Chapter 496

"I'm not an enemy, but I'm not a lover!"

My attitude is still very cold, which directly drives Fu Nanshan's heart into the cold abyss. From his face, I can clearly see how miserable this guy is now.

However, if I want to say something painful, how can I be happier than Fu Nanshan?

When I think about everything Fu Nanshan did to me in the past, I feel a kind of inexplicable hatred. I'd like to beat him up, so as to make a voice for myself, so that I can get back a statement for my feelings.

However, today's Fu Nanshan makes me feel that I can't fight or forgive.

Standing in front of this man, I can't hate him, because in the past, I really had a deep feeling for him. For this feeling, I can do anything, even give up my life.

However, maybe I have experienced more things. Now I feel that in some cases, I should learn to give up and not be able to bury my happiness for the sake of a man who will waver at any time.

There are too many choices in life. I think that if you stay with Fu Nanshan all the time, it's not only that there is no big change in your work, but even in other aspects, there will be no hope.

Life has always been a butcher's knife. If you don't study it carefully, it may one day make you lose in a mess. In the end, you can't even grasp your own happiness.

After I pondered for a while, I stared at Fu Nanshan with a cold attitude, pointed my finger on his shoulder, hummed and opened my mouth.

"Don't always think that someone will tolerate you! Fu Nanshan, you are just an ordinary man. What qualifications do you have for me to spend my whole life for you? Since there are others in your heart, I will help you! "

"No need!"

With a wave of his hand, Fu Nanshan's face was more of a look of pain.

"I never wanted you to make so many tones! If you and I are together just for the sake of perfunctory each other, what's the difference between them and those who live together just for the sake of muddling along? "

"So you shouldn't pester me!"

I used a cold attitude to him again, with a sneer on the corner of my mouth.

"Fu Nanshan. Sometimes I am not the kind of person you think, I will not pay for others all my life! If you are smart now, you should turn back quickly to avoid regret. It's too late. "

Fu Nanshan's eyes have been staring at me, silent for a long time, still did not make his judgment.

I'm not comfortable. I don't open my eyes and my voice is deliberately lengthened.

"Have you finished? I've made it clear to you that I won't have feelings for you. Get away from me quickly! "

"I won't go."

Fu Nanshan's voice came into my ears, always shaking my heart, but my hand has been pinching my arm, trying to hold back the breath.

I know very well that if I am soft hearted at this time, I will lose more. At that time, I'm afraid no one can help me and I can't go back to my free life.

I supported my forehead with my hand and kept silent for a long time.

"Fu Nanshan, give up now. People like me can't be the only one in your life. If I want to fight for my career, I will probably sacrifice you! "

I know that this will make fu Nanshan hate me, but in order to let each other belong to you, I still have to say more cruel words, hoping to let Nanshan give up the idea of being with me.

However

"Leisurely. If you had told me about cruelty from the beginning, I might have believed you a little bit. But now you tell me so much, it just makes me feel like you want to escape! "

Fu Nanshan's eyes are closer to me again.

"I know how stupid I am. You love my mind, no matter how long time goes by, it's still there, but I always think about myself, for my own happiness, I...... "

"Stop it!"

I waved my hand to Nanshan directly and carried my body directly.

"If you tell me this now, it's not worth half a cent! I don't want to go back to think about those things, so you'd better give up looking back on the past, otherwise, if you feel distressed again, it's also your business. It has nothing to do with me! "

In this case, let the smile of Nanshan disappear a little bit.

Although I'm not sure how long this kind of lie can deceive him, at least I can see the deep disappointment in his eyes. The feeling is not clear in one sentence.

Maybe Zheng Ling could see that I was going to separate from Fu Nanshan, so she immediately went up and grabbed Fu Nanshan's arm, shaking it vigorously, and advised him not to give up on her for the sake of a woman like me.

However, Fu Nanshan was still unmoved, and his eyes were directly fixed on me. That kind of enthusiasm made me feel embarrassed.

"Nanshan!"I looked back at him angrily and sighed.

"Don't look at me all the time, will you? Now that a woman wants to be with you, why don't you agree? "

"Because I don't love her!"

Fu Nanshan spoke to me with a cold face.

"I have no feelings for this woman at all. I really can't say" yes "to her love. Not to mention what happened when she left, even now I have made up my mind to stay with you! "

Idiot!

My heart a burst of colic, tears from the face, the kind of uncomfortable feeling again from the heart surging up.

"Do you know how hard it is to forget someone? Fu Nanshan, since you can't love me well, you should at least let me give you up! "

"Who says I don't love?"

Fu Nanshan lost his temper and clenched his fist.

"Leisurely, I think of you all the time. I'm more miserable than you for doing something wrong this time. At that time, you and I fell into such an embarrassing situation. Do you think I'm not uncomfortable? "

"Uncomfortable?"

I still look at the past with a kind of sarcastic eyes, humming and picking eyebrows.

"If you feel bad, how can you follow your friends so intimately? Excuse me, you are telling me that even friends who have been separated from you for many years are more important than those I want to come to, aren't you? "

Fu Nanshan frowned at me for a long time, and the whole person began to feel inexplicably tired.

"How many times do I have to say that you can understand my feelings? Leisurely, I have tried my best to improve our relationship, but why am I still so unbearable in your eyes? Is it true that the two of us must be at such a high level of tension? "

I turned around and my eyes were just as sore.

"Maybe we are doomed to be incompatible!"