I don't want to be negative anymore. I want to know about her.
However, I can't even speak well, and my body doesn't listen to me. I can't touch my mobile phone at all.
The people who take care of me are foreign doctors and nurses. They only listen to my father.
Therefore, I worked hard. It took me several months from drip to liquid food. I was almost weak.
I also know why Chihiro doesn't like being in the hospital so much. I hate it too. I wish I'd never come back to this damn place again.
The doctor said that my feet could no longer walk.
My heart hurts so much that I just want to laugh.
A man of seven feet can't shed tears easily.
Adventure is my choice, the price must be paid, but I don't accept my life.
No matter what price I pay, I have to walk. I will accept the painful chemotherapy and surgery.
After a few years of surgery, my body began to recover gradually. Over the years, I haven't returned to China once.
But my miss, a few years, is also like a day.
Trying to recover, I know more and more things, and gradually remember my past.
Just feel a blank, still do not know, who is the most important person in my life, I often think of that person's appearance and try to think of her name, but I know nothing, a blank, very painful.
Who is it? Who is it? I'm dying to know.
I'm the boss of the real estate company. I have a big site. However, I don't know who gave it to me. Mommy said that I'm not in good health and don't let me touch things at work. Mommy said that I have a good rest abroad and don't have to go back to Beijing.
Beijing has less land and more people, and the air quality is not very good.
I think she may have something I don't want to know. Anyway, I haven't recovered well. I don't want to find the woman I dreamed of. I think it's not good for me to appear in front of her.
Maybe it will make her very sad. And I thought she would cry, sad, I think I didn't feel like doing so.
At the end of the year, I was recuperating in Hong Kong. Mommy, father and eldest sister would come to see me occasionally. The people in this place were very good, and the air here was also very good.
The doctor is very confident in my rehabilitation. It's better to encourage me every day than to tell me the desperate news that I want to sit in a wheelchair forever.
I don't believe in this life, and I refuse such a conclusion.
I like jade. I buy it in Hong Kong. Mommy told me that there is something I like.
Just checked the schedule, I called her: "Mommy, I have to go to the recheck."
"Xiao Bei, that's it. I'll have someone take it back first. When you get back to Beijing, put everything you like in your room."
I smiled, "thank you, Mommy."
I don't know why mommy loves me so much, but I have only respect for her. It seems that I can't love her. I spent several days in bed, but I haven't figured it out yet.
The nanny car was purchased temporarily, which is convenient for me to travel in Hong Kong. I usually don't stop anywhere in a wheelchair. I went directly to the hospital. The private doctor asked for leave for some private affairs and went abroad. The new doctor took me there. I'm sorry to say to me, "Mr. Ji, my wife said that I have something to pick up for her now. It's not far away. It's just in the front."
"OK." there's still a lot of time anyway.
I came to Hong Kong just for rehabilitation or rehabilitation, and I didn't look at everything here.
In the end, it's a shopping paradise. Looking at people coming and going, I suddenly remembered something. I must have been here before. I must have come with someone, but who is she?
After stopping at a place, the doctor got off first. I looked at the flower shop not far away. The flowers were really good and asked someone to push me down.
Colorful flowers are so charming and colorful.
The enthusiastic clerk asked me in Mandarin, "Sir, do you want to buy flowers?"
"Look."
"Sir, what kind of flowers you like, or what color you like, we have all kinds of flowers here."
The red is gorgeous, the yellow is fresh and tender, and the powder is pleasing. However, I like a pot of flowers in the corner.
"Sir, that's a sea potato. It arrived this morning."
I motioned to the person behind me to push me over and pull out a sea potato from the basin.
My heart began to be pleasantly surprised, that's it, that's it.
I like this kind of flower, but it's not like the one I liked before. The person I hung on my mind must like this flower. How can I remember it alone? It's so true.
I began to retrieve her memory little by little. At first, I was excited.
I looked up at the outside of the window. Even in winter, the weather was still so good. The sun penetrated through the large clean glass and shone on the flowers and plants here, like heaven on earth.
Just for a moment, I suddenly heard someone calling me.
One sound, clear and moist, one sound, tearing the heart and lungs.
But I looked up and looked out. There were strange faces coming and going. I walked in a hurry. Not many people would look here more.
I must have heard something. I sighed.
I picked out the taro, asked the clerk to wrap it up for me, and then asked someone to push me out.
Someone was calling me again. I turned around and saw nothing.
He asked the nurse who pushed me, "did you hear someone calling me?"
"Mr. Ji, I haven't heard it. Do you want to stop?"
I haven't decided yet. The doctor hurried back: "Mr. Ji, I'm sorry to keep you waiting. Let's go first."
"OK." I took the taro, smelled it for a while, and put it on my knee.
The doctor praised: "Mr. Ji, this flower is really beautiful."
"Thank you."
I got on the bus and left. I was a little lost. Did I miss anything? I don't know myself.
After the examination, the doctor told me, "Ji Xianzi, your feet are recovering very well. It's a miracle."
"Now I can walk a little, but slowly."
"Don't rush to see me. You're walking for a few minutes a day. Take more rest and massage for a while. Is acupuncture still going on?"
"Yes."
"Very good."
I have to bear a lot of pain every day. Rehabilitation is a long and painful road. I never want to give up. No matter how painful it is, I will bite my toothache and won't cry.
Walk a little more every day, bit by bit. When it's almost time, I can walk a long way by myself.
I decided to go back to Beijing.
I remember Ji Dabei. I want to go back. I'm the only son of the Ji family. I won't let him hurt my family and the people I care about.
I don't know why my father and Mommy didn't let my sister come to see me. When I returned to Beijing, my second sister and third sister were so excited to see me.