But there was a long sigh in the third sister's expression. She only lived for one night and left by plane.
The population of Beijing is a little more than when I left, and it's even more crowded.
I was there. I stood at the subway entrance and watched it for most of the day.
Ju said, this is the place with the most people, so I stood, but I got nothing and still couldn't find the person I thought.
I remember more and more things about me. I knew that person was more and more important to me. I must find her. I want her to know that I'm safe.
Mommy kept introducing my girlfriend to me. I just smiled sorry with her, then turned and left.
I don't have a strong feeling for women. I have to. After several years of Puritan life, my self-control is even better.
It's not easy for her to force me. I work gradually. I know that I must strengthen myself. Another person is eyeing me and is also beginning to look for her all over Beijing.
If I have fate, I will see you again, as long as I don't give up.
If there is no fate, she will not enter my dream, so that I can't put my mind down, so that I can wake up from the blank place. I hate that I can talk to her in my dream. I remember I called her name. Why did I wake up, but I forgot her name.
I think I can find her if I find her without her memory.
After a meeting, the customer booked a hotel and happened to be going back from that place. I took him in, stopped the car, shook hands with him, and inadvertently looked in.
I looked for her in the crowd, but she was at the lamplight barrier.
Holding a walkie talkie and a fitting uniform, she stood in the light and talked to a guest with a smile on her face. In that way, she was so beautiful that everything was eclipsed.
It's her. It's definitely her. I'll never forget her eyebrows and eyes. Many nights, I dream of her.
How beautiful she smiled, probably tired of standing, quietly changed her feet, and the smile on her face never fell more than half a point. I looked down. These shoes are too high heels. They are suitable for flat shoes, and they are cloth shoes, and they are size 37. I bought them for her.
At that moment, a lot of pictures came in messy and noisy, which made my brain a little painful. I put my hand over it and leaned against the car.
The assistant and the customer hurried forward: "Mr. Ji, what's the matter with you?"
"It's all right." I calmed down.
Look inside again. She's gone.
But I feel very happy. I finally found her in the vast sea of people. I don't want to ask anyone to help me find out. I will find out by myself.
The next day, I came again, stayed in the opposite Hotel, set up a telescope, watched her come in, looked at her clothes, and then took pictures quickly.
After a while, I calmly took the photo to find the boss of the hotel. I want to know who she is.
She has a nice name: moqianxun.
Looking for her thousands of miles, I don't think anyone is suitable for such a name except her.
She was in the VIP room. I wrapped it all up there and only stayed with me.
I went to see her openly. When she first saw me, she trembled all over, and then she cried quietly. The tears were not joy, but sadness.
I know that we are really not strangers. Just because you see me, you will cry.
Let me see you, let me slowly, find our lost memory.
The more you know, the more painful it may be. But I'm not afraid. I narrowly escaped death. What else is terrible.
I gave full play to my overlord temper and thought that only in this way could I eat her to death.
She reluctantly came in and arranged flowers for me. When she saw her ring finger wearing a ring, her heart was severely hurt.
Chihiro, am I late.
I asked her if we had met, and she said no.
She's lying, and I don't want to expose her.
I come back, I have plenty of time to find you back, really.
I read your name to sleep every night. I know where you live and who will pick you up to work every day.
You don't tell me, about what we used to be, you think I can forget, maybe it will be better.
Sometimes I think so, but you don't know. When what is missing is what you want to know most, you won't think about finding it anyway as soon as you come back.
When I see you, in fact, some things come back slowly. I know how I am with you. I know how happy I am with you. I know I bought you a ring and tried to lock you up all my life.
Chihiro, if you don't tell me, I will still remember. Those feelings are too strong and attack bit by bit.
Don't she understand that she wants sea potatoes every day and wants her to insert them in person? She still has love for me in her eyes. She just hides and hides.
After all, she has a husband, a son and a family.
I am extremely bitter. The more I think, the more painful it is.
I owe her, I provoke her, I want her to love me, but I can't give her happiness.
Marry a person you don't love. If the other party doesn't love yourself deeply, maybe you can make do with it, but the more deeply you love, it will be very tired.
Just, I don't want to know. She's hiding. I know. What else can I do now? Can you turn it over again? Don't I think it's enough to hurt her?
No wonder she doesn't want to tell me. What if she knows?
Alas, with a sigh, it's always possible to work and love her silently.
I began to take a lot of heavy revenge. I did everything silently, from any detail to Ji Dabei.
I'm so busy that I don't think of anyone anymore.
Only in the middle of the night, when I stand at the highest place and look down, there are thousands of lights, but none of them belongs to me. The person I like is not waiting for me.
Light a cigarette and let the smoke pass slowly from your fingers.
At five o'clock in the morning, I wonder if she will wake up and who will put half a bottle of water in a thermos at the head of her bed.
Perhaps, so many things and so many living customs will really change a person. She may have forgotten that she will wake up at five o'clock.
I hate Lin Xia. I hate her very much.
Although I let go myself, it would be nice if you didn't force Qianxun so much. If you and Ji Dabei are innocent, I'll chop off your head.
But Chihiro is your wife and you have a son. I don't want her to know about the cruel and dark things after all.
Sometimes, life is to live in a muddle before it can be called perfect.