"That's just your idea!"
Fu Nanshan's voice choked. When I was silent, he suddenly came to me and hugged me from behind, saying something he had never said to me.
In his heart, I am a very easy to change woman, even if there are a lot of happiness in life, I will not cherish such a day, just to care about some things in the past.
I used to hold my breath. Now when I heard Nanshan say that, I was even more angry. I raised my foot and stepped on the sole of his foot.
"Don't make any more trouble, will you? I have too much to bear all day long to deal with your clich é s! You say I'm not good. How great can you be? Don't you bring me pain? "
Fu Nanshan was silent for a while and then extended his hand again.
"I know I'm a bit arbitrary, but most of the time you make the decision first. I'm just..."
"Follow, don't you?"
I sneered and pushed him away, with more indifference in my eyes.
"Fu Nanshan, I can't accept your unnecessary hurt! In my opinion, everything you want to do to me has no reason! Say that I don't know how to cherish my feelings. In turn, I ask you that Zheng Ling can let you treat me as an outsider in a word. How can this be counted? When you introduced her to me, you said she was a childhood sweetheart. Don't you have the idea of looking back? "
"I didn't."
Fu Nanshan really shook his head at me this time. Unfortunately, I really don't want to listen to all this nonsense now, because I feel a pain in my heart and despair for such a man without credit.
"Fu Nanshan. From the beginning of Zheng Ling to now, what you say most is to let me forgive you, but have you considered my feelings now? Have you ever thought about how much hurt my heart is suffering? "
I feel very happy after I say it all at once.
In fact, I can't feel Fu Nanshan's anger, but I just want to stimulate him, because if this wood doesn't go through a blow, it's impossible for me to know what I feel in my heart!
Taking a deep breath, I nodded my forehead with my hand. After a moment of silence, I spoke again.
"Fu Nanshan, Zheng Ling is also a good choice. Since others try every means to break us up, why don't you fulfill her mind? You are childhood sweethearts. You should have more opportunities to cultivate your feelings! "
Fu Nanshan's face sank a little, and his attitude to me was not as good as before.
"Song leisurely! Can my love for you be spoiled by these messy words? Do you know how desperate I am now? "
I look very distressed, but the so-called long pain is better than short pain, some things, if I can't understand, I'm afraid others can't understand clearly, so
"Fu Nanshan."
I called him softly, a little tired flashed in my eyes.
"In fact, you can see that there are many things between us that can't go back to the past. In this case, why do you want to be with each other? It's nothing more than a fuss. "
Fu Nanshan walked towards me again with a slight frown.
"Not reluctantly, but you never intend to live with me. Leisurely, if you want to love me, you won't do so much to leave me and hurt me. "
Looking at Fu Nanshan's more and more distorted my attitude towards him, I was lazy to explain anything, just waving my hand.
"Whatever you say, I've explained everything to you. The rest depends on your understanding. Just one thing, I hope you remember that in this relationship, I'm not the one who cheated from beginning to end. Fu Nanshan, the one who hurt me at the beginning is you. No matter whether my memory is gone or not, you will always owe me this! "
Maybe my words hurt Fu Nanshan. He didn't really keep me.
Looking at this guy's indifferent attitude, I turned in disappointment.
If Nanshan had a way to retain him just now, maybe I wouldn't feel so bad, but things were not what I thought. Fu Nanshan's attitude changed immediately after I was a little more tough.
Now, since his own will is not strong, then I have nothing to say.
After a moment's silence, I turned and glanced at him.
"Nanshan. From now on, I hope you can learn to take care of yourself, and don't live like a child all the time. No one will tolerate you all his life, because everyone has his own things to do. "
Fu Nanshan hugged me again, and his voice began to choke.
"Since you care about me so much, why let go of my hand?"
After a moment of silence, I pulled Fu Nanshan's hand away from my waist.
"I'm sorry, I don't care about you. I just want to say a few words of concern to you as a former lover. Now that I have done what I want to do, I should retire after success! ""No!"
Fu Nanshan shook his shoulder and shook his head at me.
"If you go, I will never be happy again!"
"That's your business!"
I gritted my teeth and pushed Fu Nanshan away, with a deep breath in my eyes.
"Now I just want to live my own life, other things have nothing to do with me, so please don't be so amorous!"
Four words of self indulgence made Fu Nanshan's face a little embarrassed.
In fact, Fu Nanshan has always known that I am a stubborn person, but he probably thought that as long as I have a persistent attitude, I can change my character. Unfortunately, he forgot that people will grow up. No matter he or I, they will change because of all kinds of things in life.
I wiped the tears from the corner of my eyes. After a moment's silence, I pushed him away again. The whole person was a little more mocking.
"Fu Nanshan, have you had enough? I said you have no value in my life! If you keep pestering now, you can only make yourself humiliated. "
I thought these words had put his dignity under my feet, but in the end, this idea was just my wishful thinking. Fu Nanshan still stood in front of me stubbornly and opened his mouth after watching for a long time.
"Leisurely, no matter you are by my side or not, I will never be with any woman in my life. I know it's false to say that, but I will show my determination with my actions. Didn't you say you were flawed? Then I will make myself worthy of you
I was a little worried and grabbed his arm, "Fu Nanshan, don't mess around! Although I'm not with you, you have to plan for yourself. You can't treat yourself... "