Chapter 286

"Zhuo Feng said that she would take care of you even if she got married. Jiao Jiao didn't agree, so they quarreled. But you have been doubting everything for such a long time because of an irrelevant warning from Miss Li. you bet. Because my existence affects the combination of two people. But if Zhuo Feng really loves her, will her marriage be delayed for several years? When you arrived at Zhuo's, they were already discussing the wedding date. "

I screamed to interrupt him, Xu Jiaojiao's death is not because of me. no

"If you don't pester Jiaojiao, will she have your children? Will this affect the relationship with Zhuo Fengzhi? Feng Ke. There's something wrong with your three outlooks. If it's because of me, it's your fault from the beginning. It's your fault. "

I pushed him away and ran directly down the mountain. Jiajia, who followed me, looked at me nervously.

I was sitting in the car panting. Why does a person have to blame others for his death? Does Xu Jiao want to commit suicide? Can others stop her?

I never knew. One's selfishness. Even if she died, she was still selfish.

For the first time, I had the idea that I would never come to see Xu Jiaojiao again.

Back home. Zhuo Feng still hasn't come back. Gu Chengfeng's company is mostly in a meeting. She said she would come very late. Jiajia and I made fried rice with eggs by ourselves. A person carrying a plate, squatting on the sofa, watching TV while eating.

She asked me suddenly. "Do you want to report this to me?"

I Leng for a moment, "what?"

"Lu Shao and Zhuo Ge will ask me about your daily itinerary and what happened. Do I need to tell them about it? If you don't want to, I won't say it. "

Go to see Xu Jiaojiao. Zhuofeng knows that. But I don't know when I meet Feng Ke. I don't want to distract him. It's not a big deal. Compared with Zhuo Feng, it's still important. I shake my head, "no, just say it's going well. By the way, my brother-in-law said, "can I go to the hospital to see my cousin the day after tomorrow?"

"Yes, it has been arranged. Your cousin's family has been locked up for the time being. This matter still has a great impact. After you go and have a look, people will take your cousin's body to the crematorium."

After cremation, people completely return to dust, but because there is no cemetery in the countryside, especially because she is a woman, there is not even a decent grave in the countryside.

I think the only thing I can give my second cousin is a decent graveyard.

When I started to handle it, it was not smooth, because my family members needed to sign it. My brother-in-law found an acquaintance to help me say a word and gave me a good place.

When I went to see her, it was raining, and Zhuo Feng came back to accompany me. Lu Shao's car was not far away, and his people were around. To avoid that there would be some schemers here, both sides had made enough arrangements.

My brother was waiting at the door of the hospital in a black suit. Seeing us coming, he snatched the umbrellas of the people around him and ran to me. He helped me hold the umbrellas and said, "everyone has made all the arrangements. After you look at the last one, you can directly pull it away. Your cousin's family can only receive an empty urn. You can go and bury it. I've arranged it."

Zhuo Feng nodded to my brother, "thank you very much!"

Brother en a, "my sister's business, I must do well.". Go in, time is limited. "

I want to finish soon, but I can't step away, as if I was stuck by the rain on the ground.

My mind constantly emerged when the second cousin of junior high school to protect me, she is so hard to make me safe, she is also a small girl, not much stronger than me, but she is struggling, afterwards will not cry, I chase her to ask whether the body hurt, she will shed a few tears.

That time, my father was drunk, and the belt came out from his waist. It was a crisp sound when he slapped it on the ground. The head of the belt had been gone for a long time. He only tied it with two ropes, but it was more painful when he slapped it on his body.

My cousin was lying on the ground, enduring the pain and saying nothing. If I wanted to pull her away, she pushed me away and told me that if I didn't, you would be beaten.

I never knew why there was such a huge endurance hidden in her thin body, as if she never knew that she would be in pain.

But no matter how strong people are, in the end, they will give up everything, including life, because of the pressure at home.

From the door of the hospital to the morgue on the lower three floors of the hospital, I seemed to have walked for a lifetime. When I knelt in front of her body, I could not cry.

Her face is white and bloodless. She has changed into clean clothes and painted delicate makeup after being peeled. It seems that she is many years younger all of a sudden.

If, at the beginning, she had not been married far away and lived here with me, it would have been her, not me, who had made outstanding achievements and had all good prospects.

She always said that if she could, she would study hard, walk out of the mountains and be a different woman.

I think I let her down, I didn't do a different woman, I'm still that coward without a sense of responsibility.

If I had known her at that time, would things have become what they are today?I lay on her and cried.

Our time together is happy, in the separation and the last time we meet each other crying.

When people come here, they are naked. When they leave, even if they are dressed in glittering gold, they are just ashes floating outside.

I knelt in front of her tombstone and wanted to ask her why she wanted to be insatiable again and again. If I was a cold-blooded person, she was an abominable villain.

But I hate her and love her.

Born a woman, she has been squeezed all her life. This pressure makes her more than ten years older than her peers. However, she continues to linger on in such a life track, and becomes more vicious than those demons. On the contrary, she will only cheat a woman like her, and that person is me.

"Cousin..."

I cried out loud, my voice was shrill, echoing in the open mountains, longing for her to know that her death is liberation, is a new beginning, is the collapse of all evil roots, is the source of all good.

If you want to blame me, blame me. I have experienced so many tragic things in my life. I don't care about this.

Feng Ke blamed Xu Jiaojiao's death on my head, and her death on my head, including Li Xiangxiang's accident. Everything has become two stones on my shoulders and a storm that has destroyed me. But I don't know that it will only make me stronger.

The next day, I wiped the tears off my face, painted light makeup and went to school.

Gu Chengfeng looked at me and was worried, "is it really OK?"

I shook my head with a smile. "What can I do for you? I'm fine. You go to class, I have to go to the dormitory, Jingjing said asked me to help her review

“…… Well, please call me if you have anything. My teaching building is over there. " He pointed to the tall building in the distance, took a puff of cigarette, jumped into the car, started the car and said to me, "don't think about it yourself, if Call me when you need me. "

I waved my hand with a smile. "I see. It's wordy."

Turning around, I wiped away the tears from the corner of my eyes and asked Jiajia around me, "have you found it?"

"Well, I've already gone home. Lu Shao gave me the money and Zhuo gave me the house and land. The whole family has gone back, but I don't know if they will continue to come back."

"Is that ready?"

"Ready, when do you want to go?" She asked me with a worried frown.

"Today."