Chapter 908

I was impulsive. Lin Xia hugged me tightly: "Chihiro, don't get excited. Maybe it's really a little wrong. You can test it again."

"Well, I'll let you see. I'm not pregnant. I'm not pregnant."

The doctor gave me several pregnancy test sticks of various brands. I went to the toilet, but it turned out that I was pregnant.

I take medicine. How is this possible?

Lin Xia came to help me. I looked up at the doctor waiting outside: "I have taken post medicine. Why am I pregnant?"

"After the fact, the medicine may not be really safe. I'm telling you the news now to make you have a psychological preparation. If you have children in chemotherapy, it won't work."

"Can the child who has taken the medicine still want it?" he yelled at him angrily.

"Chihiro, you are taking vitamins." Lin Xia whispered in my ear.

I pushed him away, he held him tight, and I pushed hard. No matter how, he was afraid that I was hurt, so he let go of me: "I replaced your medicine with vitamins."

"Lin Xia, you are so selfish. You not only want me to be your woman, but also want me to have children for you. I don't want to put my life in your hands. I tell you, you are really cruel. You really want to be beautiful. Don't come here."

"Chihiro," he cried anxiously.

I held the wall: "don't come here. I hate you so much. How can you be so selfish? I can destroy myself and be obedient like a doll. What else do you want me to do?"

I'm in a mess. I don't want to hear anything. I don't want to stay here for a moment.

I forbade him to come near me, wiping his tears while crying.

When Ji Xiaobei and I were together, being a child may really enable us to achieve happiness directly, but Xiao Bei respected me and would not force me.

But Lin Xia, as for you, I've already taken my medicine. You have to change my medicine.

Linxia, do you want me to tie my life, my heart and all my soul to you? The child will be like an invisible thread, pulling me.

My life is very hard. What will happen if I have a child without love?

I don't want to have children for you. I'm so bent that I'm doing well now. No one can do your kindness to me.

But without a proud soul, I can't feel everything you do. Do you understand?

If Xiao Bei and I had children, we might not separate, he would not go to Switzerland, and he would not leave like this.

When I got on the bus, I kept wiping my tears. Lin Xia's car was right outside the taxi. I wish I could open the door and roll in front of your car and let you run over my body to see if you would hurt?

"Miss, you haven't said where you want to go?"

"Keep driving, keep driving."

"Miss, I have to hand over my shift at five o'clock."

"Drive to the place where you hand over your shift. Don't bother me. I'm so uncomfortable now."

I don't want to think about anything. I can't understand the ridiculous relationships between them.

When the driver arrived at his destination and handed over his shift, I was still sitting there. Another driver asked me where to go. I said I was going to Tiananmen Square.

After getting off the bus, I went to the underpass. The wind in the evening pulled a long figure with a red sunset. Here I looked at the solemn Tiananmen Square.

It hurts when the wind blows across my face.

Linxia followed him and said softly, "Chihiro, I'm sorry."

Don't talk to me. I don't want to hear anything.

I'm sorry. It's useful. Just kill, set fire and tell others I'm sorry?

He strode outside the national theater, looked at the big ball and sat next to the pool.

Linxia also sat down and squatted in front of me and hugged my feet: "Chihiro, don't be angry, Chihiro, Chihiro, it's all my fault. Don't do this again. You can scold me or hit me, as long as you don't do this."

I looked at him quietly: "Linxia, do you know what I saw just now?"

He shook his head. "You see too much. I don't know what you want to say?"

"Lin Xia, I give up everything, no treatment, no abortion. I won't be so cruel to my children. Let God gamble, live or die."

He held my hand tightly: "Chihiro, No."

"I have no way to go. Lin Xia, don't force me. You don't have the qualification to force me. From now on, I don't want to live with you or talk to you. Yes, you have seen through me. Don't try to convince me that I don't want to live anymore. I'm too tired. I'm not just for Ji Xiaobei, although I really like him, love him and love him I can give up everything for him, but now I'm still rational. "

"Don't do that, Chihiro."

"If I were still alive and the child was born to you, wouldn't you always want a child? In addition, you don't have chemotherapy when you are pregnant."

"We can't do it now. Just cure your body, Chihiro. OK, I don't want all the promises I asked you for. As long as you cooperate and cure your body."

"It can't be cured."

"Yes."

"My blood type, Benping, is not very common. The opportunity is very small. I don't want to go. Don't decide my life again. I decide my own life."

I stood up and he hugged me tightly behind me: "I don't want children, I just want you."

I opened his hand, didn't want to see him, and left without looking back.

You want me, but I don't want you.

I don't want to live so much. I can't find a reason to live well.

Taking a taxi back to the place opposite the school, I packed up all my things and took the box to go. Lin Xia said softly, "Chihiro, I'll go. You live here."

"I don't want to live in your place."

"Chihiro, where can you go?"

I took a breath and smiled: "yes, you see how my moqianxun got into such a field today. There is no place to live. There is always a place to go. The world is big."

"Chihiro."

"Don't call me, I hate you." roar, I can't roar you.

His face was hurt, but now it's hurt. What's the use? We shouldn't have started. It was destined to hurt at the beginning.

He still grabbed my suitcase: "I have to drag it down and watch you settle down before I leave."

He was so stubborn that he wouldn't give in. I went down first with my bag.

When I got on the bus, I said to the driver, "just go."