Anyway, Xiaobao is not small now.
Turn on the computer, Su Xiaoyan directly search the name of the Department of Ling Feng, he has been very good. As long as she is willing, in fact, she can quickly find out everything related to him.
A good person's popularity will not be lower than the stars in the entertainment industry.
"This is my father." When Su Xiaobao saw the picture of Bu Lingfeng, he made a conclusion in a direct affirmative tone.
In fact, Xiaobao's appearance and bu Lingfeng's are carved in the same mold. As long as you take an eye, you can see the blood relationship between the two people.
"Yes, this is your father. He is a very good man." Su Xiaoyan reaches out her hand and gently touches the man in the photo. Time seems to have a special preferential treatment for him. He hasn't changed in all these years.
She whispers about Ling Feng with Su Xiaobao. Su Xiaoyan finds that no matter how she ignores these things, no matter how she forgets them, she can't erase the man's status in her heart.
She still remembered everything about him, whatever it was.
Su Xiaobao listened very carefully, so he seemed to want to know all about his father through what she said.
Su Xiaoyan felt sad. No matter how hard she tried, she was in debt to the child!
Because of her selfishness, failed to give him a complete home, this matter seems to have become her heart knot.
"Is dad really so good? Don't you love him, mom? Why not be with him? " After su Xiaoyan finished speaking. Su Xiaobao suddenly asked.
Su Xiaoyan sipped her lips and hesitated for a while before she said, "your father is really excellent. I don't love him, but we are not suitable to be together. There are many things in it, but mom can't tell you. You just need to know that your dad doesn't love you, he just doesn't know you exist. It's mom's selfishness. Mom wants you to be with me, so she didn't tell your dad about your birth. "
"Is that so? Does it mean that my father would be very good to me if he knew about my existence? " Su Xiaobao tilted his head to see her, the bright eyes full of expectations, obviously very concerned about this.
"Of course, Xiaobao is so cute, isn't she?" Su Xiaoyan replied positively.
We won't meet anyway, will we? She doesn't have to hurt the child's heart for unknown things. Since Xiaobao hopes his father likes him so much, she says that she likes him. Anyway, it's not a big deal.
Su Xiaobao gave her a brilliant smile. She lost her front teeth. It was funny and lovely.
Su Xiaoyan looked at the way he ran back to the room happily. She couldn't help laughing and shaking her head. She was relieved. Now she won't ask these questions again, right?
But after a while, Su Xiaobao ran to her with his bag on his back, "Mom, I've thought it over carefully. In fact, you said that he would like me, which may be a lie to me. After all, he doesn't know my existence. You and I have lived here for so long, but he hasn't been here once. Either he can't find us, or he doesn't want to find us You say, I analyze it like this, right
Su Xiaoyan Leng Leng looked at Su Xiaobao, although don't know this little guy gourd inside sell what medicine, but still cooperate with the nod.
"Well, you see, you agree with me. Anyway, he is my father, although he does not know my existence! Mom, I want to go back and have a look at him. I can't recognize him, but I want to see what he looks like. Mom, can you meet my requirements? " Su Xiaobao looked at her expectantly, as if she could cry without nodding her head.
Listen to him say so, Su Xiaoyan direct Leng in there, beat to death she also didn't expect, Su Xiaobao unexpectedly will put forward such request to her.
Take him home? What if I really met Bu Lingfeng? What if the old man knew about his existence?
Moreover, time has passed so long. If Su Xiaobao goes back to see Bu Lingfeng holding other children, he will feel even more lost.
But Su Xiaoyan still feels cruel when she refuses his request. What should she do? There was some hesitation in her mind.
"Mom, why don't you talk?" Su Xiaobao came up to her and asked, "you clearly said that you also love your father. I don't understand why you are not together, but can't I just go back to see him? After looking at him, we'll come back and continue our life. Isn't that ok? " Then his face was obviously lost.
"It's not impossible, mom is afraid." Su Xiaoyan held Su Xiaobao in her arms and sighed, "you and dad look so alike. You will be recognized as soon as you meet. Mom is afraid that your dad will take you away. Mom can't do without you. Xiaobao, let mom think about this matter carefully, OK
"Xiaobao won't leave his mother. Mom, don't be sad. If he really takes Xiaobao away, Xiaobao won't go to see him." After hearing what she said, Su Xiaobao held out her soft hand and hugged her neck. "Mom, don't be afraid. Xiaobao will always be with you. When Xiaobao grows up, he can protect you."Soft and soft voice in Su Xiaoyan's ear keeps saying warm words, her eyes can't help but become warm, the child is too sensible, in fact, it's very sad, isn't it?
Looking at Xiaobao's tender and resolute face, she couldn't help thinking of the man again. Over the years, if you don't want to miss him at all, maybe it's just self deception.
Su Xiaoyan took him to the florist. Han Anran saw the unnatural look on their faces. He came over, squatted down and asked Xiaobao with a smile, "what's the matter? Have you been bullied at school? It doesn't matter. You tell the godmother. The godmother will take revenge for you. "
"No, godmother, don't ask. Mom, I went to do my homework first Xiaobao's mouth was small, and his eyes were also lost.
Han an ran was slightly stupefied for a moment, and the powder fist he waved suddenly stopped.
Looking at Xiaobao's back, she asks Su Xiaoyan suspiciously, "is there something wrong? This is what children of this age need. Don't be impatient with them
Obviously, Han Anran is worried that Su Xiaoyan is criticizing Xiaobao again.
But I'm afraid only their mother and son can understand the pain hidden in their hearts.