He took the flowers, looked, smelled, and then the smile in his eyes became brighter and brighter.

I think this is the time when he is really happy. He is happy and I am very happy.

He reached over and wiped my face: "it's all mud, like a wild girl."

"What are you afraid of? Just go back and wash it later."

"Chen Xiaomi, what do you like best?"

I seriously thought, "I really don't know. I forgot the previous things. I don't have any memory of the past. My mother said, forget it. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter what I do in the future. It's all my own life."

I think maybe there were a lot of unhappy things before, so it doesn't matter whether you remember or not.

He looked at me with pity. I stared at him: "why, you pity me. I'm better than you."

He lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Then he took my hand: "come on, let's go back. Today I think my parents will come here. Go back early. You wash yourself first. Don't be so dirty."

"All right."

When he got up, he shook his head. He quickly held me and asked nervously, "what's the matter, isn't it bad?"

"It's all right. Maybe there's not enough Qi and blood."

"Don't get up too fast. Take your time. If you feel uncomfortable, tell me."

"Hehe, it's all right. You're all so nervous. Won't I get better slowly? It's like I'm worse than you."

He was a little sad, but he covered it with a smile.

Picked up the flowers scattered on the ground: "I like it very much. Thank you, Chen Xiaomi."

I touched my bald head: "Alas, I'd better go back and wear a hat later. If your parents come bald at night, they may not be used to it. They really want to buy some wigs to wear." I don't know when this hair will grow.

He reached over and touched, "that's cute?"

"Are you all right in your eyes? I call it cute?" I gave him a white look and felt that it was laughing at me. If there was a little mocking smile on his face, I would chase him. Girls, who love beauty, don't want to hear others say they are ugly.

He carefully took my hand, walked down the winding mountain road, returned to the villa, and watched the servant running after the chickens and ducks to catch and kill.

I am a little reluctant: "don't kill them."

"Miss Chen, it's a holiday tonight."

"It's all right. Just some other dishes. They're so cute." I can't bear to eat them.

"Yes, don't kill it. Keep it. It's too cold here. Let them be more lively here every day. Just call outside and send some dishes in."

"But at this time, many have finished work."

"You call my mother and ask her to bring them. She has her own way." Peifeng said overbearing: "you can't kill them anyway. Xiaomi likes them."

I feel so warm and happy. Peifeng is protecting me.

It's a wonderful taste. Although the servant will listen to me, he still feels very moved when he says so. He didn't let me pick lotus for nothing, hurt my hand and get dirty.

"Where have you been?" my mother came out and saw that I was dirty all over. "It's dirty. Don't play too wild. Go back and change your clothes and wipe your face."

"Mom, where's the hat you knitted for me?"

"They are all in the room. Why do you wear hats? There are no others here. Wearing hats will be uncomfortable."

"Uncle Pei, they are coming to dinner. I don't want my bald head to be brighter than the electric light."

Mother smiled and shook her head: "I'm not asking you to see your parents, but I'm nervous. Let's go."

The woolen hat is a little too thick. It's uncomfortable to wear. I tried my best.

In the evening, uncle Pei and aunt Pei came, and even the third brother came. I'm so happy.

The third brother also brought fireworks. That night was like the brightest day in my life. Fireworks were put in the dark night sky. It was so beautiful.

I looked back at Pei Feng, who was also looking at me.

Enjoy the moon, eat moon cakes and fruit.

I had a headache, so I went back to bed first.

But lying in bed, I couldn't sleep. When I was thirsty, I got up and poured water.

When I came to the stairs, I heard my mother's voice.

"CHEN Ye, you don't have to worry. I'll take good care of my sister. Her situation is also very good now. Even if she can't survive this year, I feel no regret. After all, my sister is very happy here. It's quiet and free from vulgarity. As long as she is happy."

"Mom Xiaomi, we respect your choice, but what CHEN Ye said is reasonable. The best thing for her is to have a second operation."

Mother shook her head: "thank you for your concern. Although Xiaomi's situation is not optimistic, I believe she will get better. If half a year has passed and her blood accumulation has not improved, I will agree to let her have surgery. Now I really don't want her to suffer this crime, and the success rate is too low. Even if it is 1% failure, I'm afraid of losing my daughter."

Mother cried, and the third brother and uncle Pei hurriedly comforted them.

I wanted to go down and hold my mother. One hand held my hand. I looked up and saw that it was Peifeng.

He took me to the rooftop on the third floor. The cold wind made me suffocate.

Didn't I get better? Why does mother cry like this.

"Pei Feng, can't I live too long?" I asked him.

He stroked my eyelids with his fingers: "are you afraid?"

"Tell me how long I can live?" I asked him seriously, "I want to know, can you tell me?"

"Probably, just a year." he thought for a while before he gently told me: "there is blood accumulation in your brain nerves. The possibility of dissipation is very low, but the success rate of the operation is also very low. If you don't gamble, it may take about a year."

I bit my lips and felt cold all over. The wind could swing my body.

He covered my face with his hands. The temperature of his hands was warm. He whispered, "Chen Xiaomi, don't be afraid, just as brave as me, OK?"

"I, I can't, Pei Feng, I." my tears slipped down.

Very uncomfortable, very complex feeling, I can't understand it.

He hurriedly wiped my tears: "don't cry, Xiaomi. Anyway, I won't live long. Let's live and die together, so we can have a company in the future."

I grabbed his hand and found that my hand was shaking all the time.