I disheartened wipe off the face and shed tears, choked to him, said, "Gu Chengfeng. I'm just very sad. I've been lovelorn before I fell in love. I'm so sad that I'm not allowed to cry? "
I lay on the table crying very loud, the more it makes me sad.
I don't know when he will come to me. Tap me on the shoulder and say nothing. I looked up at him. That look seems more sad than me.
I sobbed at him and asked him. "What are you doing? I'm just, I'm just sad. I wish I had cried. Why are you upset? "
He said to me, "I see you're sad, I'm sad."
“……”
I looked into his eyes for a long time, and always felt that there was something beautiful in those blue eyes. But I never really found out. At this time, there was only my shadow in my eyes, which looked like a pug who was missing his master and was angry.
For a long time. I got up from him and didn't want to see him again. This kind of him is not sunny at all. It's even more sad to see him. "Let's go to school!"
"Yes
I didn't notice the lost expression and more sad look on his face. I didn't notice that he would appear more in my later life. Will make him the future.
One day after the class, I didn't wait for Gu Chengfeng's car at the school gate, but groups of students stopped me.
"Where are you going?" I asked them.
Annie, the leader, looked me over and asked me, "you don't look like a child of a rich family. It's embarrassing to be your roommate. Now I have to treat you as a friend. But who said you were my classmate? My family is open and prone. I called my classmate. Would you like to come with me? "
Annie always talks like this. I'm used to it. I know she doesn't mean any harm, but she's straight. But I'm not in the mood, so I want to refuse.
She snorted at me. The boss said unwillingly, "I knew you wouldn't give me face. I invited you. It's not interesting that you want to refuse."
The cuckoo standing beside her sneered, "Zhuo Er, Annie thinks highly of you. If you don't go, you are wrong."
Another girl named Li Yan said, "Zhuo Er, Annie's family is very big and lively. You never come with us. It's good to come out occasionally. Let's go!"
What she said was like a human saying.
But I'm still hesitating.
Annie was so anxious that she came up and tugged at me. "Come on, I've invited you so much. It's not interesting for you to refuse me. It's hard for me to say good things for you at school."
On?
I wish she didn't speak ill of me behind my back, but also said good things for me?
I doubt it.
Cuckoo is full of love, also came up to grab my hand, "let's go, let's go, how can we invite you, how can we have such a big face?"
Li Yan looked at me with a smile and said nothing. Her eyes were just like a gorgeous rainbow. She couldn't move her eyes. I didn't have the courage to refuse.
"Well, I'll go, but I don't have any clothes for the party. I'll just go in my school uniform, OK?"
In fact, I have a lot of them. My brother-in-law buys them to me every time he goes out, almost one for a month. But I'm never willing to wear them, and I can't put them on. I sleep in the cupboard. I always feel that those clothes are given to me by my brother-in-law and should be worn on his occasions.
Annie shook her head magnanimously. "I don't dislike you. Let's go. I have clothes for you to wear. Go. The time is just right."
A few of us got into the extended luxury car of Annie's family and started to be busy.
They speak very fast, occasionally pop out a few words of English, laughing noisily.
I reluctantly fit in and sat quietly with Li Yan, looking at each other and not talking.
When the car arrived at Annie's house, the excitement stopped temporarily.
Annie and them got out of the car and ran home.
Li Yan took me and walked slowly. She turned to me and said, "this is the old house of Annie's family. It's a little old, but it looks good. I heard that the Zhuo family also has many old houses in the city, right? "
I don't know. I'm not the Zhuo family, and I haven't been there.
I laughed and didn't answer.
She added, "the Zhuo family is so famous in the city. They are rich and powerful. They are famous both at home and abroad. Must the Zhuo family be very complicated? No wonder no one ever knew that the Zhuo family had a daughter. It's really strange. "
On?
Not many people know about me. Why does she say that?
I took a curious look at her.
She laughed and explained, "I'm just curious. If you're not happy, I won't mention it. In fact, I don't know much about my classmates in my class. My Putonghua is not good, and few people communicate with me."
It's really bad. Her words are very slow. It will take me a long time to recognize what she means.It seems that her father is Korean and her mother is Chinese, but half of her mother is Korean.
Her mother tongue is Korean. Besides Korean, she can speak Putonghua, which is difficult to understand. She said that her family is in China, but she still can't learn Putonghua.
She is very embarrassed to smile at me, "Mandarin is too difficult to learn."
That's true. I feel proud that I can speak Mandarin.
I gave her a happy smile and opened my voice. "Yes, Mandarin is hard to learn, and I can't understand what you say. But you can also speak English, even though my brother-in-law My brother said that my English is Chinglish, ha ha... "
I opened my mouth in embarrassment and laughed. I almost let it slip.
She also looked at me awkwardly, looking at me for a while, smiling and nodding.
Annie is calling us inside. We're going inside now.
Annie's family is really big, but not as big as Gu Chengfeng's.
It's a simple banquet. In fact, a lot of people came. In addition to our classmates, there are also many people of the same age. Children of the same age always have endless topics to talk about when they are together. The group laughs and makes a lot of noise. It's just like frying the pan.
Drinks, drinks, all kinds of snacks, desserts and fruits.
I've seen such scenes countless times, but I rarely see them with people my age.
Once upon a time, my brother-in-law often took me out, but I sat in the corner eating and drinking, and I didn't know anyone. Only occasionally my brother-in-law came to see me.
This time, I'm still sitting in the corner, holding juice, watching them walk by in groups, but I stay away.
Maybe, as Gu Chengfeng said, I'm a fool who doesn't fit in with others!
Unexpectedly, Gu Chengfeng also came.
He was holding a woman beside him. I recognized it after several eyes. Is that Gao coco?