"Promise me not to continue?" Si Jin closed his eyes and put his cold jaw on the girl's shoulder. He couldn't afford to see such a picture again for the second time.
That pain,
He really can't afford it.
It'll go crazy.
Really going crazy.
Ranbai didn't speak. She couldn't answer Si Jin's question.
As long as there is a glimmer of hope, she doesn't want to give up. It's just a test. What's difficult?
Even if it's impossible,
She still can't give up.
It just hurts a little,
It doesn't matter,
What she can bear most is pain.
What you think, what you get.
"It can't be without results... It's impossible, how can it be." the girl's eyes are morbid and paranoid inch by inch, without any focus, but whispered repeatedly for countless times, almost stunned, "it's impossible... You believe me, I will be able to cure you. There are no people I can't stay in this world, right..."
But the next second, she suddenly heard the boy gently spit out a word.
A sentence made up of simple words.
But made her stiff in an instant.
"Count me... Please." Si Jin's voice was very low, as if he had suppressed all his emotions. He pressed the anger, sadness and hesitation in the deepest part of his heart, leaving only the helpless lowliness, word by word, as if it had been wiped from the tip of a bloody knife.
When devout believers face the gods,
That's all.
Dyed white raised his fingertips and stopped in the air. The cold suddenly rose and swept through his body.
The fear after the rage, like the last straw, almost destroyed all Si Jin's reason at that moment.
"This is the first time I beg you, will you?"
He is as proud as Si Jin. He is so arrogant, lonely and lonely young genius. He has always been alone and doesn't care about world affairs. He is a young and proud man. His sword is far from the edge, and he is still self-centered.
Nine times out of ten, he is lonely and arrogant.
Such existence,
Even Si Jin himself never thought that one day he would use the most humble tone of his life to suppress all his pride and conceit and ask for someone.
In the long silence,
Si Jin's hand hanging on his side could not control the grip of his strength, and his knuckles stretched out a terrible white.
It's like waiting for death.
"... OK." no matter what else, no matter what time, ranbai has never been able to refuse Si Jin like this.
In the dark room, a corner of the dark curtain was blown open by the wind, and a faint light fell in.
The young girls embraced each other, and their clothes were entangled together and separated in an instant.
The air seems to carry a faint cold fragrance.
Since the last promise,
Si Jin looked at her for almost 24 hours,
Even when you sleep at night,
Will hold her uneasily, like holding the last redemption.
Dyed white has no time to get out, nor can she get out.
Because of the deep-rooted wounds caused by the drug test, Si Jin also used good medicine to keep him well at all costs.
"Why, little brother, are you afraid you won't want to monitor me all day?" ran Bai turned around and looked at the boy with a smile.
Si Jin Qingqian said, "if you can."
Ran Bai tutted. She glanced at the tall young figure in front of her, winked at him, then stretched out her hand to hold his shoulder and pushed him to the wall next to him.
She put her forehead against him, pressed her left hand on the boy's shoulder and supported the wall with the other hand, completing a perfect wall Dong.
Si Jin's expression remained unchanged, but his eyes were slightly dark.
"Still want to put a monitor on me?" ran Bai leaned over and asked him with a slight hook on her lips.
"It won't." Si Jinwei looked down and answered in a light voice.
"HMM." ranbai answered lazily, and then kissed the boy in the corner. The voice line was evil: "after all, you are in my heart, better than all listeners."
When she speaks, she is very serious. She is not flirting, but stating the facts.
Si Jin looked at the provocative guy in front of him. He pulled off his thin lips slightly. His light and beautiful eyebrows and eyes were not in any mood. His slender white fingers slightly clasped the girl's shoulder. His eyes were dark and deep. He fell on the girl's lips with a soft breath in the cool and thin, and a slow and reasonable deep kiss.
Dyed white narrowed her eyes. The only idea was that this man's kissing skills were really good.
It leads to the later stage of reverse phagocytosis and infiltrates into the bone marrow.
Even the medicine of restraint has no effect.
What's more, the drug is three toxic. Taking so much before will only turn into side effects now.
At first, it was just the pain that spread to the heart and the whole body. From time to time, I would feel a rolling colic in my heart.
Every time the sting disappears, it's like a person on the verge of death was saved by someone with only one last breath. That feeling is indescribable.
Is slowly suffocating, the whole body is like being frozen in ice.
That's it.
Even breathing can become a valuable thing.
And recently,
There will be no reason to cough violently, tearing the heart and lungs, and even cough bleeding;
It will also be cold and hot. When it is cold, the whole person is like falling into an ice cave, like in the ice and snow in the cold winter.
When it's hot, it's like being burned in the fire, or exposed to the strongest sun in the midsummer afternoon
Ranbai asked Si Jin,
You don't regret it.
After all, if I had insisted on the drug test
There are results.
Even if reality is impossible.
But Si Jin always answered with a smile.
No regret.
Ranbai doesn't know what Si Jin thinks and doesn't ask again.
Si Jin just looked at the girl and smiled,
Regret?
How can you regret it?
Like this,
He wants it.
The dark curtains in the room are half hidden, leaving only a small part of the sun shining in from the outside.
"Ah Jin, wake up." ran Bai silently looked at the pale and sleepy boy lying in bed for a long time, then stretched out his hand and gently shook Si Jin, pulled the corners of his lips far fetched, and his voice was very light: "you have been sleeping for a long time, and the afternoon has passed."
"You see, the sun is about to set." ran Bai stretched out her finger and pointed to the bloody setting sun outside the window. Half of the sky was red. The afterglow of the sunset was warm and lonely, shrouding the girl's figure. She whispered: "it will be night soon. You'll have to sleep at that time..."
The sound in my ear fell on my ear, like it came from a very distant place. It was vague, but it was like raindrops dripping from the eaves after the rain, crashing to the ground. Finally, it gathered into a small handful of clear water and made a subtle sound of "tick, tick...".
Either way, it's like the best lullaby in the world.
The eyelids seem to weigh a thousand kilograms. You can't open them. Your whole body is like being pressed by a heavy stone. You don't even have the strength to move your fingertips. Just like this... Sleep all the time.
But no,
He can't just leave his girl alone.
Si Jin opened his eyes with difficulty. His sight was still a little blurred. There was a dark double shadow in front of him. The figure overlapped and swayed constantly
"Will you sleep again, just for a while..." mostly because he was often sleepy, his words were a little hoarse, but they still sounded good. He stretched out his hand and hugged the girl with great effort.
Dyed white lightly pursed her lower lip, and her eyes were as obscure as thick ink that could not be melted. She could get used to him almost everything except this, but this one couldn't.
"No more sleep." ranbai whispered and coaxed him patiently: "rest at night. If you do, you won't be able to accompany me for another day."
Si Jin's pale thin lips barely aroused a smile. The language pressure was very light, "listen to you, then don't sleep."
The slender boy leaned against the dyed white shoulder. The window of the room was opened by the dyed white, and the cool wind with autumn came in, which made people feel clear.
Recently, I have been drowsy every day, and my consciousness is becoming more and more unconscious. It seems that the whole person is constantly falling, falling, until he is pulled into the deep sea and falls into the abyss. Twenty four hours a day, almost less than two or three hours awake. The rest of the time is spent either in drowsiness or in drowsiness.