Xiaoyu was very disappointed. He ran to the bedroom, then to the study, and then asked me, "Mommy, where's daddy?"
I don't know. The little nanny came out and said, "Mrs. Lin, Mr. Lin has just gone out."
"Uh."
Let her take Xiaoyu to bed. There are still some dishes in the dining room. After the little nanny ate some, no one moved again.
Back in the bedroom, I wanted to take a nap. Lin Xia's message came in.
Just said, "Chihiro, you and Xiaoyu go to the United States to settle down."
What do you mean? I've been thinking for a long time. I don't think my brain is very smart. I can't figure these things out.
The next day I went to work in the hotel. Ji Xiaobei also moved out of the hotel because of my leave, but the VIP room was already occupied. I asked the manager, who asked me to go to the front desk on the first floor for an internship.
I was very busy in the morning. The internship meant that I had to do a lot of things. The lobby manager on the first floor would instruct me to do everything.
It was also very late at lunch. Lin Xia sent a message: "what's your opinion?"
Still want me to go to the United States, I am a little angry, simply returned a message to him: "why do you want me to go, I won't go."
My roots are all here. I was born and grew up here. My parents are also buried here. I am familiar with everything here. Why should I leave.
If you don't believe me, will you believe it in America?
He didn't give me any more information. After work later, the nanny and Xiaoyu waited for me to come back from work. Xiaoyu was wronged and wanted to cry: "Mommy, I miss you so much. Mommy, I'm hungry."
"Xiao Yu doesn't want to drink milk, and I can't cook." the nanny explained awkwardly.
"It doesn't matter. If you're hungry next time, take him out to eat. Just tell me the cost of your food, and I'll make it up to you."
"Yes, Mrs. Lin."
The nanny is a professional nanny hired by Lin Xia to take care of the children, but she is only responsible for taking care of the children and will not do more. There was a contract from the beginning.
The nanny's salary may be higher than my work. Alas, but Lin Xia has been doing these things all the time.
When he is away, he always feels a lot of things and will become laborious.
I took them out to eat first. Then I went to buy vegetables, stewed chicken soup and made something for Xiao Yu.
After everything, I went to the study. Lin Xia's laptop moved away. Only my lonely one was left there.
Opened the computer, on QQ, is still a quiet piece, my friend, too few to be pitiful.
Lin Xia's QQ signature has been changed: I don't want to return.
I smiled bitterly and turned off the computer to sleep.
I have to get up in the morning to cook food for Xiaoyu. I just hope he ma can come back soon. Put the rice flour in the bowl, put the chicken soup in the small pot and say to the nanny, "when the soup is hot at noon, you can put the rice flour down and cook it for about three minutes."
"Well, good."
"I fried some dishes. You can eat them after heating them in the microwave. Can the microwave work?"
"I haven't cooked," she said.
"Forget it. I'll order takeout at noon. Don't touch anything. I'll feed Xiaoyu first."
"Yes."
"Xiaoyu, Mommy is at work. Come on, kiss Mommy."
He hugged me and kissed me, but he was good enough not to ask me to take him.
"If you eat your sister, there are small crisps in the fridge. If you want to eat, ask your sister to bring them to you."
He waved goodbye to me and blew me a kiss.
Feel better, go to work to be full of spirit, and serve with a smile.
Follow the beautiful mm at the front desk to enter the order, issue the order, collect and change the money, and transfer, wake up, remind and so on.
The phone kept calling, so I had to borrow a space to go to the bathroom.
It was aunt Fang. I took a deep breath and whispered, "Mom."
"Chihiro, where's Xiaoyu?" she asked as soon as she opened her mouth.
"He's at home."
"Who cooks for him?"
"I ordered takeout. He ma has gone back to her hometown these days. There is a nanny watching. It's okay."
"Are you and Lin Xia going to divorce?"
She spoke so directly that I didn't know how to answer.
Divorce, I really didn't think about it.
"Xiao Yu is our Lin family's child. I don't care what you do, but you must never wrong the child or hurt the child. You have the ability. Lin Xia's good self-restraint also forces you to do so. Whether you are away or not, Xiao Yu, you are always Lin's. you have to remember this clearly."
"Mom." I cried out in some displeasure.
She said strongly, "I'll send someone to Xiaoyu. You can't take good care of her."
"My own child, I will take good care of it."
"You even your own business is in a mess. You said you could take good care of him. Xiaoyu has got on the bus and called to tell you that I respect you. I'm still busy, that's all."
The sound of didi was still ringing. I raised my foot and kicked the door board hard, but my own foot was always painful.
I don't know. The Lin family's acceptance of me depends on Lin Xia's face and Xiao Yu's face.
I always thought that I was so unimportant.
The child is Lin Xia's, but it's also mine. Why do you want this because I'm weak? If my parents are here, how can you bully me like this.
Tears of resentment and grievance slid down together.
I raised my hand and wiped it off, but the more I wiped it off.
Lin Xia, you don't want to quit again, do you? I don't want to quit again. If you want a divorce, I'll complete it. Why don't I complete it.
It's hard to cry. I still haven't forgotten. It's working time.
Their own family affairs, after all, are behind closed doors.
No matter how sad, we should respect such a job, because we still have such a salary. We are crying, angry and complaining, but we still greet people with a smile.
Your eyes are a little swollen. Anyone can see it.
Mom and Dad, if you were here, it would be great. Even if you were ordinary and had nothing, I would have a place to cry, and someone would comfort me and hug me.
Back home is empty, no sound, no breath, no fireworks, no lights, if I am forgotten and discarded by this city.
Sitting on the floor powerlessly, my mobile phone is as quiet as me. No voice, no one to find, no one to need.
Sometimes I hate myself. I always live my life like this. One step forward is happiness, and one step backward is nothing.
Is the feeling in your heart so important? Lin Xia is kind to me. Who doesn't say?
Why can't you cheat him? If you say I love him, you can't act like a spoiled child with him unscrupulously. Sometimes cheating is also kind.