But I really can't convince myself. I can't do that.

Even if I have nothing now and the child is taken away by the Lin family, he will leave. I still don't want to call him and tell him I decided to settle in the United States.

Why do you want to leave? You don't want to leave, and I don't want to leave. In fact, the two of us have always been inappropriate. If you want to transform me into your wife, it's probably not that I'm a stranger.

Go to smoke, eat silently, watch TV and sleep.

I also forget who said I was a very stubborn person.

I still smiled at work. One morning, I received a large bunch of sea taros. They were very beautiful and fresh. There were no cards. The little brother who sent the flowers just said, "to moqianxun of Jinbi hotel."

What a big bunch. I put it on the ground.

Another person smiled: "Chihiro, it's from your husband."

"No."

Certainly not him. We had a cold war, we quarreled, and even if we didn't have a cold war and quarrel, he wouldn't give me sea potatoes.

"Go to work. Don't talk too much about personal things. You'd better not bring personal things into the working environment."

"Yes, manager."

When I went to work the next morning, I was still a bunch of sea taros with the freshness of dew.

Busy every day, this is the real work. How easy it used to be. Lin Xia took care of me.

He struggled to move, ran wherever he needed, and occasionally had to stand at the door to greet guests.

The lobby manager on the first floor always wanted to treat one person as two people. When the payroll was issued, the salary of 35000 was reduced to only 2000 yuan.

Fifteen of them were fines. Last month, I accidentally broke a vase and asked for leave. We didn't make a good job of the money for one room, so we asked the three of us to share the fines and make up for the loss of the hotel.

I don't pay attention to this money. The interest on the bank account is more than that. It's just a little depressed.

Finishing the roses sent, the thorns cut his hand sharply, so he went to find a hemostatic paste to paste it. As soon as he came back, he saw the manager standing there with a black face.

"Moqianxun, where have you been? Are you free to walk around when you work? You haven't handled the flowers for an hour. If you don't want to go to work, you can go home and be your rich and young grandmother."

What I hate most is that others look down on me like this.

You can quit, but you don't like it. You have to come back from where you fall.

"I'll do it right away."

"Come on, change all the roses before three o'clock."

"Yes."

The front desk can't get to the side. It's all chores.

The taro on time every morning and many rumors make it difficult for me to get a foothold in the splendor hotel.

Jing Zhi called me: "Chihiro, what's the matter with you and Lin Xia?"

"Nothing."

"Also said that there was nothing. If there was nothing, how could brother Lin Xia get drunk last night?"

"What do you want to say when you call me now?"

Respectful way: "Chihiro, don't think Lin Xia owes you. To be honest, you owe him. Don't forget that you were ill at that time. It was brother Lin Xia who guarded you. Your hotel operation had a problem. Who helped you without frowning. It was brother Lin Xia. Who took care of you day and night when you had surgery. It was brother Lin Xia."

I smiled, laughing is the heart ache: "is Lin Xia looking for you to drink?"

"Chihiro, I'm telling you this. Don't take it seriously. Brother Lin Xia is so kind to you. Don't hurt him again."

"Respectfully, you said, did you ask him for a drink last night, or did he ask you?" I roared fiercely, probably a little evil.

Jingzhi answered over there, "brother Lin Xia said he was in a bad mood, so I drank some wine with him."

In this way, when he is unhappy and in a bad mood, he can find someone to drink. He doesn't have to say all the pain in his heart, but respect who they are. They are all human spirits. How can he not guess.

No, you'll call and blame me soon.

I don't say it directly in words, but I'm not a fool.

"Respectfully, I have always regarded you as a child and a friend."

There was no sound, and I said: "In fact, our feelings are just my wishful thinking. If I separate from Lin Xia, I hurt Lin Xia, and I don't accept Lin Xia, I will have nothing. You won't come and go with me. I'm sorry. Such a friend doesn't matter to me. It doesn't matter if I lose everything, because it's not my own at all." Hang up the phone angrily.

Inexplicable anger accumulated in my heart.

No one should persuade me. Whoever advises me is my enemy.

After half of lunch, how can I eat any more? I simply went to the bathroom and sighed long.

Then draw a light makeup to go to work. A new shift schedule comes out. When it comes to the small night shift, it has to be up to twelve o'clock. It's also doing chores and so on.

It doesn't matter. I'll bite my teeth no matter how hard it is. The more you want me to leave, the more I won't leave.

When Qiao Dongcheng brought people in, I stood by the door at that time. The cold wind in autumn blew cold. He stood at the door and looked at me. I tried to smile and bend down and say, "welcome."

He didn't say anything. He took someone to register, then went up and down. He asked me at the door, "when do you get off work?"

"Twelve o'clock."

"OK." he said a word and went out. He stood at 12 o'clock to get off work and change his clothes. His feet were swollen and painful. It was a bit deadly to walk.

As soon as the lamp beside the coconut tree was on, the military car was particularly prominent.

Qiao Dongcheng got out of the car, went around to the other side and opened the door: "Chihiro, get in the car."

The car drove a long way. I quietly looked at the neon lights outside and opened some windows to let the autumn wind blow in. Why is there so much laughter and excitement in Beijing at midnight?

My stomach is growling. I'm a little embarrassed.

Qiao Dongcheng smiled. The car turned skillfully and drove to a small restaurant: "go and have something to eat. I haven't had dinner yet. Eat with me."

The porridge is very fragrant and sweet. After eating two bowls of porridge with lettuce, it's very warm.

"Do you want to soak your feet?"

"No."

"Chihiro, you're studying hotel management. No matter whether you're an intern or not, you shouldn't stand at the door and wear such high-heeled shoes. How can your feet not be swollen and painful."

"I'll get used to it."

"Are you going to work so late?"

"This week is a small night shift, and next week will be a big night shift."

He frowned, "will you quit?"

"No." the more so, the more I want to show them. If you don't force me like this, I will step back.