Chapter 1177

I shook my head and was very confused. Holding my feet, I put my chin there and looked at the smooth floor: "I don't know?"

Say you're afraid of death, but there's nothing. Just close your eyes.

But I'm not afraid. I'm afraid to see those dying people in the hospital. I don't want my mother to leave me.

"I've lived for so many years, but I don't feel terrible. It's very lonely. Believe me, I haven't liked anyone?"

I don't believe: "how is this possible? Even if you Peifeng are seriously ill now, you are still very handsome."

"If you don't meet your own heart, how can you like it? If you can't give others happiness, how can you like it?"

"I don't understand."

He asked me again, "what's it like to like a person?"

"I don't know. I'm alone." no one came to see me. I think I don't have a boyfriend. Otherwise, why didn't you come to see me.

"Chen Xiaomi." he looked at me with some pity: "it seems that we are in sympathy with each other."

"Well, yes."

The food my mother cooked was delicious. I was so full. It was so quiet here. There was no sound of cars coming and going. The air was also very good.

Early the next morning, my mother was preparing to make moon cakes. She was busy with the servants. There was a sweet smell. This was the taste of the festival. I heard chickens cooing in the backyard, accompanied by geese.

But I didn't see Peifeng. My mother smiled when she saw me: "Xiaomi, you're awake."

"Mom, is Pei Feng up?" it's past nine o'clock. He seems to wake up very early.

"Get up for a while and go back. Have breakfast. Mom made white sugar cakes today."

"OK." I ate one, fragrant and sweet. Thinking about Peifeng, I took another piece to find him.

"Pei Feng, are you awake?"

"I didn't sleep."

"May I come in?"

"Of course."

I opened the door and saw him lying in bed. The wind blew in and made the curtain dance like: "it's a little cold air. Why don't you close the window?"

He sat up: "it's all right. I'm a little unfamiliar. Blow the wind outside."

I saw that his face was a little wrong. I reached out and touched his forehead: "Peifeng, your forehead is so hot. Do you have a fever?"

He took my hand and said, "it's okay."

"But I heard your father tell my mother that if you have any abnormality, you must not underestimate it. You must call the hospital?"

"I'm also a hospital. I just have a fever. It doesn't matter. You don't have to worry. It's annoying to go to the hospital all the time."

"That's true." I don't like going to the hospital either.

He pulled a chair and sat down: "I'll accompany you. It's boring to be alone. Look, I brought you white sugar cake, which is delicious. I'll pour you some more boiled water. There's nothing wrong with drinking more."

I was busy going in and out. My mother's moon cakes tasted very sweet. Chickens and ducks outside shouted happily and didn't go out to play.

Pei Feng is my friend. I don't want him to lie here sick alone.

I was not a talkative person. I read quietly in his room. When I was tired, I fell asleep on his desk.

"Wake up."

I opened my eyes and saw Pei Feng standing in front of me.

"Are you better?"

"Much better. Do you want to go out for a walk? There are many flowers and trees on the back slope."

"Well, OK."

It happened that my mother made some moon cakes. I took two and ran with Peifeng and bit: "it's so fragrant and sweet. Peifeng, here's one for you."

He shook his head. "I don't like these."

"But don't you want to eat moon cakes during the Mid Autumn Festival? My mother prepared there early in the morning. She did so much. She just gave us something to eat. Have a try."

He took a bite, and I couldn't wait to ask him, "delicious."

"Delicious."

I smiled happily and looked up at a sweet scented osmanthus tree in full bloom: "Peifeng, I don't know if your parents will come here for the Mid Autumn Festival and enjoy the moon in the evening."

He bowed his head: "I don't want them to come."

"Why?"

"Maybe it's my last Mid Autumn Festival, so I don't want them to come. In this way, I pretend that I don't know my days. It's getting less and less day by day."

"The book I read today said that I don't know the years in the mountains, and it's good if I grow old calmly here."

"I liked to stay here when I was a child. My parents were very busy. My grandmother gave up her career and focused on staying here with me. When I was a child, I was naughty. I always shook the flower trees and watched the flowers fall. I told my grandmother that I gave you a flower rain. My grandmother was always very happy."

Without saying a word, I walked slowly side by side with him to a small osmanthus tree, grabbed it and shook it hard.

Osmanthus bloomed in the sun. I smiled happily at him: "Peifeng, I gave you a flower rain. Look, it's not good."

He looked up and looked at it deeply, and the smile in his eyes became brighter and brighter.

The wind blows its fragrance. It's really comfortable.

We were lying on the grass slope, feeling the beauty of nature. He suddenly whispered, "if only time could stop, wouldn't it? I want to be at this moment forever."

He is really sad. I think I don't understand his state of mind, but I feel very comfortable and happy with him. Even if I don't go anywhere, I just read books in my room.

He got up: "Peifeng, you're waiting for me."

"Where are you going?"

"I'll be back soon anyway. You're waiting for me here."

I want to erase the sadness in his eyes. It may be strange that a person predicts his own life limit.

So he wants to be with me and my mother, not at his house, and doesn't want the past to be sad.

I can't help him too much. However, I don't want to see him always depressed and sad.

I ran fast and ran to the other side of the lake. This season, there are really few lotus flowers in full bloom. I looked for them and finally found them. One of them still has a bud and has not opened yet.

After folding the lotus for a while, he ran back to the hillside with it.

Give him the lotus: "it's for you."

"You?" he looked at me.

I know I'm in a mess now, and my pants and clothes are dirty and messy. Wipe my face and smile: "I just picked it. It's my favorite flower. You see, I've been looking for this one for a long time. I almost broke it and planted it in the mud lake. It hasn't been long since it grew. No matter how the climate and season change, if it grows in the lake, it will still bloom and bloom. No matter how late it is, it will have its flowering period, but I met a person who can't pity flowers, Just fold it back. "