I was sleeping in a daze with Fu bao'er in my arms. I felt surrounded by a larger body from behind. It was a sense of security that I had not seen for a long time.
I want to hold this man tightly, smell his smell, feel his chest and breath.
But I really can't do that. I don't know whether I'd better go back and give this man a little response.
At that time, before I really fell in love with this man, I dared to climb into his bed for my own purpose.
But now, I'm really attracted to Fu Nanshan, and I won't fall in love with other men any more, but I don't have the courage to go back and hug him.
Thinking of these, Fu Nanshan's head suddenly leaned over, suddenly increased the strength of holding me, and his heavy breathing became clear.
My tears drop by drop, in order to be with him, my heart has been full of holes, he was tortured more and more unlike himself.
When I think about this, I feel that I can no longer give him the response he wants.
But I really don't want to push him away, so I feel his every breath quietly, feel the security of being held tightly by him, and I gradually go to sleep.
When I woke up, I didn't know what time it was. I just felt that a ray of sunlight had passed through the gap between the curtains.
I tried my best to open my eyes and saw Fu bao'er sleeping soundly in my arms.
I can clearly remember the feeling of being hugged by Fu Nanshan yesterday, but it disappeared at this time. I quickly turned over and looked for him.
Who knows I just turned around and was crushed by him.
Fu Nanshan's series of actions directly startled me. I called out his name.
Fu Nanshan with a little evil and mischievous smile said: "are you looking for me? Leisurely. I'm here. "
A gentle "I'm here", plus he has been staring at me with the same kind of gentle eyes, to tell you the truth, I'm really moved.
I deliberately looked away: "I just want to make sure you're gone. It doesn't matter whether you're here or not. It's better if you're not here."
Fu Nanshan's eyes have been on me, and did not move away.
"Leisurely, I know you need me. All along, you don't really push me, do you?"
"I need you? Are you kidding me? I can do it alone... "
I haven't finished a word, Fu Nanshan's mouth is blocked in my mouth, with a deep kiss, I can't move at all.
I didn't respond to him, but I didn't push him away.
Fu Nanshan opened his mouth and looked at me. I was a little scared by the sudden "attack". I lay there and didn't say a word.
When he saw that I didn't respond, he directly kissed my neck, and his whole body began to rub against my body.
I suddenly woke up: "Fu Nanshan, don't do this. Bao'er is still sleeping nearby!"
When Fu Nanshan heard me, he didn't stop. Seeing that he was more and more fanatical, I pushed him away from me.
"Fu Nanshan, please respect me. From now on, my body is my own, not what you want."
Seeing that I didn't look very well, Fu Nanshan immediately calmed down from the state just now, and he swallowed his throat.
"Leisurely, I just want to make out with you. I never thought that I didn't respect you. Do you really need to push me away like this?"
I wrapped my body tightly with quilt, thinking that if I love this man again and would like to be with him again, I would never have my own child in my life, and began to sob.
Fu Nanshan came and hugged me: "leisurely, I know that you are suffering in your heart, so it's good for you to let me be by your side all the time. I can't live without you. We don't care about those bad things, as long as we can be together all the time, OK?"
I know that in this relationship, Fu Nanshan is not as mature as I am, but he is more determined than me. Every time something bad happens, I have to push him away countless times. He never said that he would be separated from me.
Even if every time he is too naive, but he never thought of shrinking from this relationship.
I don't know if I can be brave again, but I know that when I can't help being vulnerable and crying in front of him, he already feels that I have given him a chance.
When I raised my tearful eyes and looked at him, from his firm eyes, I saw his heartache.
Fu Nanshan directly hugged me: "leisurely, this time no matter what you say, I will not give up our feelings."
I can't deny it, but my heart gradually turns to him.
Fu Nanshan gently released me, two even angular lips again slowly like my mouth close.
I closed my eyes, too.
But right here, Fu bao'er suddenly woke up. Before he opened his eyes, he called "Auntie Auntie" directly.
I quickly pushed Fu Nanshan away again and turned to appease Fu Baoer.
"Auntie's here, darling."
When Fu bao'er woke up, he saw that I didn't cry, but Fu Nanshan was still in the mood, and his face was not happy.He roared at Fu bao'er: "you are a guy. It's a good time to wake up."
Fu bao'er was always in my arms when he yelled.
"Well, it's interesting for you to argue with a child?"
Fu Nanshan suddenly became serious: "leisurely, have you forgiven me? You won't push me away any more, will you? "
"I didn't say that." I help bao'er dress, and I can't help answering.
"Well, I'm going back to the company. You can do the same."
After listening to me, Fu bao'er became uneasy again: "Auntie, can I still come to see you at night?"
Looking at his pitiful appearance, I really can't bear to refuse him: "if you miss me, honey, I'll pick you up when I get off work in the evening."
Fu bao'er cleverly nodded, but Fu Nanshan was not happy: "you go to pick him up, can you pick me up by the way?"
"No way."
"Then you don't have to pick him up. I'll send him back in the evening, so my parents can rest assured."
"Whatever you want."
I packed my things, took my bag, and went out to the company.
Fu Nanshan and Fu Baoer came out after me. When I turned around and closed the door, I saw a figure in the corner. If I looked carefully, I didn't find anyone.
Thinking that the company has a lot of things to deal with, I think I just read it wrong, didn't care too much, and didn't tell Fu Nanshan, so I separated from them and went to the company alone.
As soon as he came to the company, Simon came to tell me that there was a company coming to talk about cooperation with me today.
As soon as I heard that it was a company I had never heard of, I wanted to refuse it directly, but Simon said that I should not rush to make a conclusion first. He asked me to understand the situation of the other party before making a decision.