Other things in my brother's mouth are the feelings I said.
There are feelings between Gu Chengfeng and me, and they are all nondescript feelings.
I know that we will not be accepted by the secular world. There will be various problems. Cause we can't be together. That's why Zhuofeng won't start.
But this is not self deception. Can you erase everything without starting?
"Brother, I think it's better to calm down first, OK? If you don't agree. I've always lived in school. " Even if it's a holiday, I don't want to go anywhere. Now I know how good the dormitory is.
My brother sighed for a long time. A nod. I picked up my schoolbag and said, "let's go. Go back. You took all your salutes, eh No, I'll go back first. "
My brother's house is a six story house. There are elevators and various facilities inside. The first floor is the reception hall. When he works, he likes to be on the first floor, and then the third floor is the residence. A total of more than 30 rooms, each with its own bathroom. So the people here will not disturb each other.
He gave me a map after telling me, "I'm afraid you'll lose it. Just ask someone to draw a picture. If you don't understand, just ask anyone. It's safe here. You need a password to get in from the third floor. Some places are inaccessible to outsiders. You are on the fifth floor. I'm next door to you, but I seldom come back. I have three casinos and six clubs. Now it's the peak season. I'm very busy. I guess you will rarely see me. "
I put the map in my schoolbag and asked him, "brother, what do you do with all that money? Is it enough to spend?"
The elder brother grabbed the back of his head and said, "no, I have to buy you better houses and clothes. I know that your women's things are expensive, especially bags. They are valuable. But I can afford them. You can change them if you want, hehe If you're hungry, just call. Someone answers in front of you. I'm on duty 24 hours a day. I'm in a mess here. In fact, it's all in order. Don't be too formal. Besides, I asked someone to cook barbecue in the kitchen. If you want to eat, you have to say in advance. Don't wait for a long time. Haha... "
I was moved to look at him and chuckled, "brother, do you think I'm the emperor?"
"Well, it's my little princess. Go away. You can stay there. There's a computer and a cinema over there. You can play whatever you want. Just don't go out. If you want to go out, there's a car downstairs. Anyone can take you there. I have something else to do. There's a dinner outside. I can't accompany you."
Brother is very embarrassed to scratch the head, a face of embarrassment and worry.
I pushed him repeatedly before I told him to leave.
Before long, the door was knocked.
It's Sean.
I haven't seen Sean for a long time. He's changed a lot. He took off his glasses and changed his suit. He's less rustic and looks smart. He laughed at me and showed me what he was holding.
"Brother said that you would be bored here. He asked me to come and see you when I have time. By the way, I apologized to you. I bought some snacks and books. Let's go to the cinema together."
Sean's character has changed a lot. I like him now.
It's like me a long time ago. I used to be sad and not happy all day, but now I feel that I can be happy with many things for a long time.
"There's no place to go at the weekend. Let's go to the movies and come in."
From the balcony at the back of my room, I can get to the small film screening hall on the third floor.
There are three kinds of places, one can accommodate more than 20 people, one can accommodate five or six people, and the other can accommodate two people.
Sean said to go to five or six people's Zhongfang, can show open.
After going in, he went to the seat in front of the soup. Then he took the snacks apart and handed them to me, but he didn't eat them.
Movies are only released in major cinemas. I'm very interested in these popcorn movies. It's just a bustle to see them.
For nearly three hours in a row, I felt tired after watching it.
Sean turned on the light, didn't rush to go, and suddenly asked me, "really decided?"
I was stunned for a moment. Before I could chew the popcorn in my mouth, I stopped and said to him, "well, it's decided. I'm fine here."
"No matter how good it is, it's not a place you like. Just like at the beginning, I really envied it. I always wanted to stay here. I didn't agree. I said that I was afraid that I would learn badly. At that time, I didn't have such a systematic plan. There were so many people, so it was really bad. But now that I have my own house, car and work, I know that no matter how good it is, it's not as good as my own home."
Does he say that Zhuofeng is my home?
"But it's just a hotel, not my home."
Sean sat up, looked at me askance, laughed, raised his chin and asked, "well, is that where you want to live?"
I was speechless.
He continued, "that person is your concern. Can you just leave if you want? Where is the heart? It's tied. You've gone, but the soul hasn't gone. "I swallowed the popcorn in my mouth and took a deep breath. This problem is like a Li Jian stuck in my heart forever.
"Sean, do you think I'm doing the right thing?"
"I don't know. I can't say right or wrong about you. I know you're not happy now. There's no soul left."
My soul is there, and I say, "I'm not that serious."
"Well, what did you see just now? What did the movie say?"
When I was stunned, I looked up in a daze. In the movie
I'm flustered. I'm really flustered.
"Your illness is like the collapse of the sky. Zhuo Feng was in a company meeting at that time. He went to your school like crazy and put down all the things on hand. He didn't come back all night."
I know. I know everything. No matter how high fever I am confused, I also know that he is always there, I can feel it.
But do I have to accept it?
This time I went back, can we still be like before, I really don't understand, clearly know we can't, why must we continue to entangle?
It took me five years to figure it out, but he didn't understand?
"Drow, you think so much. In fact, sometimes you don't have to live so clearly. You can be together. Why care so much. What's more, the situation is special now. After Zhuofeng's bankruptcy, many places are not as good as before. If we change to the past, I think he will be desperate to be with you. His parents and family and Zhuofeng group are not as good as love. Ha ha Now there's nothing he can do
What can't be done? What Sean doesn't understand is that Zhuofeng has always cared about his family and Zhuofeng group.
"Drow, call him back when you have time. He's not very well now, really."
I was stunned for a moment, and my heart was shaking. But behind the sadness and sadness, my reason was reminding me that my brother and Sean were my lobbyists. Zhuo Feng did all this.
What is his purpose?
Do you want me to go back and continue our unclear relationship?
I don't want it!