As soon as he blamed me, my tears couldn't help sliding down.
Xia ziye was distressed, took a paper towel to wipe it for me, and said to her third brother, "CHEN Ye, don't be so fierce, Xiaomi. I don't think Xiaomi wants you to know that there are her own reasons."
"She's right there. She doesn't look at our brothers in her eyes. She thinks everyone in the world owes her."
It's not like this, but I feel so sad that I can't say anything.
An excited man began to gasp again, and his head hurt violently again.
Xia ziye was also excited. He stared at his third brother and said, "stop talking. Do you want to be angry with Xiaomi before you feel comfortable? Xiaomi can't stand any stimulation. If you want anything, you'll regret it all your life. What are you doing standing there? Don't hurry to call a doctor. Hurry up."
The third brother was also busy in and out in fear, with a look of regret.
The doctor rolled up my sleeve and gave me a needle. When he saw that my hands were full of pinholes, he closed his eyes and didn't dare to look.
Third brother, in fact, I really don't want you to worry about me, so I didn't tell you. I thought I'd tell you when my operation was finished, but those rough waves passed at the same time, but if the operation failed, I'd also tell you. After all, we have the same blood in our bodies. I always want to say goodbye to you.
When he calmed down, he could only look at him weakly.
He looked down like a child who had done something wrong and said, "Xiaomi, I'm sorry."
I'm afraid if the voice is louder, it will scare me again.
I shook my head: "third brother, the one who says I'm sorry is."
I don't know what to say. I really didn't expect the third brother to be so fierce. In fact, it's not good for me to do so.
"CHEN Ye, don't blame Xiaomi." Xia ziye said.
He nodded: "I'm too impulsive, Xiaomi. Don't be angry with my third brother. It's okay. My third brother is so impulsive. I'll change it in the future. OK, you look scared. The lively and good Chen Xiaomi of my third brother is gone, and my third brother is worried."
I wanted to say something to comfort him, but I couldn't say it.
He took my hand and put it on his face: "hit me hard, Xiaomi. It's the third brother. It's all the third brother."
I can only shake my head and tell him not to blame himself.
"CHEN Ye, Xiaomi needs to be calm. I asked the doctor about her when I came. Don't let her mood fluctuate too much." Xia ziye reminded him.
The third brother put down my hand and just looked at me quietly. The love in his eyes was so obvious.
After a while, I calmed down a little, and then I said softly, "third brother, I'm fine. I'll get better."
"It will get better," he said in a low voice.
I can only smile back, and then I can't say anything more. The nurse came in and had to do some tests. He and Xia ziye went out.
I heard a faint voice outside, and then it calmed down again.
The nurse and the doctor went out after they were busy. The third brother and Xia ziye came in.
The third brother's expression became softer and gently pulled up my hand: "Xiaomi, you're really thin. Can't you eat well in the hospital? Can the third brother cook delicious food for you personally? The third brother remembers that you liked roast chicken wings when you were a child, and the third brother will make it for you right away."
"Third brother." I smiled and said to him, "I can't eat indiscriminately now. If I eat indiscriminately, it's bad for my health, and I can't eat much. I can eat anything I want. As long as I can eat and eat delicious, Peifeng changes tricks and asks people to buy everywhere. But I'm not competitive. I always can't eat and vomit when I eat."
"But."
"Third brother, Pei Feng is a doctor. I believe he will give me what is good for my health."
"He is very kind to you." Xia ziye said with a sigh: "in this way, I am relieved. It is also he who treats you well that you will believe him so."
"You are also very kind to me." I smiled and tears almost came out again.
The third brother quickly coaxed me: "don't cry, don't cry, the doctor said, the mood can't fluctuate too much, Xiaomi, we don't talk, we'll just look at you here, okay?"
I nodded and said nothing.
They stayed with me quietly until the nurse asked them to leave. I had to rest.
I was also sleepy. The nurse wiped my body and I went to sleep deeply. I was much more relieved this time. I really didn't know how to tell my third brother.
I didn't know that my disease would be so fast and so heavy, completely beyond my imagination.
When I sometimes lay in bed and couldn't hold a cell phone, I was afraid. At first, I really couldn't believe it would be so serious.
I thought it was a cold. I only stayed for a few days. I would be discharged from the hospital for more than half a month.
When I woke up, only the nurse was there. As soon as I opened her eyes, she hurried over: "Chen Xiaomi, do you want to drink some water when you wake up?"
"OK."
After drinking more than half a cup of water, some thirsty souls seem to be moistened. The whole person is still very uncomfortable, but also a little comfortable.
"Aunt Liu, where are my third brother and Xia ziye?"
"They went back last night."
I was surprised: "how long have I slept?"
"I've slept for several hours. I've slept a little longer. Are you hungry? Have some porridge."
"I don't want to."
After a day, the roses in front of the bed are still bright, but time passes quietly. Will I not wake up the next time I fall asleep.
"Chen Xiaomi, eat more or less, otherwise Dr. Pei will think about it."
"I really don't want to eat now, Aunt Liu. What time is it?"
"It's still early. It's only more than eight o'clock."
"Aunt Liu, I want to go down to the garden for a walk. Can you push me? The air in the morning is the best." I want to go down for a walk. I want to feel and see if the busy world is still the same as what I saw that day.
I'm really afraid I won't see it in the future. I just hate that I didn't have a good look at the window that day. I still want to take the bus again and listen to the noise. I also want to squeeze the subway. I want to line up to buy something to eat, wait for the bus and be in a hurry. I just want to feel the rush of people.
What used to be ordinary and sometimes annoying is actually life.
Now lying here, I'm afraid that life will abandon me. I don't have a hunch. Just like my mother left me at that time, she left me without a hunch.