It's so formal to announce that we want to be together. We all feel that it's the same as serious righteousness to hold hands openly.
But we think too much of ourselves. The snowy ski resort is on the mountain. It's cold and uncomfortable. We feel a little out of breath.
Dressed like a ball, I didn't dare to be presumptuous. I stayed in a hotel on the mountain and looked at many people skiing. I really envy their health and happiness.
Fortunately, I was not left here alone, and Peifeng accompanied me.
He made tea: "Xiaomi, have a drink and warm your body."
I tasted a cup of warm tea without interest. The whole body began to warm up and the whole person relaxed.
Holding the cup: "Pei Feng, can you ski?"
"Yes."
"It doesn't matter. You don't care about me. You can go skating for a while. I'll watch you here. We came so far and stayed in the room. It's a waste of this trip. Go and play."
He smiled lightly: "you also look up to me. I'm not very comfortable like you."
"Hehe, we came here to see the snow."
"What's the matter? It hasn't snowed in Beijing yet. It's still the same as last summer in the south. In the future, you can go to Japan to see cherry blossoms, Taipei to see the rain, cattle and sheep in the grassland, and just go for a spectacle."
"You can think of your life as a drama." I lay on the tatami sofa, and the heating was very comfortable.
"Anyway, don't think too much. It's different even if you look at it. If you're sleepy, sleep for a while. If you wake up more comfortable tomorrow, we'll go for a walk."
"OK."
I'm really sleepy. My body is a little too delicate. I feel exhausted after tossing like this.
But what we do today is crazy enough for us. A person with a heart problem or a brain problem refuses to stay in the hospital. If we want to run out, we have to run far away.
He fell asleep in a daze. His head still hurt the next day, but it was better than yesterday. Peifeng woke up earlier than me and ordered a lot of breakfast.
"The scheduled flight is at 12 noon. Have some breakfast. We'll walk down the mountain later. We can't ski. Let's feel it. This is the earliest snow we've seen this year."
Yes, it's a little sad. I don't know if I can see the snow next year.
But I don't like to think about these sad things. I had a quiet breakfast with him, put on thick clothes and left the hotel with my bag.
In the vast expanse of heaven and earth, the sun is still dazzling. It doesn't snow today. The ski resort is too early and there are no people.
The wind blew all night, and the snow field was very flat. He took my hand and walked slowly.
I turned and smiled at him. He was inexplicable: "what's the matter?"
"Is there a very romantic feeling, Peifeng."
He also smiled: "then walk slowly and don't walk too fast. Anyway, there's still time. If it snows heavily in Beijing, I'll take you to a place to teach you skiing."
"Well, that's what you said. It's a deal."
"OK. I promise you, I will do it. When the summer palace freezes, I can go fishing there."
I smiled happily: "I really look forward to the time of snow in Beijing. Peifeng, you see, it's really a bit like the ice and snow world. In fact, walking slowly and watching, it's also very beautiful."
The snow on the branches of trees is like a mushroom umbrella. We can't slide into snow, but we are still happy.
When I returned to Beijing, it was just when the sun was full. It was like a dream, but Pei Feng led me to feel these strange feelings.
It's much more comfortable to return to Beijing. Maybe this is our root. Growing up here, we have already adapted to all the atmosphere here.
He and I walked the streets to buy spicy hot food, and then took a large handful of roses back to my mother.
Mother heard the sound of the car and came out: "you're back."
"Aunt Zhang, this is for you." Peifeng gave the flowers to his mother: "one more thing, I want to tell my aunt, millet, you go first."
I think I know what he's going to say. I'm a little uneasy.
But my mother also said, "Xiaomi, go first."
Well, I went in with some spicy irons to find the nanny and asked her to heat it up for her mother to taste. Several dishes were prepared in the kitchen.
"Aunt, how did you know we would come back for dinner tonight?" they all got our ready.
She smiled: "in fact, your mother will prepare your food. If you don't come back to eat, if there is more left, she will let me send it to the village outside. If I can eat, I will feed them pigs if I can't eat. I'm afraid you'll come back. The food hasn't been cooked well."
My heart is a little sour. My mother still lives with me too centered.
In fact, many times, I will tell my mother whether Peifeng and I will come back for dinner. She will never say why we don't come back. She won't control us at all, but she will be ready silently.
Fortunately, the hotel will open soon. I hope my mother will slowly find her life. I ate the white sugar cake made by my mother and slipped out from the small door to eavesdrop on them.
But I can't hear it. It's really disappointing. I'll ask my mother what Peifeng told her later.
After dinner, my mother came to my room. I was a little afraid that my mother would blame me for mixing with Peifeng.
But she looked at me and just shed tears, which scared me at a loss: "Mom, don't cry, mom, what's the matter with you? Did I do something wrong?"
"Xiaomi, your mother is sorry for you. If it weren't for your mother, you wouldn't be like this."
"Mom, it's not. Some things are destined to happen. It's fate not to blame anyone."
Her tears became more fierce. I quickly took my sleeve and gently wiped it for her: "Mom, you really don't cry. This is Xiaomi's life."
"But you're still so young, and you."
I bit my lips and asked softly, "Mom, are you unhappy that I am with Peifeng?"
She shook her head. "No."
"Mom, I know Pei Feng's heart is bad, but I think he will get better. Mom, I will get better. We don't know why we are together. I'm also very happy with him."
"Mom has seen that he likes you, otherwise she wouldn't want to live with us, because you two are relatively simple. If anyone has anything in the future, you'll feel bad in the future."