No more talking. Just change your shoes and open the door. There's a face in the elevator. It's so embarrassed.
Hurried out of the community, stopped a taxi outside and went to the airport.
Then the mobile phone began to shout. It was Lin Xia. He must know now that I left with something. He Ma will call him.
But now, I just want to fly to Switzerland with all my heart. I have to go and see the devil himself. He said that those who want me also want my heart. How can something happen to him?
After all, the car was stopped. At the intersection, the traffic police stopped the taxi I took. Lin Xia is so skilled that even my car can find the license plate number so quickly.
You can get there without a car.
Walking on the sidewalk with things to the airport, Lin Xia, you can stop the car, but I'll go. Are you going to cripple my feet and make me like a broken bird that can't fly or walk anymore? The car horn was ringing, but I didn't hear it. The drizzle hit my face, wet and cold.
"Chihiro." Lin Xia called me loudly.
I don't want to go back and see him.
He drove forward again. "Chihiro, where are you going?"
"Switzerland."
"Chihiro, calm down."
"I don't want to calm down, Linxia. I'm going to Switzerland. Let me be capricious again."
He stopped the car and I crossed it and went on.
He said, "Chihiro, do you remember what you promised me? Do you remember what you said yourself?"
I remember, how can I forget.
"Chihiro, I allow you to go. Now you come back."
I still walked a few steps forward with my things, sadly lost my luggage, squatted on the ground, grabbed my hair and cried silently.
He looked at me in the car. I knew his heart hurt. I cried on the ground. My pain was deeper than I am now.
Why don't you let me go to Switzerland to find Xiao Bei, Lin Xia? I really love him.
I can even give up my life for him, let alone promise you these things, but Lin Xia, Xiao Bei, he died, and I really haven't heard from him since.
What I've done, is it meaningful?
"Get in the car." he called me.
I didn't listen. I squatted there and cried all the time. He got out of the car and held me in his arms: "silly girl, don't you know how bad it is for you to catch a cold?"
He took me into the car, turned back in front, and put a cylinder of hot water to soak me. My heart was like dead wood, heavy and floating.
Like a doll, let him clean and wipe his hair.
I couldn't sit still and fell to the ground. I simply rolled under the bed and cried quietly.
I thought about our beautiful past. When I first met Ji Xiaobei, a little bully.
Xiao Bei said he met me in konghu lake. I really don't remember it, but I lied to him about playing games. I will. I can play very well.
Xiaobei also likes to eat the fish I made and the shredded sour and spicy potatoes I made. Xiaobei also mops the floor and listens to me read English.
How can we forget his good deeds, which are so unforgettable.
We are not free, but bury these feelings deeply.
"Chihiro, Chihiro."
Lin Xia came out and didn't see me. She cried anxiously and looked everywhere. Then she found me under the bed. With a sad face, she sat and stretched out her hand to come in and gently patted me: "Chihiro, don't be so sad."
You are not me, how can you understand my sadness.
He also lay down and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes.
"I saw you go out by car at the intersection. Before I could call you, I asked someone to help stop you. Chihiro, why are you so impulsive? You're going to Switzerland. Have you applied for a visa? Can you go when you go? Chihiro, don't cry. No matter what happens, I won't leave you."
"Chihiro, don't cry. I feel bad in my heart. What I'm most afraid of is your tears."
"Lin Xia, Ji Xiaobei, he..."
"I received the news earlier than you. Chihiro, you are gone, and you can't change what happened. People's destiny is doomed."
He really left, even Lin Xia said so.
I closed my eyes, sore and distended.
Dizziness and pain are severe, but these can't equal the pain in my heart.
Linxia took me out and put me on the bed. She kept kissing my tears: "don't cry, Chihiro."
"Linxia, let me go to Switzerland, OK?"
He said softly, "he will come back, and his sisters will bring him back. Chihiro, his family never regards you as anything? It's no use if you go."
When I was with Ji Xiaobei, I loved him. It had nothing to do with his family. If I loved him, I only loved him.
Lin Xia said, "it's very cold over there. Chihiro's body can't stand such a heavy cold. He has let you go and engaged to others. What's your identity? What's the angle? I don't want my Chihiro to be insulted by others."
The dream of that night was broken and painful.
I dreamed that Xiao Bei fell from the snow mountain and was pressed by a large amount of snow. He stretched out his hand, but I couldn't catch it. I watched him buried by the snow.
At that moment, I wanted to be hidden by snow.
I dug desperately. I couldn't dig him out, but I could dig a hole and bury me.
Covering me with snow, I began to feel out of breath.
"Chihiro, Chihiro." Linxia called me urgently.
I opened my eyes and saw Lin Xia's anxious face.
Panting and looking at him, he stroked my heart: "how can anyone sleep like this and press himself to death with a quilt, Chihiro, have a nightmare?"
I sat up and looked at the clock on the wall. It was five o'clock. I gasped and was sweating all over.
"I'll pour you a glass of water."
"No, I'll take a bath."
Go in and carry the door, and open the big flower of Yuba. The water splashed down and hit his face. It was painful and uncomfortable.
I squatted on the ground and cried silently.
I can't stop crying when I think of Xiaobei. I want to go to your nearest place now and see you.
No matter where I am, you won't give up on me easily, and I won't give up on you easily. If I don't find you, I won't be willing.
In their tone of voice, they all said that you are no longer in the world, Xiaobei Xiaobei. I don't believe you, you bastard, you can know everything.
"Chihiro, Chihiro." Lin Xia shouted outside
I take a breath, again sad, I still don't have my own space.
Then when he opened the door, I carried the dark and turned off the water: "I'm fine. I'll come out in a minute." please Lin Xia, give me a break.