While shaking his head, Fu bao'er hid behind me: "you are not my father. I don't want to go back with you. I just want to be with my aunt."
I know that although the child is small, but also know the cold and warm, it is really difficult to get real fatherly love from Fu Nanshan.
However, after all, I really don't have any position to fight with the Fu family for this child. I hope he can be well all the time rather than staying with him all the time.
I protect Fu bao'er with one hand and block Fu Nanshan with the other to keep him away from the child.
"Bao'er is scared today. I'm afraid that his little child will leave a psychological shadow. Even if you really want to take him back, please give him more attention and love."
After hearing my advice, Fu Nanshan didn't agree quickly, but changed his way to let me go back with him.
"I know you don't trust me to give my baby to me, and I don't trust myself. I'm worried enough about being a right man. How can I take good care of my two children and pay attention to his psychological shadow?"
I was a little angry, in the face of this unreliable man, directly roared out.
"Fu Nanshan, this is also the descendant of your Fu family. In the past, you could treat Liu Xuanxuan so well, just because he was the one your brother loved. Now this is your brother's child. Besides, you should not ignore his feelings in recent years?"
Fu Nanshan doesn't promise to take care of bao'er. Even if I leave, I have no way to live my life.
Fu bao'er's two little hands held me tightly all the time. On the other hand, Fu Nanshan also began to take advantage of my inability to let go of bao'er and began to talk about terms with me.
"Leisurely, if you really can't let go of bao'er, will you go back and take him with you? I don't want you to treat right and right like baby. We'll raise two children together
"I don't have anything to rely on you, Fu Nanshan. I can bring up my baby by myself."
When I said that, Fu Nanshan's face suddenly changed.
"Bao'er is a child of the Fu family. No one can take him away from the Fu family. My brother is no longer here. His children can't be raised by others."
I know that Fu Nanshan won't let me take this child. I have to compromise.
"Well, I'll leave it to you, baby. Just be nice to him. I'm going
Seeing that I was so determined, Fu Nanshan's expression was obviously not as cold as he had just been. On the contrary, he wanted to talk and stop.
I forced bao'er into Fu Nanshan's arms and turned away without looking back.
Hear the sound of baby crying behind me, my tears also began to drop by drop.
Only I know how much emotion I have spent on this child, but the more so, the more I can't go back.
In the evening, I went back to the company, put myself into work, read one document after another, and paralyzed my nerves with the overwhelming work.
I can't let myself calm down, because once I calm down, I think of the child Fu bao'er.
I don't know whether the relationship between myself and Fu Nanshan should be relaxed. Every time I decide to put everything down and be with him, there will always be people who will be hurt, either me and him or the people around me.
I have to make this choice, because it's hard for me to know whether it's safe or dangerous for the child to stay with Fu Jia and stay with Fu bao'er.
Late at night, I feel that my brain and eyes are less and less like my own. I left the company. For convenience, I found a hotel.
I lay in bed, too tired to move. I'm glad that I can be trapped like this. I don't want to think so much for the time being. I don't have to face this life.
When I was in a daze, my cell phone suddenly rang.
I reluctantly picked up the phone, it was Fu Nanshan: "leisurely, did you sleep? Honey, he... "
"What's the matter, baby?" As soon as I heard Fu bao'er's name, I woke up. My memory of him made me hear him calling me in my sleep.
Fu Nanshan on the other side of the phone also seemed very nervous: "since I separated from you, bao'er has never eaten, drunk or slept, and never said a word. Can you come and see him? "
I have always cherished bao'er a little, but now I feel sad.
"Was he frightened? How can this be done? "
Fu Nanshan listened to me and continued to show his worry: "yes, he is still so young, and his body can't stand it if he goes on like this. Would you like to see him, leisurely?"
"I'm too tired today. Please bring baby to my side and I'll send you the address."
I sent the address to Fu Nanshan and fell asleep again.
Knowing that the doorbell rang, I forced myself to feel sleepy and opened the door. Looking at one big and one small, standing in front of me in the middle of the night, I suddenly felt a little distressed.
I touched the child's face: "baby, I heard that you don't eat and sleep well at home. You can't do that when you come to my aunt's place. I'll buy something for you and have a good sleep after dinner."When Fu bao'er saw me, he didn't have Fu Nanshan's words and didn't deal with outsiders. He ran to me and hugged me.
"Auntie, I want you to sleep with me."
"Well, you should have something to eat first. Your father in Nanshan said that you don't want to eat, do you?"
As I stroked bao'er's hair, I looked at Fu Nanshan.
Fu Nanshan quickly explained: "the child really didn't eat, drink or talk at home before. He was anxious to see people. He just heard that he was coming to see you, so he ate something."
When I heard Fu Nanshan say this, I was relieved. I was already very sleepy. I didn't have to worry about this child after dinner.
"Since bao'er is so good and has eaten, shall we go to bed directly?"
The little guy flashed his big eyes and nodded: "Auntie, as long as you accompany bao'er, bao'er will listen to you for everything, and bao'er will go to bed right away."
I said to Fu Nanshan, "well, today bao'er will stay here for one night. I'll take him to bed. You can go back too."
But Fu Nanshan didn't listen to me. Instead, he went into the room and closed the door.
"Take bao'er out. I'll go back alone. I can't explain to my parents. I think I'll be here today."
I helped bao'er take off her coat. I was so sleepy that I didn't want to fight with Fu Nanshan like in the daytime.
I can only say to him feebly: "whatever you want, don't go back if you don't want to. It's getting late, I'm sleepy, and my children need to rest. You can do whatever you like. "
I put the baby on the bed and put it in my arms. The little guy seemed to be sleepy too. He soon fell asleep, and I soon fell asleep again.