dongcheng."
He chuckled: "let's go. I'll take you to the doctor. If you can't see your eye disease again, you'll be miserable. It's not easy to recover."
"There's nothing wrong with seeing the wind cry."
He pulled me up and said, "let's go and show you a place."
Some boxes were made for senior officials. Qiao Dongcheng asked for one: "if you go in there, you won't let the wind blow."
"Thank you."
Sitting from head to tail, I am laughing and my heart is bitter.
I know Ji Xiaobei must be looking for me all over the world now. I know it must be all his phone information when he starts up.
But please forgive me, Ji Xiaobei. I really can't love anymore. I don't admire having you.
Everyone has a past, but mine is too dirty. It's still your brother.
I would rather you hate me than let you bear this pain.
Hate me, I'm not an angel, I'm a bad woman.
Hate me. A woman like me is not worth your love or your heart and lungs. It's good for me. "
The red rope is still on my finger. I just want to have more of this feeling.
"Dongcheng, how long is it?"
"If you don't want to see it, let's go. Do you want to have a snack?"
"No."
"Chihiro, what's the matter with you? You feel very unhappy. Don't lie to me. I can see if there's anything unhappy."
"Qiao Dongcheng, host Hai really likes you very much. There are few pure likes in the world. Moreover, she is young, beautiful and has a good family background, which is also helpful to your career. Qiao Dongcheng, you should think about it."
He frowned: "don't you like this party? In fact, you had frequent contact with people in the TV station a few months ago and finalized it."
"No, I just told you, oh, I don't have a cell phone. Can you lend your cell phone to send me a message?"
He gave me his cell phone. I took it and wrote a text message to Lin Xia. I'll delete the record later.
"Qiao Dongcheng, I'm so sorry. I want to go back now."
"I'll see you off."
"No, you are in charge of this party, and there are so many political and business celebrities. If you can't go well, you don't have to send me. Someone will pick me up."
He was a little lost: "is it Ji Xiaobei?"
I didn't say a word, but I smiled.
He sighed softly, "go ahead. I can't stop you from doing too many things. You have your own thoughts and will. You know what you're doing."
"Well, I'll go first. I'm sorry."
He refused to send me away. He also knew that I had something on my mind, so he didn't insist on sending me out.
There is lively, the voice of the soldiers is always so loud, that is the most vivid heart and the most simple and lovely people.
The moon is so cold that it can penetrate the skin, and a little makes the heart cold.
The shawl was so thin that I hugged myself hard and couldn't warm myself up.
Only my shadow, only the sound of my high heels, like walking in the dark, no one can see what I'm thinking, and no one knows who I am.
The high-heeled shoes you wear are at least ten inches. They are too high and too high. Moreover, they are new. They are grinding your feet at the moment, but they don't feel any pain at all.
Lin Xia's car light made me unable to open my eyes. He turned his head and stopped: "Chihiro, get in the car."
I opened the door and let me up. Then I went around and got on the bus. I started to turn off the lights.
"Chihiro, where are you going?"
"I don't know."
"Would you like something to eat?"
"Not hungry."
Sneezing, he stopped the car and took off his coat to cover me: "it's cold now. You don't wear more clothes. You know what your body will look like when you catch a cold."
"Linxia, did you go to France?"
He was stunned: "who did you listen to?"
"It doesn't matter who said. I ask you if you have gone to France." knowing my business, I sent me the crystal and pure crystal, the worry free tree, the real little girl that day. Everything was a very sweet dream, and the white gauze skirt he sent me. At first I didn't know what it meant. Now I think I understand.
No wonder he will come and say those words to me. Who is Lin Xia? He hides deeply. He won't do anything I don't like.
If he didn't know about me in France, he wouldn't come forward and ask me to leave Beijing.
But Lin Xia was late. What should have come happened.
Although I feel very painful, I feel steadfast.
All my secrets have nowhere to hide. This is the real me, a person who can't love you.
I no longer covet the love you give, warmth, return to my lonely position, just love you and leave a wound.
"Linxia, don't lie to me, don't lie to me." I grabbed my clothes and spoke to him weakly.
He was distressed. His eyes and face were full of pain.
"Yes, I know."
I raised my hand and waved it hard in his face.
He hit him on the head and hurt my hand. He shouted: "Lin Xia, why are you so fucking annoying? Who do you think you are? You think you have money and your father is great, so you can investigate everyone unscrupulously? I really hate you. I hate you. You think you are good to me, and I will like you. You think you play with your heart, and I will be with you. Go to hell. You broke up Lin Duan and Ji Xiao Bei, you can't move. You still have to check my French affairs. Yes, I won't tell you how I have been wronged and changed my temperament in France. Who asked you to check it? "
Excited, I want to scold him, I want to beat him, scold and beat him hard.
Linxia grasped my hand: "Chihiro, don't get excited."
"Can I not be excited? I hate people like this. I have to peel me off and put me in the sun. I'm bleeding. You know how I don't want to let who know about the past. Do you know who cares about your gifts and who cares about being your innocent, lovely and innocent girl? I've dyed my feathers black long ago. I'm not your angel."