Sean has been working in Lu Shao's company. He said it was arranged by my brother. Recently, the company has a lot of business to do. It's a new project. But there are not enough people. The thought that he wanted to go stopped.
He didn't finish university and chose to go out for employment. He said, people. We should take things as they are and not care about right and wrong. Anyway, he can make money now. It's the same whether he goes to college or not. But he told me to continue to study at ease, can only be a contradictory person.
After Sean left. I didn't leave the cinema and watched the movie I had seen before, but I was still absent-minded. I watched it three times, but I didn't understand the movie.
That night. Annie contacted me.
"Drow, I miss you, really."
I choked. Holding the phone, I don't know what to say. Annie is my best friend. We have been separated for so long, and I have a lot to say to her. But now I can't say a word, just holding the phone crying out of breath.
Annie's mouth is still nagging like a knife. She said a lot of new things about her abroad, she said. "I used to like small animals. I thought they were so cute. It's good now. Seeing small animals all day and seeing such lovely little guys killing for food scared me to have a nightmare for a long time. But now I've adapted to the environment here. I'm not sick, I don't have any discomfort, and I've become a lot black. I just miss you very much. Zhuo Er, how are you and Zhuo Ge? "
Annie's question made me sad like an open sluice. When it was completely released, I cried.
Annie listened to me quietly over there. After that, she said to me, "drow, it's really not successful. Let's go. It's good to go far away and avoid. Ah, in fact, sometimes I just don't understand. Do you say that people in China are all in a hurry, and other people have to take care of their family affairs? How good you are with Zhuo Ge, it's really good to be together, but you have to care about those messy things, such as age, family, and love? You're not really brothers and sisters by blood. I don't know what else you care about. Ah? Drow, isn't it the same for you to transfer your account to your brother? "
I shook my head, "Zhuo Feng won't agree, and Zhuo's family won't agree. The Hukou book is with me. But once any of us show up to deal with the Hukou problem, we will be watched by Zhuo's family. Before Zhuo Han stole the hukou, I have been arrested and locked up for many days. Zhuo Feng is very angry, but it's his family and his parents after all. Do you want to scold him? When I heard that Zhuo Feng's father was seriously ill, how can I force anything? If Zhuo Feng's father had an accident because of this, wouldn't it be worse for us? "
Annie sighed, "Zhuo Er, I don't understand. I haven't been in love. I can't understand what it's like to be in love, but it's hard for you and Zhuo to know. Hey But Zhuo Er, have you ever thought about it? You just left. Zhuo Ge was really chased by the teacher. Do you regret it? "
I shook my head firmly, "no regret, I have decided to leave him, I will not look back, Zhuo Feng's life has not included me, he always reminds me to forget him, from the beginning to the end he is planning for us to separate, why should I pester him? Annie, I, I'm just very sad. "
I poured out my discontent and grief to Annie like garbage.
Annie was still persuading me at first, then sighing and angry with me, and crying with me. She wanted to come to me by plane immediately.
I just stopped crying and comforted her. I'm fine.
Annie choked and asked me, "you don't trust me. I'm just a real friend of yours. I don't want anything to happen to you."
"Annie, I wish I had cried. Really, don't worry."
I don't want her to worry too much. I've decided that I won't tell her these things in the future. Even if I do, I'll say happy things.
Hung up the phone, I squatted in the corner and continued to cry for a long time, it seems that the wound in my heart is the open gate, the water running out of it all turned into tears, how can not flow dry.
In the evening, my brother came back, drunk and carried on his back, and then fell asleep.
I lay in a strange bed, not sleepy at all.
I spent the weekend in bed like this. On Monday, my brother asked his subordinates to send me to school and jumped out of the car. I looked at the huge school gate and felt complicated.
I used to be proud of my academic achievements, which have already become the past. At this time, I have become a bad student who often asks for leave and absenteeism.
Some subjects have never been opened, notes are also scattered, I do not even know what I do in school.
Once I thought, as long as there is Zhuo Feng in the place, I will exist, do not ask the original, do not calculate the consequences and future.
But now, I clearly realize that I am a person who has never had my own ideas and ideals.
Without Zhuofeng, I'm like a fly that has lost its head. It bumps around, waiting for me to die.
I think, I should do something for myself!
For the first time, I took notes seriously and listened to a whole day's class.Back to the dormitory in the evening, the empty dormitory told me that the students were still busy running outside.
Li Yang's boyfriend is a time difference party with her. They often chat in the middle of the night. Li Yang has developed the habit of reversing black and white. When he has time during the day, he sees her sleeping in bed.
It's a surprise today. She's not here, either.
I cleaned the dormitory, washed clothes, brushed shoes and changed sheets. When I took out the books falling from under the bed, I didn't read the words on them and stuffed them into the bookshelf.
The roommates came back in the evening. As soon as Xie Jingjing saw me, she patted me on the shoulder and asked me with a smile, "tell us some first-hand gossip."
I asked curiously, "what? I'm with my brother. I don't know anything."
"It's Gu Chengfeng's girlfriend."
I was stunned for a moment and asked, "has he changed his girlfriend again?"
"No, I heard that I'm engaged."
The pen in my hand snapped down on the table, and there was a kind of inexplicable bitterness in my heart, but it disappeared in a moment. I asked curiously, "who, when?"
"I didn't know it until yesterday. I don't know whether it's true or false, but it should be right. I heard that it's a person who has business relations with Gu's family. That woman is also French, studying abroad. Gu Chengfeng hasn't been in school recently. Don't you know that, hey, aren't you his friend? You don't know such a big thing?"
I really don't know. I've been busy with my own business recently.
I shook my head. "I don't know. I'll go back and ask my brother."
Before I went back to ask my brother at the weekend, I received a letter from Gu Chengfeng in the evening.
France is having a traditional festival at this time. He sent photos and stood beside a beautiful Frenchman.
"Congratulations I replied to him.
He sent a greeting to me, "congratulations on what?"