This night, like in hell, or in heaven.?;

Sink again and again, like there is no tomorrow.

I don't even remember who I am. He asked me in a low voice, "Chihiro, baby, do you love me?"

"What is love?" I asked him.

I really don't know now. Please tell me. Let me have a reason to sink. Even if you want to go to hell, I'll go with you.

"Say you love Ji Xiaobei."

"I love Ji Xiaobei." I really love love love so much that I don't know what it is. Even my life is willing to pay for him. Ji Xiaobei, I love you. Maybe I don't have to say it. Even you can't cheat this. Otherwise, I would have given up you and lived a happy life.

Hope is love. You can't fool anyone or yourself at all.

"Baby, break up," he said.

At that time, my soul was floating somewhere.

Well, at this time, breaking up is the real breaking up. Let's break up. I hope we'll never meet again in the future.

I shouted, hugged him and kissed him so hard that my lips smelled of blood.

Ji Xiaobei, what an asshole you are.

In my bed, said to break up with me.

At this time, what can be more presumptuous and asshole than these.

Hug him hard, kiss him, bite him.

It's already dawn, and it's also endless fatigue. He slept so well and his face is very beautiful. My favorite man, we said we broke up.

Give me back the clothes you bought me, the shoes you bought me, and the rings you bought me. Can you dig your heart out of my bone marrow.

It will make me very painful, very painful.

My feet still trembled when I pulled something away. I really tossed me too badly all night last night.

Took a long-distance bus, went directly to Yujing villa, and then called Qin Rui and asked him to ask for a key from the property.

The whole heart is empty. I don't know what to think or what to do. The whole person stands outside for a long time. Seeing those scenes is like floating years passing.

Like a fool, someone looked at me with strange eyes.

I walked into Qin Rui's villa with floating steps. As soon as I opened the door, I went straight to the place where he put the wine.

There are still a lot of wine in his villa. He opened a bottle of red wine and smelled the aroma of the wine. Then he poured several glasses. When he drank as much water, it was fragrant and mellow. It was good. He would sleep well if he drank too much. Then when he woke up, I recovered.

I don't know how long later, Qin Rui quietly woke me up, and I looked at him in amazement.

"What's the matter?" he asked with concern.

"I broke up with Ji Xiaobei, Qin Rui."

With a faint sigh, he came forward and gently hugged me: "it doesn't matter. What doesn't belong to you is not worth your attachment."

"I feel bad for Qin Rui. I don't want to move, eat, talk or open my eyes."?;

He put his hands on my eyelids: "then close your eyes and have a good sleep. I'll feed you when I've finished eating."

"Qin Rui."?; I blinked my eyes, and the wet things covered my eyes.

"Silly girl, have a good sleep. It doesn't matter. I'm your brother."?;

"You're just a few months older than me. You'll lose a lot if I call you brother. Brother should be good to his sister."

He pulled down my finger: "sure, go to bed. I'll get you some food later. It's rare to rest for two days. I'm in a good mood for vacation here. After enough sleep, we'll go boating and see the blue sky in the lotus water and grass. What can't pass."

Qin Rui is so kind that he can't provoke him. I like it very much.

I'm lucky to have a good friend and brother like Qin Rui.

The real breakup, no more communication, no more phone calls, no longer let him control his life.

If Qin Rui hadn't accompanied me for a few days, I think I would be walking dead these days.

Breaking up is easy to say, but it's sad in my heart. If I really don't love him, it's also a relief.

Brush your teeth, wash your face, make breakfast immediately and call Qin Rui for filing.

"Brother Qin, I got up early. It's only 6:30. Do you think I'm very good?"

Qin Rui is still asleep. Six thirty is the time to sleep well.

He sighed, "on purpose."?;

"Ha, it's intentional. OK, go to sleep. I just tell you that I'm up, I'm going to run, and I'm going to run to my new day, new life and new ideal."?;

Oh, Qin Rui, a good brother, how did he hang up my phone and don't encourage me.

After walking around the lake, it was daybreak.

Lin Xia's car was not far from the gate. He leaned against the car and smoked. When he saw me, he threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped out.

Walking towards me, I shook my hands and deeply breathed the beautiful air here.

"Chihiro."?; He called me softly.

I took a breath, pretended to be calm and said, "what's up?"

"I'll pick you up." he smiled at me, as if nothing had happened: "do you remember the resume you submitted before? Now a hotel called our home and asked you to go to work. Come back to Beijing with me. I'll make an appointment for you to have an interview this afternoon."