Chapter 285

I'm very drunk. People's brains are very sober when I'm drunk. I've said a lot. From the very beginning, I met Zhuo Feng in the mountain village. It's time for us to be sure we care. The pain in my heart is like a fire, baking my heart into a dark coke over and over again.

I love Zhuofeng more than anything else.

At first. I thought it was just a good feeling. I trusted him. Follow him regardless. He was kind-hearted and took me away regardless of everything. Give me a stable life, give me a stable family and a name I like. All these are what he gave me when I escaped from the mountains.

All these years. I stayed with him without any hindrance. I want to accompany him and give him warmth, no matter Xu Jiaojiao or Li Xiangxiang. Or other women, I will not hinder. I think it's good to be around him in silence. Even if our relationship is thousands of miles away, I can still see him. It's all worth it.

But in my heart, I know better. Even if we were together, the result would not be good.

But I don't know. Moths to the fire, I never tire of it.

I repeated the bitterness in my heart over and over again, as if these words would not be so sad in my heart, the memory fragment I drank for the first time.

When I opened my eyes and had a splitting headache, I only saw Zhuo Feng lying beside me. It was already six o'clock in the morning. Lu Shao's low voice on the phone was left behind. He lost his temper because of the casino accident. Next door was Jiajia's alarm. I only remember that I was drunk on the wine table and vomited all over the floor.

"Brother in law!"

I gently push him, he body move, wake up, look at me, turned over, behind me.

He didn't take off his clothes. There was a strong smell of smoke on his body. It seemed that he had just fallen asleep and his body was still a little cold.

"Brother in law, did you just fall asleep? Why didn't you take off your clothes?"

"You just come back, I just lie down, how to wake up so quickly?"

Ah? Did I just come back? I don't remember at all. I drank all night?

I want to sit up. I have no strength all over. I just feel that the quilt is warm and I have a lot of wine on my body. I just want to go downstairs now and have a good meal. I'm upset in my stomach. I don't know how much I've drunk and how much I've vomited.

"Go to sleep. It's still early. I won't go out today." Zhuo Feng hugs me tightly, bows his head and kisses me, and continues to enter the dream.

I took a look at him, and with a sound, I went into his arms and closed my eyes, but I couldn't sleep.

The memory is a little vague, but I still know some. I made a big noise in the barbecue shop. I don't know whether it was Lu Shao or Zhuo Feng and Gu Chengfeng who came here later. They couldn't hold me. I was as crazy as I wanted wine everywhere, and there were no guests around the barbecue shop.

I was so cold that I decided not to drink any more.

After a while, Zhuo Feng was tired. I was very distressed. I continued to rub against him and secretly laughed. He didn't criticize me.

"What do you think? Go to sleep. I haven't had a rest all night." He muttered.

"Yes

This sleep for a long time, he was called away by the phone, Lu Shao there a little situation, I came back to bed.

Stupidly looking at the mess on the floor, and my pajamas that have been changed, completely covered the circle.

Gu Chengfeng knocks on the door and comes in. He takes a look at the clothes on the ground. He turns around and goes.

I quickly called him, "come back, ask you something, why come in and go?"

He stood still, his back to me. "You don't know what you did yesterday?"

“…… I don't know. " How do I feel that I must have done something bad.

"You made a big scene at the barbecue shop yesterday. Fortunately, it was Lu Shao's shop. Otherwise, it would have been taken away. You broke three tables. When we went, you were already making a scene. Lu Shao didn't care about you. Jiajia couldn't hold it. Zhuo and I would hold it and stay for most of the night."

On?

I was shocked.

"I, I really do?"

"Zhuo Er, you are sad. Why do you have to be with Zhuo? Are you happy now?"

I blinked twice, looked at him, this question is too sudden.

"Drow, don't you know what you said yesterday?"

"Well, I'm a little humiliated, am I?"

"No, after drinking, you are the real you. At least you are willing to express your unhappiness. When I am with you, you never talk from your heart."

It seems like this. I like to keep my mind in the bottom of my heart, so I have always been happy outside. In fact, my heart is not happy.

"Well, Gu Chengfeng, if I'm drunk, I can't believe it. Don't take it seriously."

"Instead, I'll keep it in mind, thank you."

Gu Chengfeng said to me sincerely.

I asked him many times what I said, including Lu Shao, Zhuofeng and Jiajia. They didn't tell me a word. They just told me to be myself. Don't be unhappy.After this, Gu Chengfeng treated me as before, but he began to treat me as a friend.

I'm very glad to say that it's good to be drunk once and smash three tables.

There was an accident in Lu Shao's gambling house. When I smashed the table at the barbecue shop at night, some people in his gambling house smashed the table and lost a lot. At that time, all the people ran away, so I had to carry the loss myself.

Zhuo Feng began to be more busy. The company and Lu Shao's yard were busy. Occasionally, I saw him as if he had stolen out. We held him for a while and kissed him for a while, and he left in a hurry. Even if he was not in a hurry, he would be urged to leave by the phone.

Listen to Jiajia say, Zhuo Feng used so much money after the beginning of the effect, is slowly casting nets, things are very complex, not clear, also not very understand, just tell me, Feng family began to be in a hurry.

Two weeks later, I met Feng Ke.

Once again in Xu Jiaojiao's cemetery.

He looks very tired, his face is not very good, some yellow, after smoking a cigarette, lit a box of cigarettes, put them on the tombstone, pressed with bricks, and then said, "do you know Zhuo Feng is gambling his life?"

I bit my thin lip and didn't say a word. In fact, I know that he took all of Lu Shaohe's money and blocked it. That's life.

"After this, either I or he will die. We will die one after another. Do you know for you or for Xu Jiaojiao?"

I don't know. Maybe it's because he hurt Xu Jiaojiao and Zhuofeng at that time, but I think it's all for our future.

Zhuo Feng always said that it was all worth it.

"Drow, do you love him?"

I love, love deeply, can give everything.

"Drow, answer me."

I didn't answer a word. I didn't want to have any communication with him. No matter how much he missed Xu Jiaojiao, she was gone.

"Zhuo'er, do you know how Xu Jiaojiao died?"

I shake my head, don't want to know, the things inside are so complicated, I don't want to make it clear, confused living, isn't it very good?

"Do you know what happened when Jiaojiao quarreled with Zhuo Feng? It's because of you. " He turned abruptly and pointed to my face as if he had taken out a knife and thrust it directly into my heart.