So, I'm really a little afraid of children.
If so, I'm also really a little selfish. I don't think I'm mature. How can I take care of another child who needs more care than I do.
"It's all my fault, right? I ask you, did you go to C city only with your assistant?"
"You sent the plane yourself. Didn't you see it?" he said coldly.
"OK." I sent the plane. I saw it, but can't I find it?
In front of him, I dialed the phone with my mobile phone and directly dialed it to the reception desk in the office outside the general manager: "Hello, I'm Bai Lingling's classmate."
"Hello," he said faintly.
I made my mobile phone into a loudspeaker and said, "did Lingling come back from her business trip to C City?"
"Miss Bai came back from a business trip the night before yesterday. Do you think you need to connect the phone to her?"
"No."
I don't want to be suspicious. These things have always bothered me most.
Hang up the phone and put it on the desktop: "Lin Xia, I don't know what you want."
He smiled and saw many injuries in his eyes: "Actually, have you never believed me? Moqianxun, you went to the airport in the early morning. At home, you heard her say that I just came back, but you didn't refute. Do you think it's good? You know Bai Lingling also went, and you pretend not to know. You must have seen me and him in the coffee shop that day. You know that the bathroom is bad is just an excuse in my office, but why Never expose these lies, Mo Chihiro, why? "
"Sorry, I think we all need to calm down."
"Then divorce?" he looked at me.
Lin Xia said those words, which made my heart suffocate. I didn't know how to answer, so she said, "I don't want to talk to you now."
"It doesn't matter. I've always said that I'll set you free. Your heart has never been at home. You can call me about many things, but you don't. Chihiro, am I still your husband? As soon as I go on a business trip, you go to accompany the person you like, Chihiro. You deliberately pick me up and don't point out my lies. Do you think I feel guilty , won't you mention that again? "His voice grew louder and angrier.
I have a headache. I really don't want to hear it.
I don't want to quarrel with him, and I don't want to annoy him.
It turned out that taking a few steps back was not righteousness, but indifference.
I thought we should delete a lot of things. We should not care about anything and live a good life. It turned out that there had been a gap between many things for a long time. The matter between Ji Xiaobei and me in the hospital was just a fuse. We dug out a lot of buried things to bask in the sun and hurt.
Love and trust are really different after all.
The word "divorce" was never expected to come out of Lin Xia's mouth. They were not surprised, or they all realized that this might happen. No matter whether Ji Xiaobei came back or not, we were not the same forever.
I married him. Before marriage, he loved me so much that he could be desperate and sacrifice everything for me. But after marriage, maybe he would have more expectations. He would want me to pay as much as he gave me.
I read a book where I said that the more I expected, the more I thought. Then if there was no return, I would be very disappointed or even angry.
Maybe Lin Xia, this is the symptom now.
He also regretted the moment he said it.
I don't want to guess. It's really not so easy for a marriage without two people falling in love.
I always think it's better not to point out a lot of things. He is the same to me.
In fact, the seeds of complaint have long been buried in my heart.
I took Lin Yu to play in the small park. He was digging sand with tools. He was not happy. Occasionally, he would look back and see if I was there. When I looked at him and smiled, he would call me sweetly: "Mommy."
Give him the soaked milk: "drink some milk and play."
He hugged the bottle with both hands and sucked it hard. While sucking, he looked up at me. After a while, a bottle of milk made him drink ZZ. I applauded: "Xiaoyu is great. It's all finished."
He raised his hand, smiled proudly and gave me the bottle.
I took out a paper towel to wipe his sweat, and he continued to play.
Sitting on the wooden chair, I sighed long. If life can always be the same, how good it is. It can always be a child. It's better and worry free forever.
I used to enjoy too many blessings, so long defecation has not been as I like.
A strange phone call came in. I have a feeling that it may be Ji Xiaobei.
But why don't you answer? He and I have nothing to do. What's more, we haven't crossed any moral boundaries. Can't even the opposite sex contact and talk more when we get married?
Why? Even if I love you, I won't wrong myself like this.
"Hello."
"Mo Qianxun, I'm Ji Xiaobei."
"What's up?" it was him.
Listening to his voice, I think it will be a kind of comfort, which will make the bad mood get better slowly.
"Are you free? I'll invite you to dinner. It's a delicious private restaurant."
"I have children."
There was silence for a while, and then he smiled and said, "you've got a better cold."
"Yes."
"Listen to your voice. It sounds much better than the first two days. Come out here. You can fish, admire lotus flowers, look at autumn maple and pine trees. You can't find a good place. Take your children to eat here. I'm sure you'll like it here."
"Just pull it. What season is there and lotus?"
"When you come to see it, you will know whether the young master is pulling. It's not a good place. Can I find out? In a word, whether to come or not."
Tempt me. Unfortunately, I can't tempt now. I said conclusively, "don't go."
"Why, don't you have the courage. Just have a meal."
Don't use aggressive methods. This is not the time.
"Hang up. If I don't chat with you, don't call me. I don't know you well."
Over there smiled: "in the park, I heard a lot of children's laughter. Hey, moqianxun, I suggest you look around to see if there are any erhu artists. People recognize you silly girl."
I laughed and looked around, "I'm too lazy to tell you."
"On Xianghe road in the suburbs, there is a garden with a lot of sea taros. It's very good. If you like to go and have a look, you can choose what you like."
"Who said I liked it? I won't talk to you. 88."
After hanging up, Xiao Yu ran over and pulled me and called, "Mommy, I want to sleep."
"OK, let's go back."
"Yes."
He still didn't know that Lin Xia and I had a quarrel. As soon as he got home, he shouted, "Daddy, daddy."
It's quiet inside. He doesn't seem to be there.