Chapter 165

Yu Mingxi's face was full of incredible look.

She has always regarded Zheng Yixiao as her own brother. She never thought Zheng Yixiao would have such a mind for her.

Not to mention her, I'm afraid no one has really discovered Zheng Yixiao's "his secret" for so long.

Zheng Yixiao was still shouting "sister-in-law". Yu Mingxi listened to her scalp numb and spoke stiffly, trying to hypnotize Zheng Yixiao in her sleep with persuasive words.

"... Yixiao, you are still young. You must be mistaken. In fact, you just treat me as your sister, really..."

Yu Mingxi reached out and patted Zheng Yixiao's back, coaxing him softly like coaxing a child.

Zheng Yixiao felt uncomfortable now because he drank too much wine. He was frowning. He seemed to hear Yu Mingxi talking and questioning his feelings and feelings for her. He suddenly snorted unconvinced and retorted, "I'm not a child. I've grown up for a long time. I know what I want, but I won't say it. Otherwise, I wouldn't have forced my brother to marry you at the beginning. I've been treating you since I met you... But people like me are full of negative energy. How can I deserve you... Because of the misfortune of my parents' marriage, I have a knot in marriage, I don't know It's someone who can give you happiness. Later, I was diagnosed with cancer. At that time, I really thought I couldn't live, so I couldn't put down two people, one is my brother and the other is you. "

Zheng Yixiao buried his face in the quilt again, rubbed hard for a while, and then went on talking, "My brother is such a famous director. I'm not worried that he will make a mess of his life. I'm worried about you. When I first saw you, you were so stupid. I deliberately played tricks on you and tricked you, a little fool as a volunteer, to let you go from east to West to buy me snacks. You didn't doubt me. It seems to make me happy. You don't care whether it's worth it or not It's worth it. You can do this to a little villain you haven't known for a long time. If I really leave this world, I don't know what you will be bullied like. "

Yu Ming Xi, who was sitting beside the bed, heard this for two seconds. He was trying to Tucao a sentence, "you are so stupid, you dare make complaints about me at that time", but you didn't hear it, but you heard Zheng Yixiao sigh a lot. The expression on his face became very tangled, like a rejoicing and regretful.

"So, I thought, I must find you a big backer. My brother is the backer. He will protect you and won't let others bully you." Zheng Yixiao continued seriously, "I can't give you happiness, but my brother can. I can't love you and protect you, but my brother can do it for me."

"Hey, you boy..." Yu Mingxi glanced helplessly at Zheng Yixiao, patted him on the shoulder and scolded angrily. "It's said that your brother is a person. You can't treat him like a puppet because he hurts your brother. You can't do such things regardless of his wishes in the future, you know?"

Zheng Yixiao didn't know whether he heard Yu Mingxi's words. He hummed twice and went on talking nonsense, "I know that my request is too much and unfair to my brother, because he has someone in his heart, but I don't want to try it entirely for my sister-in-law, but also for my brother. Maybe you two can become it. If someone wants to pull my brother out of the pit, I think it must be you."

"Come on, you're almost catching up with the fortune teller." Yu Mingxi rubbed Zheng Yixiao's head angrily and funny.

Even if Zheng Yixiao, who was confused by drinking, confessed to her, in her heart, she still regarded him as her own brother. She firmly believed that Zheng Yixiao didn't understand his heart at all. He just mistook his dependence on her in the hospital for love. He just thought he was a brother, but was coquetting and lying to her.

But unexpectedly, Zheng Yixiao suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed her hand on his bare head, grabbed it, pressed it on his chest and muttered in a low voice, "In fact, I have no bottom in my heart. When you and my brother argued about breaking up, I really thought I did wrong. I was too selfish. I just tied you together. It was my selfishness. Just because of that decision, you, who like my brother, were hurt, and my brother, who didn't have you in mind, was also hurt. I blamed myself and regretted it, I think I've done something wrong. I've wanted to tell you countless times that my brother can't do it, so I'll come by myself and I'll love you. Although I'm not sure at all, I'm still afraid that I won't give you happiness, but at least I can live and die for the time being. Maybe I'll never be able to pass the pass in my heart, put down my hatred and fear of marriage, and I can't marry you and marry you , but I will treat you well and wipe out all the bad things my brother did to you, but I still don't have the courage. I'm sorry... "

Yu Mingxi opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but suddenly saw Zheng Yixiao's eyes slipping down with tears. She couldn't help but feel confused. For a moment, she didn't know what to say to comfort the depressed boy at the moment, and couldn't say the last word.

