Chapter 1169

The more you take the medicine, the greater the reaction. You vomit with a pale face and vomit out with a piece of blood. The nurse was a little afraid and went to call a doctor.

I have no power to reach out for a glass of water. I'm so close that I can reach it, but I just can't get it.

One hand picked up the water and sent it to my lips.

I looked up and saw shuixia ziye. My face was full of sadness and pity. I drew a paper towel and gently wiped the blood from the corners of my lips.

I could feel his fingers trembling slightly. I forced out a smile: "Why are you here?"

"You won't tell me anything. If I want to find you, I always have to turn around a lot and ask others to know where you are and what's wrong with you."

"Ha ha."

"Xiaomi, why didn't you tell me at first?" he said softly, "look at you, your situation is very serious now."

"I know. It's okay. Isn't it in the hospital? Doctors and nurses are there."

"Where's Pei Feng? Why isn't he with you? Why doesn't he take good care of you?" he shouted angrily.

I knew he and Pei Feng must have reached an agreement.

"He has something to do. He's out. I'm fine. I don't want him to stay with me all day. I'll be fine at midnight."

He just clenched my hand and couldn't say anything.

After drinking water, the pain in my heart subsided a little,

After a while, he put down my hand and put all the colorful roses in the vase: "Xiaomi, let me take care of you, too."

I shook my head: "no, you have to go to work. I don't want everyone around me. It's midnight. It doesn't matter. I'll get through it. Then, I'll be fine. I'll be very happy if you come to see me once in a while."

"Have I always done less than Peifeng, Xiaomi?" he asked me sadly.

I was stunned: "No. you're fine, midnight."

Some silence, do not know what to say.

He's not bad. I don't love him. It's just that we've passed and can't go back. We all let go of each other, but when we talk about it again, we still have some regrets.

"Xiaomi, does he know you vomit so badly?"

I smiled and looked at my thin fingertips, because the color of the disease lost so fast that there was almost no luster at all.

Who believes that I was still an independent person in the first half of the month. Sometimes people can't believe when I get sick. It's too fast.

"You used to sleep when you were uncomfortable. Do you want to lie down and sleep for a while? I'll watch you here. You don't have to worry."

I lowered my eyes and said softly, "no, I'm afraid of sleeping now. Sometimes I don't know whether it's a dream or true. It's hard to wake me up when I find that I'm asleep. I'm afraid I always sleep, and then I won't wake up."

"Xiaomi." his voice was a little hoarse: "don't think so. I'll help Peifeng find the best doctor and cure you."

"Hehe, I don't want to give him any pressure. I don't even want to ask him about my current specific situation. I'm afraid the more I know, the more I can't face it calmly. At midnight, he is more anxious than us."

He didn't say anything. He held my finger on the quilt in the palm of his hand and let it go gently for fear that it would hurt me.

I raised my eyes and looked at him seriously: "midnight, now Pei Feng is not here. I want to ask you, I'm sick. Did you know that you didn't want to let me go at first? You came back, you want to find me, right?"

He didn't dare look into my eyes. He just looked at my fingertips.

"Midnight, you look at me. You tell me that everyone doesn't want me to know. They say it's for my good, but I really don't like this feeling. I want you to tell you?"

After a long time, he nodded, "yes."

"When he came to you in Xiaomi bar, he told you, didn't he?"

He said: "yes, I'm really shocked. I love you again. Xiaomi, I'm sorry. I lost you. I didn't protect you well. If I had protected you before, you wouldn't have these things at all."

I shook my head: "It's none of your business. I think the problem with my head may be something left over many years ago. At that time, I had a car accident, which was very serious. Then I felt that I had no memory for more than a year. When I got better, you were going to the United States to marry someone else. I hated you for many years and never put it down. I was alone in China and Lu Yun was with me , I also tried to accept him, but I found that I really couldn't let go until Pei Feng appeared. I don't know why he relied on me alone at that time. I guessed that the one I lost my memory, I knew a person who was him, but I didn't remember my feelings with you. I betrayed you and you left. "

He nodded with difficulty, his eyes full of heartache.

My tears also slipped down. As expected.

I said, how could Peifeng love me so much and be so desperate for no reason? In fact, we were together many years ago, but I don't remember.

I lost Xia ziye. Later, I also lost Peifeng. If my condition was not more and more serious now, maybe no one was going to tell me, just let me guess why?

"Xiaomi, don't blame yourself. Everything is doomed. People's life, who they want to meet and who they will lose, are doomed. You don't want to bear me, you just don't remember me, and then we have too many misunderstandings."

I know it's really helpless to miss some love, but I still feel ashamed of him.

"Get better quickly, OK? Xiaomi, don't think about anything. Don't feel sad. I'll be fine. I used to get married with others. In the future, I'll have my feelings. Don't think too much. Just fight hard and overcome this disease. It's not worth my heartache to quit."

I could only smile weakly. The door knocked. We raised our heads. I saw the third brother's face.

"Third brother, why are you here?" I asked softly.

He immediately snapped and scolded me loudly: "Chen Xiaomi, are you your brothers and your family dead? Do you really have no position as my third brother except Peifeng in your eyes? It's useless for me to think of you and spoil you when I was a child,

I feel guilty: "third brother, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, we can't afford you, so we don't have any in your heart. There's such a big thing. With our closest people, we all know whether it's the last time. Your wings are hard. Brother three knows."