Chapter 900

Linxia clenched her teeth: "enough, Chihiro."

"I don't want to talk to you."

"How did you promise me, Chihiro? You need to see if the email he sent you is right. I'll get it back for you."

He tapped his finger on the keyboard and quickly found the deleted email: "look, just look if you like."

I sat down lost and wanted to open these emails. They weighed a thousand kilograms. All of them, previous ones and those I didn't read, were there.

But what's the point now?

Now I see, what can I change?

I closed my eyes and felt bad.

"Be obedient, Chihiro." lintia said softly, "come out to eat without looking."

I did. Why not.

The last email he didn't read was the flying snow in midsummer recorded by him. It was as beautiful as a dream, which was much better than what he saw in Ji Zhixian's mobile phone.

How I want to see such a grand scene. He went to see it for me and sent it to me. He is my eyes, even if we are far away.

After watching it again and again, I saw some tears in my eyes. I wiped my tears and went out. Lin Xia packed the rice for me as usual.

"Eat, Chihiro."

"No appetite."

"If you have no appetite, you should eat some."

He came and grabbed me, pushed me to the dining table and filled a small bowl of chicken soup: "the local chicken bought by he ma."

With a sigh, he drank the half bowl of chicken soup.

He said faintly: "Chihiro, don't let anything of him affect you. I don't care what kind of reason you have the intersection with Ji Zhixian. Chihiro, I don't want to take care of you too much. You should have your freedom to have your beauty."

Beautiful style, do I have any more? Didn't you wipe it out long ago?

He put some dishes in the bowl. He advised me, "have some rice."

I couldn't sleep all night. My heart was aching. I was afraid that my mobile phone would ring suddenly, but I expected it to ring earlier.

How far is it from Beijing to Switzerland? Then what kind of news will Ji Zhixian send? But Lin Xia is right. No matter what kind of news, it has nothing to do with me.

We all choose each other's liberation. We can't take another step forward. In the end, we're afraid that even the beauty of the past will be erased.

Why do I want to love someone? I'm so brave and desperate to love someone. It's so difficult in the end?

Why? Why? Can't I love someone I love or be with someone I love in my life?

Lin Xia is certainly good, and it is not an innocent relationship with me, but it is so simple not to love.

He slept beside me, but I felt quite far away from him.

He guessed my thoughts, but I didn't want to know what he was thinking, study his preferences, or please him.

I can't sleep in the middle of the night. I know he hasn't slept, and the sound of breathing is so light.

I sighed and reached out to touch his hand: "sleep, Linxia."

He whispered in the dark, "I'm worried about you."

"There's nothing to worry about. Sleep, sleep, turn on the bedside lamp. It's too dark." I don't have a sense of security.

"Chihiro, don't carry me behind your back. Don't bury your world. You can only be alone. Don't do this. It will make you more and more lonely."

I turned and lay flat: "I'm really a little sleepy, Linxia."

"In the future, I won't touch your personal things or delete your things on my own. Don't be angry with me, okay?"

"Sorry, I'm not angry now."

"Thirsty?"

"Not thirsty."

"Hungry or not?"

"Not hungry either."

He stretched out his hand and hugged me: "Chihiro, why do you think I like you so much? Even if your heart is not on me, I feel very satisfied with you. The sky every day is sweet and sunny. Chihiro, don't be angry. I love you."

I buried my head in his chest: "did you sleep well? I'm really a little sleepy."

"OK."

He turned on a bedside lamp and faintly fainted. Huang Guanghua shone in the room. It was warm and held together, but his heart was still far away.

You say you don't know why you like me so much, but I don't know why I don't like you. If I like you, how happy I am in my life. There will never be a cloudy day in your arms.

Vaguely, she really fell asleep. At nine o'clock, Lin Xia called me up and took me to school after breakfast.

In the afternoon, Zhixian called me at recess and said sobbing, "Chihiro, the search and rescue team found Xiaobei's luggage, but the snow below can't walk and can't go down to search and rescue. They all said that Xiaobei is nine times out of ten... Chihiro, I have only such a brother."

I stood like a fossil.

Xiaobei, the living Xiaobei, the domineering Xiaobei, is so pressed below that you can never stand up again?

Xiaobei, you can't do this. I have to find you. I have to ask you. You told me I don't marry you. You abandoned me. No, you have to tell me an answer. Ji Xiaobei, I can't let you go.

"Mo Qianxun, what are you standing for?" Chen Jingjing called me behind: "class is coming soon."

At the moment, I was extremely calm: "please ask for leave for me."

"Ah, you ask for leave again?"

"Yes."

"How long?"

"I don't know." until I find Xiaobei, even if it's... The last time I want to see him.

The man I used to love so hard, I'm desperate for you. How can you say to go.

Xiao Bei, I don't believe it. Those people say that you are probably buried in the snow, but I don't believe it. Unless I see you motionless, you don't open your eyelids how I call you. When my tears fall on your palm and you don't move for me, I believe that my favorite man has gone to heaven.

Tears slipped quietly and confused the road in front of me. I wiped it with one hand. I had a bad headache, but I never hesitated every time.

Ji Xiaobei, you nuisance, I'm crying. Do you know, you nuisance, will you kill you in Beijing? Why do you run so far and take risks.

When I got up, I hurried to find my things. Without a luggage bag, I stuffed a few clothes with my backpack, and then went to look through my passport and my documents.

Mother he was surprised to see me carrying something: "Miss Mo, where are you going?"

"A long journey."

"Does he know, sir?"

"I don't know."