Chapter 1192

The pain was unbearable. When I woke up and found myself lying in the intensive care unit, I opened my eyes and didn't know when it was outside.

There was a voice outside, a very light voice, but I still heard it.

"I don't care about anything now. I just want my daughter to be good and live. Please operate on Xiaomi. I'll give my heart to Peifeng. Although I'm incurable, my heart is good."

Mom, it's mom's voice.

"Mom." I shouted hard.

Mom heard it, pushed the door in and wiped her tears. Then she looked at me and said, "Xiaomi, you're awake."

"Mom, where's my child?" I asked her nervously, stroking my stomach.

She shook her head and burst into tears.

I was more and more nervous: "Mom, you tell me, you tell me, where's my child? Where's my baby? Is he still in my stomach?"

Mother cried. With my eyes closed, the pain spread from my heart, biting my teeth and crying silently.

How I want to be a mother, and how I want to spend all my life to give birth to my child, but I'm really frustrated and useless.

"Xiaomi doesn't cry. When your uncle Pei and the doctor operate on you, your body will get better, and there will be children, but now it's not the right time."

"Mom." I cried sadly.

She hugged me: "don't cry, don't cry."

But I kept crying and couldn't stop crying.

The third brother came and looked at me. He opened the curtain. The night outside was in a mess, just like my current world and mood.

Slowly, from dark to dawn, I pulled off my needle, sat by the bed and quietly looked at the world outside the window.

It's dawn, but my heart is still dark.

"Xiaomi, it's dawn." mother said softly, "go and see Peifeng."

"What's the matter with him?" the third brother asked.

"Yesterday afternoon, he personally sent Xiaomi into the abortion room, but he lay down and came out. Now he doesn't know whether he woke up or not."

"He has his parents to take care of him. Mom, if it weren't for Peifeng, Xiaomi wouldn't be hurt."

Mother shook her head lightly: "CHEN Ye, don't say that. Pei Feng is sincere to Xiaomi. If he knows that there is such a possibility, he won't hurt Xiaomi even if he kills him. Let Xiaomi have an abortion. He is more heartbroken than anyone."

"What's his heartache? The doctor also said that even if everything is all right after Xiaomi, it will be difficult for her to have another child."

I was stunned by the news of my third brother. However, does my life really continue?

"Even so, Pei Feng won't lose Xiaomi."

"Mom, why do you believe him so much? Look at his parents' attitude. They completely ignore Xiaomi's life."

My mother took my hand and looked at me painfully: "well, let's stop talking. Xiaomi is hard enough. Xiaomi, go out and buy breakfast with my mother. My mother hasn't bought breakfast for a long time. She has something to eat and her stomach is warm. Everything is like living. It's actually very beautiful to see the busy world outside."

The third brother helped me up. The three of us walked slowly. There were breakfast sellers in the hospital, but my mother wanted to take me more and went across the road.

The sun shone down from the clouds. It was warm and golden. The roads of the hospital were crowded with people. We waited for the green light to reach the opposite side. There were many people selling breakfast. The sound of Hawking was also heard. I stood blankly. All this was like another world to me.

My baby is gone. I don't know how to numb the pain.

"Xiaomi, do you want to eat fried dough sticks?"

I didn't say a word. My mother sighed: "Mom, buy you some porridge and go back. I'll give it to Peifeng later."

She said to herself. The third brother grabbed my hand and said sadly, "millet, don't be like this. My mother is for you, and my mother's health is also very poor."

I know all this, but I really can't cheer up now.

Holding breakfast to cross the road, as soon as the green light was on, my third brother helped me cross the road, and my mother walked in front.

There was also a little girl who somehow broke away from her parents' hands and ran opposite. A car was fast. I heard a Scream: "Niuniu, stop, stop."

The little girl did not know the danger and continued to run.

Mother threw away the breakfast and ran up to push the little girl.

The harsh brake sound, my mother's flying body is like a free butterfly. I saw my mother smile and smile at me gently and reluctantly.

"Mom," I shouted.

Mother fell to the ground and rolled several times.

The third brother went to pick up his mother. I saw a lot of blood flowing out of his mother's body. My mother said to me, "Xiaomi, Xiaomi, you should live well."

"No." I covered my mouth and cried loudly.

Squatting on the ground, the brain tingled, and then a blank, the body was too soft to support up, so he fell on the ground.

I don't know how long it took. In short, I woke up and was still in the hospital. Only my third brother was with me.

I know my mother is gone, but I can't remember the specific thing. I had a big operation on my brain. I was close to death, but I survived in the end.

Later, my third brother gave me a transfer operation. In the private sanatorium, I was carefully cared for all day, and my body gradually got better.

But I miss summer Eve very much. Is America so good? He's going there.

I want to find him, even if it's to swallow my breath and beg him well. I don't want to be alone. I don't know why. I'm really afraid of being alone. Maybe I can't remember what happened in this year.

But the third brother told me that Xia ziye got married in the United States.

I was afraid of being alone. When I was well, I went out to work. Then I saw my classmate Lu Yun again. We were in the same company. He was very kind to me and took good care of me, so I got used to him. We tried to communicate, but many years later, I didn't know why. I just thought I was waiting for a very important person, but I didn't know who it was, Later, I thought, this is probably the cage of love between me and Xia ziye. I can't get out.

I want to work hard to get out and stay with Lu Yun. I've also been to his hometown, but I can only communicate. Further, I think I can't do it, or even kiss my cheek. No matter how much, I don't know if it will take a long time.

He is kind to me. I think if we stick to it, we can all go through these checkpoints and achieve good results.