instant,

When all the light and shadow fall in, you can also see some fine dust floating in the air floating in the light.

The man was slender against the light.

The door shook heavily twice, and then fell weakly to the ground with a loud bang.

Then came his low voice: "sorry, forgive me."

The dark and deep eyes of the young man reflected the scenes of the room, passing the bottles of medicine placed on the table, the syringes and notebooks placed next to him, and finally fixed on the girl.

His eyes were cold inch by inch, like the whirlpool of a snowstorm, not half warm, with a cold to the bone.

Like the moment when the stars go out, they fall into the boundless darkness.

The sharp pain of the heart at that moment,

It was the most painful moment of Si Jin's life.

Dyed white put her fingertips beside her and tapped twice.

Violent break.

To her surprise.

The most important thing is

Now the scene can't be explained.

"Why do you want to hide it from me?" Si Jin approached step by step. His voice was very low. He forced himself to restrain his towering anger and heartache, as well as imperceptible hesitation. He seemed to cry blood word by word.

Ran Bai could detect the anger of the teenager under the calm surface. She simply leaned aside and said calmly and rationally: "what are you thinking? I'm just making medicine. You know I'm very interested in this aspect. Is there a problem?"

"Interested?" Si Jin laughed, a little sad and cold. He reached out and clasped the girl's wrist, clenched his fingertips and bit his teeth: "do you need to take yourself as an experimental body? Do you want to take yourself to test the medicine!"

He knows that there is a taboo method in the world, called drug test, which trades an experimental body for thousands of times of information.

But he never thought that this method would be put on dyed white.

At the moment, the young man is like a desperate beast coming out of the abyss, or a young blood stained lone wolf. They are all stained with the smell of darkness and madness, but they are also confused and confused.

Ranbai couldn't tell him clearly about it. She simply looked directly into his eyes, "your people are mine, and your life is mine. Why should you die without my permission? What's the matter with the medicine? I want to save you is my own business. What qualifications do you have to say?"

"I don't need it!" in the dark room, the boy sent out a low whimper from his throat. He seemed to be on the verge of collapse. As long as any subtle and easy action could completely break his last tight string.

This was the first time Si Jin lost his temper in front of dye Bai.

It's also the first time ranbai sees the young man's anger. It's gloomy, as if it can break all reason.

In the eyes of dyed white,

Si Jin's face was expressionless, but the bottom of his eyes was red, like stained with a thin layer of blood. Then he directly violently overthrew the potions placed on the wooden frame next to him. Without hesitation, he fell to the ground quickly, leaving only a residual shadow.

then,

The glass smashed heavily on the ground, making a crisp and broken sound.

The ground was full of flowing medicine, as well as splashing scattered glass residues and fragments.

Overwhelmed and fragmented.

At that moment, the voice was sharp and distorted, and the pricking person's eardrum was painful, like ringing in his heart.

It seems that the sounds of the world are plundered by the fragmented loud noise at the moment, and the empty quiet room is only filled with one sound, and then it continues to linger in the dead atmosphere.

That's too fast,

It's fast enough to dye white without any action.

Si Jin simply knocked over everything on the stage and opened the curtain.

It's a mess.

"My life is my own. Why should you care about me?" he smiled sarcastically and said, "do you think I'm doing this because of you? I tell you, even without you, I'll still make that decision!"

His pale hands tore up the notes recording all the experimental information.

The sky was filled with fragments of paper, like countless petals falling, blurring his face.

The boy's hoarse voice seemed to echo in the dead room, recalling it again and again.

"Are you crazy?" dye's white pupil shrinks and reaches out to clasp the boy's thin wrist.

He breathed slightly disorderly, his face was pale, but he stood there motionless, lowered his eyes, covered his eyes with messy black broken hair, stared at the girl coldly, clasped his hand, and faintly saw the new wound scar from the extension of red sleeves.

"Are you crazy or am I crazy?" for a long time, Si Jincai opened his mouth gently.

The slender boy slowly raised his eyes. His always deep eyes were like a broken lake, with a little sarcastic and light sarcastic smile and deep self disgust.

He seems to be laughing, not like.

"Bai," he said, "if I exist, I just want to make you bear a burden and make you suffer."

His expression was cold, and then he slowly stretched out his hand. It was so cold that there was almost no temperature at his fingertips. Little by little, he broke off the girl and clasped his fingers until he took off his hand and couldn't hang down in the air.

"I'd rather I never showed up in your life," he whispered. "Or just die."

Ran Bai lowered her eyes and stared at her broken hand. Her eyes didn't blink and didn't speak.

In an atmosphere of silence and suffocation.

Si Jin stepped back slowly. He didn't dare to see ranbai again. He just looked away, almost embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper."

then,

He turned and left in silence. His back was cold like a mountain and desolate.

It seemed that the color that had always been frightening disappeared with the extinguished light at the bottom of his eyes.

The boy has just taken two steps,

It had been clamped down, and the voice behind him was still that one. As long as he opened his mouth, he could make all his senses run out and collapse into an army.

She whispered: "... Believe me, I will find a way. I can't..."

The boy suddenly turned around. He held the girl in his arms, pressed the girl's back with one hand, and buried the girl's face in his chest.

Si Jin closed his eyes and felt the temperature in his arms.

This man is in his arms, real existence.

Nothing can make him understand what he really wants more than this.

Before ranbai said anything, she was held in her arms by the young man. She was silent for a while.

long time,

Si Jincai said in a low voice, "but you don't know what I want."

You have no idea.

I don't know anything.

Health

Still dead.

He doesn't care.

The only thing he cares about,

Is now in his arms.

But it was because of him that the girl was hurt. What's the meaning of his existence?

It doesn't make any sense.

"Don't try, it's useless." the young man looked pale. "It's my own business and my own reason. It has nothing to do with the outside world and is not based on any reason."

"There is no medicine to solve its own existence."

Si Jin didn't lie,

Lead the dream back,

Since ancient times,

It's a dead end.