Mother was lying in the hospital bed. The whole person seemed to be fished out of the water, and he was thinner. The third brother looked very sad and accompanied his mother.
"Mom." I felt a little shaky, holding the door to hold my body: "you didn't go to the second brother at all. Is it right? Mom, why did you hide it from me." Mingming's mother was ill, and now it looks very serious.
Mother turned to look at me and smiled: "Xiaomi, why are you back?"
"Mom, tell me first, what's the matter with you?"
My mother looked at Peifeng behind me. I turned and looked at him. He sighed: "don't hide it from Xiaomi."
"Third brother, what's the matter with mom?"
I grabbed my third brother's clothes and said, "you can't hide it from me."
"Mom, she." he said a few words and couldn't go on.
I simply didn't bother to ask them. I took a look at the medical records I kept when I got up. My mother was in the late stage of bone cancer. The news made me unable to stand.
Pei Feng hugged me in the back: "Xiaomi, Xiaomi."
"It's impossible. You're all lying to me, aren't you, mom? You're just losing weight, aren't you?" I don't want to believe these are true at all.
Mother shook her head and tears came down: "Xiaomi, it's true. Mother doesn't want to cheat you. Mother also wants to be healthy with you, but mother can't do it now."
"No way, no way," I shouted.
"Xiaomi, calm down."
How could I calm down? I struggled to get out of his arms. He was afraid of hurting me, so he let go and rushed up to grab the third brother's clothes: "did you lie to me? How could it be like this, my mother, could never get such a terrible disease." I knew why there were soft chairs in Lihua Curie, which was actually used by my mother.
They knew it all along, but they kept it from me.
I was weak and dizzy, and then I heard their voices calling my name vaguely.
When I woke up, I heard the sound of fighting, and the cup fell on the ground.
I opened my eyes and looked at the light blue ward. The potion was falling drop by drop in the bottle.
"Pei Feng, you bastard, do you know what my sister is like? You dare to make her pregnant. I have to beat you to death today."
"CHEN Ye, listen to me. I don't know why it's like this. I didn't mean it."
"Just say it on purpose? Xiaomi's health is getting worse and worse because of pregnancy, which will kill her, you know?"
"I know."
Then there was the sound of fighting. A nurse said outside, "don't fight here. You'll wake up the patient."
"Don't fight." mother's weak voice: "don't fight CHEN Ye. I believe Peifeng didn't mean it. Stop, nurse he. Go out first. I have something to say to them."
I pricked up my ears and put my hands in my stomach. I felt very shocked. I actually had a baby. It's incredible that I could be pregnant with such a bad body. There is a baby connected by my blood with Peifeng in my stomach.
"Pei Feng, what do you say now?" the third brother asked angrily, "Xiaomi's body can't stand it. Just now I asked the obstetrics and Gynecology doctor. She said Xiaomi's body is not good. If she doesn't have a child, she won't be pregnant in the future."
"You can't have children."
When I heard Pei Feng say this, the whole person froze.
He went on to say: "Xiaomi's life is more important than anything. I can't have such a child when I bring her back now. Moreover, I have to take care of her body and have a few more operations. She has to live. Xiaomi is a very sunny person."
"Pei Feng," said his mother softly, "but there are some risks in this way."
"It's better to wait for death now. As long as there is a chance, you have to fight. This operation can't be delayed, so the child can't want it."
I pulled the needle off my body, held the bed up, opened the door, looked at them, and said firmly, "Mom, Peifeng, third brother, I must have this child. I have a child, and I want to be a mother. I'm really happy. This may be the biggest gift I gave myself when I was alive, and I'll leave you one of my closest people after I left."
"Xiaomi." Pei Feng came over: "don't be capricious."
"I'm not capricious, third brother. Don't hit him. I can't even dream that I'll have children. I thought I was just a daughter. I didn't think I would be a mother all my life. Mom, I'm sorry, I really want this child."
Mother cried and covered her face. The whole suite was quiet.
I lowered my head and covered my stomach, feeling full of strength.
Pei Feng shook his head and I begged him: "Pei Feng, you love me most. You said you would support me whatever I do."
"Xiaomi, you promised me that you would do anything I asked you to do."
"But, however, this matter is not good. I want children. Even if I pay my life, I don't care, Peifeng."
They were silent, but I insisted.
"I'll go back to bed for infusion. I'll be obedient. I must make my body better."
In the afternoon, uncle Pei and aunt Pei came to see me, asked the nurse to go out, closed the door and said to me, "Xiaomi, Peifeng is our only son. Thank you for staying for our Pei family."
"Uncle Pei, you must help me. I can accept even the medicine that hurts. I must make the baby well."
He nodded: "thank you, Xiaomi."
"Pei Feng, he doesn't want it, so only you can help me."
I can see that uncle Pei and aunt Pei really want me to give birth to this child. No matter what the consequences will be, I also want to give birth to the child healthily.
It's OK to boil for a few months. It's said that the baby of seven months can survive.
"OK, we'll help you. You have a good rest now. Aunt goes home and asks the servant to stew some soup and bring it to you. You have to replenish your body."
"Thank you, aunt Pei."
I insisted on this child, regardless of all the consequences, but because of pregnancy, hormone stimulation made my brain more and more painful. Some tests could not even be done. Peifeng couldn't eat and sleep every day.
We are all suffering now, but I think we can go through it if we bite our teeth and endure it again. Now is the most difficult time. We all need to be strong and have great courage.
But my physical condition is getting worse and worse. I even have a headache and begin to feel comatose.