Chapter 1193

Lost memories, like a tide, slowly poured into my mind, later life, mother's death, and pregnant children.

It hurts a little. It hurts so much that I can't breathe.

The whole person seems to be floating and sinking in the tide. I don't know where the tide is going to take me. I'm just like an ownerless baby.

In the water for a long time, sometimes dark, sometimes bright.

I saw my mother. My mother smiled at me. I wanted to swim to her, but she shook her head, looked at me from a distance and said, "Xiaomi, go back. Go back."

"Mom." I smiled, "wait for me."

"Mom likes Xiaomi best. Both Xiaomi and Peifeng are good. Mom has no regrets."

"Mom."

"Go back, Pei Feng will wait for you. He will always wait for Xiaomi when you wake up."

"But."

"My mother is very happy. My mother's heart is very suitable for Peifeng. In the future, Xiaomi will be with Peifeng, just like my mother with Xiaomi."

Mother's words, more and more whispered, the body is also more and more transparent.

"Mom, don't go, mom, don't go." I cried, trying to catch her, but I had no power.

"Xiaomi, Xiaomi, Xiaomi, she wakes up. Look, her tears are running down."

If I heard someone talking so happily, the voice, so familiar, was like breaking all the shackles and pulling me out of the tide.

Then there was great pain, and the whole person was numb.

After several days of this feeling, there has been a messy sound in my ears, like trying to wake me up, but I always hold my hand with both hands.

Gentle, warm and loving. This is Pei Feng.

"Xiaomi, I'm so lazy." when it was quiet, he talked to me alone: "it doesn't matter. When you have enough rest, you'll hate it in the future. You'll be more energetic. It's not a saying that rest is to take a longer road."

His voice is so gentle and comfortable.

He wiped my face and massaged me.

He told me whether it was night or day, rain or sunny, and he would tell me some interesting things.

When he told me that he had bought the earliest lotus this year, I wanted to open my eyes and have a look.

"Xiaomi, can you smell it?"

I moved my finger and wanted to lift it up. His hand gently stroked my face: "Xiaomi, don't sleep. I don't want you to sleep again. I'm afraid you won't wake up again. It's spring now, everything is recovering, and many beautiful flowers are in bloom. Waiting for you to go out and have a look, no matter how good I say, it's better for you to have a look in person, isn't it?"

I slowly opened my eyelids, and the confused light penetrated through his fingers. Slowly, I saw more and more clearly. He put his hand away to let me adapt to the light in the room, then covered it with his hand, and then put it away again.

After repeating this several times, I can get used to it.

He turned on the light and slowly opened the curtain.

The sunshine outside blew in with a cool smell, and the smell in the house seemed to live.

I saw him clearly. Pei Feng is still the same as before, but he has lost a lot. For so long, he must be very tired and worried about my business.

"Xiaomi." he whispered my name.

"Hi." I wanted to say hello easily, but my tears slipped down first.

He quickly wiped it up for me: "Why are you crying, Xiaomi? It's a very happy thing for you to wake up. Don't cry. I'm looking forward to you waking up every day."

"I'm sorry, Pei Feng. I've forgotten you for so many years."

He took my hand, put it on his green beard chin and gently pricked it: "it's okay. It doesn't matter how long you wait, as long as you can wake up."

Looking at each other, there are some tears in their eyes. Fortunately, they can still come in time. Fortunately, they can still remember.

The sun is just right and the spring is strong. We are all lucky to be together.

It's a miracle to wake up. This operation almost killed me, but I won the bet and the blood accumulation in my brain was completely removed.

I didn't want to live in the hospital, so he took me back to blue lake to have a rest. The room we used to live in was the same as before. We also kept the room where my mother slept. There were a lot of photos taken by him, some of them secretly. My mother was playing wool clothes, cooking, or laughing, and spent time with us, The smile on Mother's face is the sweetest.

My eyes are full of tears. Mom, you can rest assured under the nine springs. Whether I remember the past or not, I know now that I love Peifeng very much and he loves me very much. We will help each other to grow old together.

My hair grew out and was as short as a man. I sat under my umbrella and looked at the lotus in the blue lake. The lotus leaves were tall and big, and the lotus was in full swing.

The third brother came and came over with a bunch of stars smiling: "Xiaomi, you look in a good mood today."

"It's like this every day, third brother."

"It's really getting better and better. It's also beginning to grow meat. Peifeng must have spent a lot of thought."

"Yes."

"Where is he?"

"He went to choose the bird's nest. It's upstairs. President an personally sent it. He asked others to choose it himself."

The third brother shook his head and smiled: "he cares about you, but everyone is so careful that people point out. He dotes on you so much that you will despise everyone in the future."

"That's not what he meant, third brother. Now we're discussing. We want to have a small wedding here, which can be regarded as a formal tie. I don't know what you mean, third brother?"

"As long as Xiaomi feels happy and happy."

"Ha ha." I smiled happily: "thank you, third brother. Ask the second brother and the eldest brother to come together, but."

I didn't say it, but the third brother could understand the same thing: "you don't want your father to come, do you?"

"Well, all the gratitude and resentment can't get rid of his relationship. We want to do it here, because mom has a lot of things here. I don't want to see Dad bring that man."

Forgive my selfishness. My mother gives me all her love. I don't want to make her unhappy at all.

"OK." he nodded and smiled, "the third brother will do it well."

I looked up upstairs. It happened that Peifeng was also looking down at me by the window. He looked at me and smiled. A lot of sweetness poured into his heart.

Maybe we have a lot of regrets in our life, but the least regret is that we didn't miss each other.