Chapter 85 - Confession

"SO YOU'RE SAYING THAT IT WAS MANIPULATED!?" I can't help but to raised my voice. I feel like I was betrayed!

He nodded as we eat out dinner. I don't care if people will see me like a psycho here but I just can't accept that I believed what I've seen.

"It was a long time ago, Raine.. That was before when we had our first break up, didn't you saw my hairstyle there? My hair is longer than my hair now," He said. I think the situation is getting clearer and it makes me stressed more.. Fuck this!

I think I'll be getting a headache.

I massaged my temples while cutting the steak in a rough way. God! I'm so stupid!

"Why didn't you tell me!" Now I feel so much betrayed. I feel like It was Noah's fault.

He looked shocked when he turn his eyes on me. He's about to eat the piece of steak when he stopped. He put the fork on his plate again and face me.

"I'm sorry.." He sighed.

I glared at him to show my frustration. He should've told me, I looked like a stupid girl and the worst was the scenario when I bid my goodbye to him and the words that really came from my heart! God! I'm getting a headache!

"I thought it isn't worth my explanation and I thought you didn't watched the video since you don't follow each other."

I rolled my eyes. His explanation is so stupid.

"She tagged you on her caption, duh!"

His eyes widened. "Oh! That's right! Sorry, my mistake,"

I rolled my eyes again. So this is it? Fuck! Did Dana intentionally do this?

"I-if you don't believe me, then it's my lost.." He looked sad.

I chewed on my last piece while looking at him. I was kind of suspicious at first but since I trust him more than Dana, I've decided to believe in him.

"What are you going to do when I didn't believe you?" I arch a brow.

He looked at me nervously and drink some water on his glass. He seemed like he's about to piss in his pants now. I wanna laugh but I contain it, I must get my revenge.

"O-of course, I'll be very upset," He answered and looked away.

My brows furrowed, "I didn't asked for what will you feel, I asked if what will you do!"

It's kind of different you know! He needs to do something to make me believe him!

"I don't know," He shook his head while looking stressed.

"Why you don't know? You should know," I crossed my arms.

He looked around and went closer to me. We sat on opposite chairs so we can face each other.

"You know how grumpy you are, Raine," He said and chuckled.

I glared at him because of that. He really get into my nerves!

"I'm not grumpy, stupid! You're the one who's grumpy and I don't know what really made you like that," I mocked him.

But I stopped when I saw how his face become serious. I didn't know what made him like that so I just closed my mouth.

He crossed his arms while arching his other brow. He looked like a freakin' girl that caught his boyfriend for fucking cheating!

Damn it. I wanna laugh!

"You're now wondering, huh?" He's now sarcastic!

What's his problem!

"Yes, I am! I don't remember having a debt to you so you could act grumpy in front of me!" I said in a full sarcasm.

I really don't get why he suddenly became like that before. I'm not used to that.

"You don't really get it?" He asked like he thinks that I'm stupid.

The anger runs in my head so I gave him a dark expression. Do I looked like a dumb!?

"So you're even a numb person, huh?" He looked pissed.

Huh! If he's pissed, then I am more annoyed!

Thank God that we finished eating so we could talk for a bit. I rolled my eyes when he just stared at me with those disbelief expression. Duh! How would I know what's behind those psychotic actions of his!

"I got jealous," He suddenly mutter that made me stiffed. He looked away and closed his mouth.

He stared at the table and I didn't help but to cover my mouth with my palm.

Is he serious? Damn. He looked shy!

"If you want to know why, I won't tell you unless you'll figure it out yourself," He shrugged.

He stood up and went to the counter. He payed for our dinner, I can't stop thinking about it and how did he got jealous that day..

I don't remember hitting on guys in front of him. And I don't think he's jealous of..Edward..

I bit my lower lip when I remembered what he said and what he did that day..

We kissed and he mentioned how he he don't like Edward touching me there. He also cried in front of me and the next day he became grumpy..

Oh my God. Don't tell me--

"Let's go," He grabbed my wrist and we walked towards his car.

I was just quiet behind him while connecting everything. I need to be precise unless I would embarrassed myself for assuming things..

"I'll pick you up tomorrow, don't accept any offer from others, especially if they'll just ask me for your address. What a fucking moron." He rolled his eyes while driving.

I wanna laugh again at his reaction. He looked so damn cute when he's doing that.

"Do you understand what I'm saying, miss?" He glanced at me.

I bit my lip to prevent from smiling. He doesn't have to remind me, I'll only look at him and only him..

But I'll just tease him for a bit to ease my disappointment for being stupid.

"I don't recall having an agreement with you Mr. Clark," I arched a brow at him.

He glanced at me again. He looked pretty shocked.

"W-what?"

I crossed my arms and smirked. "I don't think I have to follow your orders,"

"B-but--"

"And I don't have any assurance of you."

He froze and he suddenly pulled the break, caused me to shout in shocked. Fuck! Is he going to kill me now?!

He turn his whole body on me wearing his smile. I was kind of confused of course. I still need to know what he's thinking.

"HEY!" I shouts but he looked like he didn't heard it.

He continued teasing me with those wicked smiles of him so I can't help but to glared at him. He's so damn crazy.

"You probably thinks that I'm crazy now.." He chuckled.

My eyes widened, "Oh my God! How did you know that!?"

He laughed sarcastically so I just pouted.

"You're a bad girl, huh?" He licked the side of his lips. "I know you just want to get your revenge on me, baby..

I swallowed hard. "Of course not! I'm not like that, Noah!"

He caught my eyes so I immediately moved back but I don't have any space since it's a single chair on his shotgun seat.

"Really?" He mocked.

"If you don't believe me then don't! You're senseless!" I rolled my eyes.

He grabbed my wrist and I'm surprised when he pulled it and kissed me on my lips. It was a peck but I was stunned. I can't react to it, it was too sudden!

"Your lips are saying that you want me to court you again," He breathe in close with my lips. I could smell his minty breath.

I blushed when he moved away while still biting his lower lip. His lips looks red and kissable. Damn! It's so soft that I want to kiss him again.

Damn you bitch! You hurt him and you still have the guts to flirt around!

I pouted and looked away. I suddenly felt guilty for fantasizing his lips. My superego was making me more guilty.

"Do you want me to court you again, Raine? You know I can wait for you whatever it takes, even if it mean I'll have to wait forever.." He says in a serious and emotional way.

My heart sank while looking directly in his eyes. He's saying the truth, he's willing to wait for me but I don't want him to wait anymore..

"Please accept me again.. I'll do better, baby. I'll do better.." He looked desperate now.

I shook my head and tears fell down my cheeks now. I was happy hearing him that he's willing to wait for me.. I'm also happy that he everything's clear to me now..

And there's only thing that I want for now..is assurance..

That he's mine and I'm his..

"You don't have to.." I shook my head and disappointment appeared on his face.

The pain was there and I can't even watch him like that so I immediately grabbed his face and pressed my lips on him. He froze for awhile but when I deepened the kiss, he immediately respond to it and kissed me with so much love.

He placed his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him. He groaned when I kissed him deeper while his hands were pressing my waist.

I placed my both arms on his neck to feel his body. I wanted this so much. I wanted to be in his arms, thinking that he's mine. God knows how much I love him..

"I LOVE YOU.." I muttered in between our kisses. He stiffed and I saw how he got goosebumps to that.

I smirked when I pulled away and his mouth were parted in shocked. I smirked and give him a peck kiss for the last time.

"Don't worry, baby. I'll never make you wait any longer. You're mine now," I winked and I saw how he swallowed hard!

I laughed and bit my lip in admiration. He's so cute.

To be continued..