Chapter 1147

But no one stopped. I hurried down on my slippers. Where is his shadow.

I went back to wash my face, took my bag and looked for it in this place.

When the holiday comes, the crowd is bustling. It's not easy to find someone.

I went to every inn to ask, but I returned in vain. My feet were very tired. I sat under the flower tree drinking coffee. I really wanted to turn around and see Xia ziye standing there, but I was still very lost after turning back countless times.

After drinking, we continued to look for the wisteria we had seen before. Now it has grown a lot. It is just a busy time. A string of purple flower spikes hang down, which has achieved a kind of dreamy beauty.

I closed my eyes and said in my heart: please, let me find Xia ziye.

He will be here, but I don't know when he will go back, but what I can think of is that he must also say goodbye to our past.

I told him at that time that I have a boyfriend now. I don't want my life to be chaotic. The past has passed, and I don't want to recall it any more.

But if I really betrayed him, I would be stabbing him in the heart by saying these words to him.

There are so many inns in Shuhe. I'm so tired that I just want to breathe. When the lights are on at night, there's a unique style here.

There are still a lot of people. I've been looking for people all day. I don't know how many people I met, but I don't think there is a duplicate face. I began to doubt that Yunnan is so big. Will I really find Xia ziye in such a small place? Maybe he's in Lijiang, maybe he's in Shangri La?

Forget it, it's fate to find it, but it's fate not to find it.

Some things, perhaps fate, fate is the same.

And I found it. It's really like what ou Qingxue said. I'm ashamed of Xia ziye, but what about Peifeng?

The more I think about it, the more I feel headache. Stop worrying about tomorrow. Don't think about it any more now.

A bar is singing a song. I can't leave. That song is very familiar.

A little hoarse voice is singing my favorite song: how to say I don't love you.

I stood at the door and listened. There were waiters at the door, but they were not as enthusiastic as others.

At the end of a song, the music is still familiar, and then repeat a song, still the same one. How can I say I don't love you.

"Can I go in and listen to the song?"

The waiter was a little sorry: "I'm sorry to have someone wrap it here."

"It doesn't matter. I'll go in and listen to it. Can you help me ask?" I want to sit down quietly and listen to the song carefully. Then these days, I can find it and go back if I can't find it. I pretend I don't know anything. I also pretend that I've never been to Yunnan and still live my settled little life. You say goodbye to the past. I can't find you. You put it down, How can I mention it again. Everything you do will never be too regretful. Just be worthy of yourself.

And I see no one in my face. It's very quiet. I don't know if others mind if I sit down and listen to this song for a while.

"Let's ask."

After a while, the waiter came out with a smile on his face and made an invitation.

The light was a little dark. Next to the bar, a man with long hair and beard was singing. I looked around and saw no one.

"Sir, slow down. You've drunk too much. Which inn do you live in? Let's have someone take you back."

"I'll listen for a while."

I turned around and saw a dark corner. A waiter helped a tall man out. His black clothes made him look so lonely.

Biting his lips and looking at the light, his sour tears slipped down.

I looked for you everywhere. I thought I might not find you in such a large place with so many people. I had to give up. However, it happened that you were right in front of me.

"Xiaomi." he also saw it and smiled foolishly: "I must be dazed, isn't it, hehe, I drank too much." he rubbed his eyes hard, as if he couldn't believe it, and shook his brain hard.

"You're not dazzled. It's me, Xia ziye."

"Why are you here, me?" he suddenly squeezed his forehead to be more sober.

"It's me, Xia ziye." I stood up and wiped my tears in front of him: "I can't get through to you. I'm looking for you everywhere. Xia ziye, I know you're in Yunnan."

He reached out to touch my face, and then his face was full of laughter: "it's really you, Xiaomi."

I nodded vigorously, "it's me."

"You also come here to play, don't you? You know the vine we went to see before. Now it's so big, and there are cherry blossoms. It's so beautiful. I've seen a lot of flowers in Yunnan for you."

"Xia ziye, I just want to ask you, why did you suddenly go to the United States, break up with me and marry others?"

The pain in his eyes floated up: "Xiaomi, don't ask, okay?"

"No, I want to ask. I can't remember my memory for more than a year, but something must have happened to us, otherwise you wouldn't leave me, right?" I was afraid he would leave, grabbed his hand and looked at him earnestly: "Tell me what happened. Xia ziye, everyone refused to tell me. They kept it from me and said it was for my good, but this is my memory, but I lost it. I'm really sad."

"Don't cry, Xiaomi, my heart hurts when you cry." he stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

My eyes blinked and my tears flowed more and more happily.

"Alas," he sighed, "Xiaomi, in fact, they're right. It's good if you don't know."

"But I want to know that this feeling of not knowing is very bad."

He thought about it, but he still sighed long, as if he didn't know how to talk about it.

I looked at him and said word by word, "you want to break up with me. You want to go away and marry others because I betrayed you, don't you?"

I watched his every move nervously. He closed his eyes in pain, and then nodded gently.

My heart was cold. It was true. No wonder when I broke up, he said I didn't love him. In fact, I loved him so much.

"Why, Xia ziye, what happened? You know you are my world. How much I loved you at that time. You said you broke up. My world is like falling into darkness. I haven't put you down even for so many years, and I can't get out of our past. Xia ziye, what's the matter with me? Ah?" I grabbed his hand and asked more and more excitedly.