Chapter 793

He grabbed my hand and hugged me tightly: "well, Chihiro, it's my fault. If you vent, the pain will vent."

"He came to me, Lin Xia. Why is He Ji Xiaobei's eldest brother? Why?"

Tears fell on his shoulders, just to vent his anger.

He hugged me: "he dares to come to you, Chihiro. He has a lot of courage."

I don't want to see him again. I don't know how to face Ji Xiaobei.

"Ji Xiaobei and I are finished." it came to an end, even before I tried to fight with him.

He just hugged me. I don't think he is qualified to comfort me.

I was so tired that I pushed him away: "Lin Xia, please find me a place to live. I can't go back there. Please protect my last bit of dignity and don't tell Ji Xiaobei."

To a place where there is no one, a person licks the wound quietly.

Xiao Bei couldn't find me. He took down the red rope between his fingers and put it in his pocket.

Lin Xia called me to school, but said I was ill and needed a few days off to go to class.

I told him to go to work. I was alone in his house, lying on the terrace and looking at the traffic below. I really wanted to jump down so that there would be no pain, so that I could clean my dirt with blood.

Mother said, "Chihiro, you should live well. You are the only daughter of mom and dad."

Only, I get a lot, such as their love for me. Only I have to bear a lot. No one shares the pain of living with me.

I can survive in France, and I can survive in Beijing.

No matter what, it has a past.

I dug out the fine wine that Lin Xia had hidden. I sat on the sun chair with the wine, drank it and smoked.

Lin Xia came back early. I smiled at him on the terrace.

He frowned: "it's raining. Don't you know where you're still sitting? Do you want to have trouble with your body, drink so much wine and smoke so much."

"I'm a gangster who drinks, smokes and fights. If you don't want me to live with you, I'll go."

He was about to get up when he left something. Lin Xia pushed me back: "Chihiro, take good care of yourself, can't you? Ji Xiaobei is so important to you."

I said, "it's not important anymore." it's not important. You don't understand, Linxia.

If you know what love is, real love, you won't do anything behind my back, and you won't use those mean means to tear me apart.

Love a person, not possession, but not let him suffer, you don't understand!

He pulled me into his hand, twisted a towel and wiped my face: "Chihiro, take a good look at yourself, and see what you look like now."

I stared. My eyes in the mirror were so empty. My skin was waxy yellow, my eyes were black and swollen, my hair was messy, and my lips were purple with cold.

Sure enough, I almost didn't recognize me.

This is clearly France's moqianxun, a half man and half ghost who can't recognize himself.

"Chihiro, don't be like this. I'll cook for you. Don't drink any more. What will you do when your stomach bleeds again?"

"Lin Xia, I'm hungry."

He smiled gently: "just be hungry. Go and lie down on the sofa for a while. I'll give you dinner. What do you want to eat?"

"Fried rice with eggs."

"Then fried rice with eggs."

Lying on the sofa, covered with a thick quilt, I still felt a headache, my nose was not brave, and my throat began to ache. I could not bear to cough.

The aroma of rice in the kitchen overflows, which is a warm feeling.

He cooked the rice and didn't ask me to eat. Instead, he brought it to me and fed me mouth by mouth. He was very gentle and careful.

"Your face is a little red. You're going to catch a cold."

"Lin Xia, I don't go to the hospital, and I don't want to take medicine."

"Then don't go, but you should have a good rest. You can't start smoking and drinking now. I'll find out what to eat to cure a cold. Do you want to go to bed? The sofa is uncomfortable."

I shook my head and closed my eyes. I was really sleepy. I didn't close my eyes all night last night. Ji Dabei brought back all the unbearable things in France. I didn't dare to sleep. Once I slept, it was a nightmare in the past.

Lin Xia was told to turn on the TV. The noise was loud. Then she fell asleep slowly.

The cold came fiercely. I haven't felt like this for several years. Lin Xia looked very distressed and took a lot of medicine. He said, "Chihiro, you can't do this anymore. Get up and I'll take you to the hospital."

I rubbed the blanket. "No."

"If you continue to burn, you will become an idiot, and you are about to take the exam. Do you hope your efforts will be wasted?"

"No."

"Then go. You're a worm, but you're not a worm."

"I don't want to move." it's so uncomfortable that my voice has changed.

After wiping the table, there were paper towels all over the floor, and the nose water was rampant.

Lin Xia came to clean up after a period of time. He didn't dislike it. He wasn't afraid of germs infecting him. He bought the best and softest paper towel to wipe my nose water. Drinking ginger and coke didn't work at all. It was drizzling outside. He felt so suitable when he caught a cold in such weather.

He picked me up, put on a thick coat and grabbed a box of paper towels: "go to the hospital."

"But it's raining and I don't want to move."

"How can you get caught in the rain? Come on, put on your hat. It's very windy and cold in Beijing now." put on your hat, put on the scarf with the same style as your hat, and dragged me out of the door.

It really rained heavily.

After getting off the parking lot, the driver was already waiting. I shrunk my shoulder and said, "it's so cold."

After getting on the bus, he put the water bag on my hand: "it's warmer to cover it. There's another one. You take off your shoes and put it under your feet. They're all ready. You know Chihiro is afraid of the cold."

I took off my shoes and stepped on the hot water bag. It would be warm.

"Why don't you wear socks?"

"I forgot."

He stopped saying anything and called someone to buy pure wool socks to the hospital.

The car drives directly into the parking lot under the hospital. In fact, it is only for internal parking. Lin Xia wants to drive the car in. He also has this ability. If he really doesn't let me touch a little rain.

He got off first. A man was standing there waiting.

I'll come in later. I already have a pair of thick white wool socks on my hand.

He handed it to me and I bowed my head and put it on.

Helped me up. In the special room on the 15th floor, doctors and nurses have been waiting there. A cold is hanging water. The most annoying thing is hanging water, but there is no way. Now I have no say in a bad cold.