I breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out that my mother was sad because of this, not against me being with Peifeng.
Yes, when we talk about dating, we don't think too much, but really, in case which one leaves first, what to do with the rest.
Forget it, it's very single when we want to be together. Let's leave the future to time to deal with. Love may stimulate us and maybe everything will get better.
"Mom, we don't think so much. We just want to give it to the future."
Her warm hand gently stroked my hand: "my poor daughter, if you like it, try your best to like it. At least two people who like each other are very happy together."
"Really, mom, but I don't know. Mom, tell me if I've ever liked anyone before and had a good time with anyone."
Mother looked at me with grief in her eyes. It seemed that thousands of things flashed in her eyes, but I couldn't understand it at all.
"Is Xiaomi happy to associate with Peifeng now?"
I nodded: "I'm still very happy. He's very kind to me. If he's by my side, I won't be afraid at all."
"Just be happy."
"Mom, you haven't told me. Have I ever had a lover before?"
She hesitated for a moment and shook her head, "No."
"That's my first love, mom. I think I'm still very lucky. You see, although I don't remember the past, it's good for me to have my mother with you. Besides, I know Peifeng and will try the taste of love."
She said nothing but stroked my head.
Very gentle, so gently stroking, I was a little dizzy and sleepy.
When I was about to fall asleep, I held my mother's hand and said, "Mom, will you sleep with me?"
"OK."
She lay beside me. I was in her arms as if I were a child. I think my mother must have held me like this when I was a child. How warm and happy.
"Mom, if Xiaomi is gone in the future, you should be well, okay?"
She said softly, "what are you talking about? Nonsense. You have to get up early tomorrow morning. You and Peifeng should exercise well. When you get better, you will get better faster. Mom studied it the next day. You have to exercise well."
"Well, mom, you're busy too. Our pear blossom house is almost ready and can start work soon. Mom, if we make money, let's help more people in need. Anyway, Peifeng is not short of money."
"Well, mom will do what you want."
In the morning, Pei Feng came to wake me up. We walked quickly along the lake. After walking two, my mother told us to have breakfast. I like to eat. He likes to eat a lot of things.
My nose was a little sour. When my mother went in to get the spoon, I covered my nose: "Peifeng, if I don't have you first, you should help me take care of my mother. If you find a lovely girl to accompany my mother, you can regard it as me and let my mother have sustenance."
"Silly girl, what are you talking about? We don't want to do this. If we want Aunt Zhang to live her own life, hurry to have breakfast and go to the city later."
"Yes." I nodded sadly.
"Xiaomi, what's the matter with you? Your eyes are red. Let me see." mom found something wrong with me as soon as she came out.
Peifeng smiled and said, "Aunt Zhang, don't worry. She accidentally choked when she was drinking porridge just now, and even tears choked out."
I also laughed: "yes, mom, I'm really careless. It's okay."
"Aunt Zhang, let's go to the city together. Lihuaju is almost there. Master Mo will discuss the dishes with you, and you will try them, and see what needs to be changed. I want to take Xiaomi to the cinema today."
"OK, just go and see it. My aunt will take over the matter of lihuaju. The air conditioner in the cinema is big. You all have to wear more."
"Aunt, don't worry, I will take good care of Xiaomi."
"Don't worry, you won't worry, but my aunt doesn't have any confidence to do well. My aunt hasn't done anything in the hotel before."
"It's okay. Just try. If you're too tired, we'll invite a special person to govern. Oh, by the way, master Mo knows a little. Anyway, we don't want to be famous in the capital. In that case, we'll be tired to death. Do as we like. If you're tired, close the door and rest. If you're in a mood, open the door to welcome guests."
"You, how can you think of doing business as such a trifle."
She took her mother to the pear blossom house, and her mother liked it very much. She and master mo were discussing things and said that it should be changed here and there. In fact, we deliberately left a lot of messy things out and wanted her mother to be busy. Maybe I'm busy. If I'm busy, my mother will like it here.
Pei Feng and I went to the movies. Like all lovers, we ate ice cream, drank coke and bought a big popcorn.
I saw a comedy, but I felt uncomfortable watching it.
His head rested on Pei Feng's shoulder: "Pei Feng, what can I do if I don't want to leave the world?" I don't want to be afraid, but life is too happy, which makes me nostalgic.
I don't want him to have something to do, and I don't want me to have something to do. We're all fine. Life is like soaking in honey.
He also held my hand sadly: "Xiaomi, maybe everything will be all right."
"Pei Feng, otherwise, when I'm dying, I'll donate my heart to you, you live for me, and then you take care of my mother for me, and you go to see the beauty of the world for me."
But he attacked me: "what stupid words do you say?"
"I didn't say anything stupid. You see, the man in the film gave his eyes to the woman. Although he had no life, she was still alive."
"I shouldn't have taken you to the movies."
"I'm serious, Pei Feng. I want to donate my heart to you in the future. You should live well."
"Chen Xiaomi, shut up."
"I don't, I want to say, why do we all have to be so sad? Your situation is not the same as mine."
He got angry and stood up with a black face. Several people in the cinema turned to see him.
He said angrily to me, "Chen Xiaomi, I'm angry. Do you think the heart is donated for love? Do you think it's appropriate for me and yours? Even if it's appropriate, I don't want you. If I want to die, I'll die together, if I want to live, I'll live together."
He was stubborn and angry. He really left.
I walked out of the dark cinema and saw Pei Feng standing outside smoking with a helpless and confused face.
In that way, he seems to be isolated by the world.