Chapter 1227

Su Xiaoyan gave a bitter smile. "I don't think I can give him the care he lacks."

"No, there's me and Xiaobai. Take your time. You can't expect him to grow up overnight, can you? Mischief is inevitable. "

Han Anran said seriously, suddenly thought of something, with a dignified tone said to her, "is it because of him?"

From each other's eyes, Su Xiaoyan knows that she has seen it.

"Children of this age are naughty, but they are also sensitive." Su Xiaoyan doesn't want to mention this topic, but she can't escape the problems in reality. "Xiaobao is very sensible, but the more he is like this, the more I feel that my previous decision was wrong at the beginning."

"What's wrong? Even if you go back to him now, it's not too late. I don't know what you're struggling with." Han Anran began to fiddle with the flowers. When talking to Su Xiaoyan, he was also absent-minded.

After all, all the decisions are made by Su Xiaoyan. She wants to help, but she can't, "if you love, pursue it persistently. If you don't love, don't tangle with the past. You have a defective outlook on life, which is why you are so indecisive."

"So you mean to let me go back?" Su Xiaoyan is really a little confused, eager to have someone to guide her.

Han an ran, listening to her saying this, was interested. He put down the trimmed yellow rose in his hand, looked into her eyes and said seriously, "it's not your word whether you want to go back or not. Don't tell me, you don't want to go back." Then he paused for a moment, and looked at the street outside the window. The tone was deep and deep. "What do women really think of?" and, as a mother, you are not living alone, thinking about it, or giving up something, you will find a new world.

"new world?" Su Xiaoyan murmurs and looks back at Xiaobao, who is sitting in a bunch of flowers and writing her homework.

in fact, Su Xiao Yan can be sure that he has already known the so-called new world.

But is it really fair to him?

……

"Mom, is Xiaobao just good? I've finished my homework. I didn't disturb you and your godmother, did I?"

In the evening on the street, on the sidewalk of pedestrians in a hurry, the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkles on the young face, which is dazzling.

Su Xiaoyan forcefully grasped her small palm and nodded on his delicate nose with a smile, "of course, my little treasure is the best. How about going back to cook a big meal for you right away?"

"Oh! Mom is the best mom in the world Xiaobao cheered the song, but her black eyes were fixed on the food in her hand.

Su Xiaoyan heart slightly sweet, let go of his hand, he picked up, "greedy cat, as long as you like, mother will give you."

"No, what mom likes is what Xiaobao likes." Xiaobao said triumphantly, with a touch of consideration in her perverseness.

But the next second, his smiling eyes, it is gradually emerged a share of sadness.

He quietly leaned on Su Xiaoyan's shoulder, his head rubbing in her hair, as if seeking comfort.

"Mom, do you really hate Dad that much?"

Suddenly in the ear sound, let Su Xiaoyan walking steps, suddenly pause.

Perhaps such a question, Su Xiaoyan himself did not find the answer, so when answering him, even the voice is a little trembling, "no, it's not right, it's just that things are very complicated, it's difficult for us to get together."

Su Xiaoyan said, her heart also gushed sad, so quickly cheer up, said to Xiaobao with a smile, "but I have Xiaobao is enough, Xiaobao can protect my mother's man."

They are facing the sunset, along the way home, walking slowly. Xiao Bao didn't speak. He leaned on her shoulder and held her neck tighter.

Don't know how long, Xiaobao suddenly and gently whispered, "Mom, but I really will miss him."

Su Xiaoyan's heart suddenly broke, and all her strength fell apart.

As a mother, she can give him everything, even life.

But what should she say to that man, the "he" in Xiaobao's mouth?!

Holding back her tears and staring at strange and confused eyes, Su Xiaoyan can only hold her son tightly and speed up her pace silently.

Turn around the last corner, in front of which is the place she used to escape all these years.

But without waiting for them to hide, the cell phone rang.

The telephone is Bai Si Chen to call, listen to the voice seem to have no happy thing to happen.

"Hello, Xiaoyan, where are you now?"

I put down Xiaobao in my arms and listened to him finish, which barely restrained my mood at the moment, "I bought a la carte, ready to go home to cook. What's the matter? Call me at this time? "Bai sichen seems to have been asked by her, hesitated for a long time, and then said on the phone, "something has happened. The news just came from China, your brother Su Xiaocheng suddenly fainted. The doctor said it was a serious genetic heart disease, I'm afraid..."

"Inherited heart disease?" Su Xiaoyan's heart was suddenly drowned by complex emotions, but then a strong doubt rose, "is it a means to ask for money again? You can tell him, unless he's not born to his parents, don't play with me! Hereditary heart disease, how can I not know that my family has such a history! "

"No, don't get excited. It's true. Believe it or not, I've got the exact diagnosis from his doctor."

White temple Chen sees her a little excited, quickly explained.

Su Xiaoyan's heart sank, and she was shocked. It was not because of Su Xiaocheng's illness, but because Bai sichen had been so attentive to everything about her over the years.

"I see. So he, is he OK now?" Calm down for a while, a wave of worry, and then rush to the heart.

There is a burst of silence on the other side of the phone. Bai sichen seems to be making a difficult decision. "Otherwise, for the sake of his illness, you can go back to see him. After all, he is your only relative now. Don't leave regrets in your life because you are stubborn for a moment, OK? "

"I want to be alone first." Su Xiaoyan said with no pain and no itch. She even admired herself. Under such circumstances, she could keep so calm.