"Brother in law, I, I don't want to." I held back my tears and didn't make myself cry.
He was laughing and scraping my nose. He pulled me into his arms again. It's been a long time.
I am greedy breathing the smell of him. It hasn't changed at all, but why is the heartbeat so heavy?
I looked up at his chin, clear lines. It's beautiful. I can't get out of this sight.
For a long time, he said. "I've been worried about you lately. I haven't left me for more than two years. I'm really worried about your bad life outside. "
I said with tears and a smile. "Really, my brother-in-law is fine. I'm full and warm. Most of all, no one dares to bully me now. I'm the boss at school. "
He laughed, "well. That's good. Let's go. I'll show you around. Where do you want to go? "
He held his hand tightly. As if I could run in the blink of an eye, I said with a satisfied smile. "You can go anywhere." As long as you're there.
Zhuo Feng took me to many places aimlessly, we walked and stopped. Finally, we stood at the gate of the cinema, looking up at the huge electronic display.
I looked at the name of the movie with a smile. Guess which one my brother-in-law will take me to.
In the end, he chose a romantic and literary film. In fact, I really wanted to see the next sci-fi film. My brother-in-law looked down at me after buying the ticket, and then took me back to change the ticket. It was a sci-fi film.
I hugged him with a smile, and he laughed and said to me, "I know you like to watch science fiction movies, and I'll watch art movies next time."
And next time, I'm glad.
He bought popcorn and coke, and we went in together with two buckets. We made a table, and the two people were side by side. This is the double row seat for lovers, lying behind us, comfortable as if we were in our own bed.
He put down the popcorn, took out the phone to have a look, chose to turn off, habitually took my hand.
I occasionally secretly look at him, he looked very seriously, had no effect on my eyes.
After a movie, I don't know how many times I peeked at him, but I didn't understand the content of the movie.
When we get out, it'll be dark.
He didn't want to go back, so he took me to have a cold drink.
He bought two barrels of the biggest ice cream and sent them to me. "Eat less, eat slowly. It's too cold. It's not good to eat too much."
I promised, but I still greedy a big spoon a big spoon to eat, occasionally spoon to his mouth, he hesitated, but still open his mouth to eat, followed by covering his mouth, frown, for a long time to say to me, "too cold, eat less."
He told me to eat less, but he didn't stop me.
"Do you want any more?"
I shook my head with a smile, "don't eat brother-in-law, you should go back?"
He shook his head and looked down at the time. "It's still early. I'll be with you for a while."
It's midnight.
He took me to the door of Gu Chengfeng's house, Chin Yang Yang, "go in, Gu Chengfeng is waiting for you on the second floor."
Today's brother-in-law is not quite right. I don't think he came to me specially, but more like he had to accompany me to make time. But such a rare time alone I cherish, can't break the last trace of good, after all, he will be Li missing husband.
"Brother in law, I'm in. Go home early."
I reminded him.
He nodded and stood still.
I turned to go inside, went out two steps, looked back at him, he stood still, watched me leave.
I'm a little reluctant.
Turn around and go inside again, go out two steps, continue to look back at him, he still stood in the same place, did not move.
I'm even more reluctant.
So, when my hand touched the handle of the door, I thought, if he doesn't go, I'll hold him and don't ask him to go.
Looking back, he's gone.
I lost breath, around the inspection for a long time, if really did not have his shadow, thoroughly, I die to go back.
No, he said to me on the other side, in some dark places, "what are you looking at? Go in
My not give up in an instant into all the strength, running towards him.
The moment I jumped into his arms, I felt like I had the world.
He also stopped and hugged me, and I could feel his chin on my forehead.
"Brother in law! I... "
What can I do for you?
My desire, my strong yearning, grows out in such a long night.
I long for him to stay or take me away.
"Brother in law, I, I Stay with me for a while. I haven't seen you for a long time. I know you are very busy at home and usually have to work, but I'm very sensible. I won't disturb you. Just go in and sit with me, OK
I will face buried in his arms, listening to his heartbeat, how so chaotic? I stick it tightly and don't want him to run away.But he said, "go in and stop it. You'll be there when you're engaged the day after tomorrow, and I'll pick you up then. "
I cried all night.
Gu Chengfeng sat on the balcony all night.
In the morning, I stared at two red and swollen eyes, and Gu Chengfeng stood in front of me with steaming milk, like a treasure.
"Gu Chengfeng, I'm not in the mood to drink. Drink it yourself."
Oh, he didn't drink. After he put it down, he took me downstairs and tugged my hand, which made me extremely unnatural. How can I resent someone tugging my hand now?
I threw his hand away. "Don't touch me. I'm in a bad mood."
He stood still. I came down to hear his footsteps. Looking back at him, he looked very pale.
I know I was wrong just now. No matter how bad I was, I shouldn't bring such a mood to him. "Sorry, I didn't mean it. I just I'm just so sad. " I sucked my nose, but I still want to cry. I don't think I've ever cried like this in my life. I really feel bad in my heart.
Brother in law, he will be the husband of others in the future. What about me? I was dragged by him when I was away. I'm afraid I can't escape in my life.
"Drow, how do you like him?"
I shook my head. "Maybe not. I don't know. I just think I don't know. Who knows
He sat opposite me, inhaled, bowed his head and didn't know what he was thinking. After a long silence, he suddenly asked me, "Zhuo Er, you should face the reality. Zhuo Feng and you are always not suitable. You can't get close to Zhuo's family. How can you marry him?"
I know. I know everything.
I had a chance to stay because Xu Jiaojiao wanted me to be a surrogate. I also left the mountain because of surrogacy. I always knew that I was a surrogate tool. Only after I knew Zhuo Feng did I know that I had other uses. It made me very proud to be the normal person he was worried about. But I never knew that I was a surrogate tool He's nothing. I don't even deserve to go into his inner world.
I'm very helpless and I feel very disappointed. I've thought of countless ways to be the other half of him, but I