After a while, Zheng Yixiao's moist voice slowly burst out from his slightly pursed lips, with a trace of comfort, "Fortunately, later, my brother really accepted you and watched you show your love. I was very happy, but sad. I was happy because my only relative, my brother can bring you happiness. You also let my brother come out of that cage. I was sad because I regret that I am not the one who can bring you happiness. Why am I not? I... I wish I was..."

When Zheng Yixiao said this, he felt that the hand he held moved. He immediately held the man tighter and hurriedly explained, "Don't worry, sister-in-law. I won't say it. It's in a dream. I'm about to leave. I'll just talk to you in the dream. Don't worry, don't worry. Although I and I are jealous of my brother, I really, really only have blessings for you. Don't worry..."

After his explanation, there was no more movement in his hand, so he relieved his frown and whispered, "Sister-in-law, I know you like my brother very much. When you look at him, it seems that my brother is the best in the world. No one can compare with my brother, but you may not find it yourself. My brother is not so smart. He is so stupid this time. Maybe it is the so-called fans in the game who don't understand why you are so determined not to have a baby now. I It's understandable that it's not because you don't love my brother enough. On the contrary, it's because you really love my brother, so you care so much about the completely unequal position between you and him in that circle, and you work so hard to learn the professional knowledge that an actor with a professional background should have. During this time, my brother is busy filming, he can't see, but I can see. You're not trying to What vanity and vanity, you I used to know, and now you, have not changed. I believe you, you are for my brother. In order to catch up with him one day earlier, you are trying to shorten the gap between you and him. "

Yu Mingxi stared at Zheng Yixiao, who still closed his eyes. He didn't wake up at all. He couldn't take his words as nonsense anymore.

Only because the boy's face in his sleep was especially sincere and serious.

When she first met Zheng Yixiao, she once suspected that she was so noisy and funny. How could she suffer from depression without a serious teenager?

Later, after listening to the doctor's explanation, she learned that some people with depression don't always look lonely and indifferent, but sometimes they are very lively, even no different from ordinary normal people.

Such people often suppress pain and sadness deeply in a corner of their heart, so it is more difficult to detect the dark side of their heart.

At this time, Yu Mingxi suddenly believed that Zheng Yixiao's words that he liked her might be true.

But Zheng Yixiao, who has been depressed for a long time, is used to hiding his true emotions in the bottom of his heart, pretending to be nothing, and occasionally showing a lively and naughty appearance. Therefore, as long as he doesn't say it himself, maybe everyone will habitually not speculate about his psychology, ignore his feelings, and even be unaware of some of his real ideas.

Yu Mingxi realized this, and his eyes fell on the hand held by Zheng Yixiao. Immediately, it was like being stung by a wasp. He quickly pulled out his hand with a little strength and opened the distance from Zheng Yixiao lying in bed.

Zheng Yixiao noticed that his hands were empty, and his heart became empty. He stretched out his hands anxiously, waved wildly in the air and shouted "sister-in-law" , he wanted to catch something, and subconsciously wanted to open his eyelids, but he was so drunk that his eyelids always hung heavily. He waved his hands for a while, but he couldn't find the soft hand he wanted to hold tightly. Finally, he hung his hands back to his side, hugged the quilt again, and sighed, "Did I scare my sister-in-law away? I knew it... So I won't tell it. I will hide this secret forever in my heart. I... No one will tell it. Sister-in-law, brother, don't worry, I won't destroy your feelings, I won't, I won't..."

Zheng Yixiao's voice became lower and lower until he could no longer hear it. Only the soft voice of his sleeping and the slight breathing sound of Yu Mingxi at the end of his bed remained in the whole room.

Neither Zheng Yixiao, who was falling asleep on the bed, nor Yu Mingxi, who was stunned by the bedside, noticed the tall figure hidden in the shadow outside the door, standing alone like a rigid stone statue, a face whose edges and corners were polished more and more firm by the years, filled with the gray and bleak like the passage of wind and frost