Chapter 425

Not long after Lu Shao and Jia Jia came, Zhuo Feng left. I locked the door and lay on the bed tired. It's getting dark around.

In the middle of the night. Lu Shao answered the phone and left. Only Jiajia is still downstairs. I don't know if it's too quiet in the house. I can hear all the sounds around very clearly.

Jiajia went to the bathroom. I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. I came back and turned on the TV. Turn down the volume and eat the fruit. After answering the phone, it was Zhuo Feng who said a few words and hung up. Not long after that. Lu Shao is back.

He should have bought something to eat. Jiajia was very excited and didn't want to disturb me. Keep your voice down and talk to Lu Shao.

Zhuo Zhendong's condition is not very good. He should be very ill. I'm still in intensive care.

My heart is on my chest.

I pushed the door open and went out. Standing in the corridor on the third floor, I saw them. They didn't turn on the lights. The whole house is particularly dark, the light of the desk lamp can't catch cold all around. I can only see two figures sitting opposite each other on the stool in the dining room. Eating supper, talking very quietly.

I asked them in a loud voice, "if something happens to Zhuo Zhendong, Zhuo Feng and I can't forgive each other in our life, and we won't get together?"

Both of them looked at me at the same time. The shock on their faces made me see clearly.

"Drow." Lu Shao hesitated to stand up, walked to me, took a deep breath, waved to me, "come down, brother Lu, talk to you, you come down first."

I go on, every step is hard.

Stepping on the last step, Lu Shao took my hand and said to me, "brother Lu told you that this matter is actually very simple. Don't you think Zhuo Feng didn't give up on you? Then you insist that Zhuo Zhendong will die when he dies, eh? Jiajia, don't look at me like that. I didn't speak properly, but I told everyone's heart. Who doesn't want Zhuo Zhendong to die early? Ah? He's better dead. "

Lu Shao said, sneer, followed by a sigh full of melancholy, "eat and drink enough, the world can not collapse."

Yes, but my world has collapsed, and Zhuofeng is slowly collapsing.

If we can really be together regardless of everything, we will become each other's eternal sinners. In my heart, can I forgive him for killing his father because of my persistence, and will he forgive himself for losing his father because of his persistence?

Now we have too many things on our shoulders. This last straw will be our last blow to the abyss, but what we are facing now is not straw, but mountain.

"Brother Lu, when will Zhuo Feng come back?"

"It's hard to say. Wait for the hospital. If it's stable, it should come back. If it's OK, we'll take you out for a walk? Ah, I'll tell you that many little brothers have come to my club. They are guaranteed to pass the test in bed. You can rest assured and follow me. "

I can't laugh. Now any joke seems so boring to me.

"Drogo, I'm not going. I want to sleep."

"Ah, how boring it is to sleep by yourself?"

"Well, I can sleep. It's interesting, too. "

There are so many messy things in the dream, how can it be meaningless.

"Cheng, my brother will sleep with you, Jiajia. After you finish eating, you clean up and find your own room to sleep. We went upstairs."

"I hit him with my elbow, brother Lu. I'm not in the mood to make fun of him. I want to stay by myself, really."

"Ha ha, that's OK. You go up first, and I'll live in the room next to you. I'll go in later."

"Good."

I pedaled up the stairs, opened the door, and there was a loud bang, followed by a huge amount of silence.

I found a corner, huddled up and held myself tight.

The rain outside has stopped long ago, and the sound of ticking rain makes the night more peaceful.

But this kind of tranquility makes me extremely painful, I am afraid, very afraid.

Holding oneself don't know when to fall asleep, I dreamt of my cousin, countless repeated nightmares trapped me again, this time I didn't escape my father's clutches, and my cousin didn't save me from my father's body. I cried again and again, trying to earn myself out. I tried my best to shout, but no one came to help me.

When major general Lu wakes me up, I'm all wet. I look up and see the worried eyes of him and Jiajia.

"Drow."

Lu Shao called me in a hoarse voice.

I sobbed and nodded, "brother Lu, I have a nightmare."

"I know you can't do this. Something will happen. I have to take you out for a walk. Follow me." Lu Shao took my hand. I had no strength to struggle. I could only follow him like a dog who was not willing to move.

Jiajia anxiously searched for clothes in the wardrobe and ran out after us.

Lu Shao drove his car and told Jiajia, "you wait here. When Zhuo Feng comes back, tell us that all our phones are turned off. Now Zhuo Er needs to be quiet. No one wants to disturb us."

Jiajia nodded and draped her clothes behind me. "Zhuo Er, if you really don't want to go out, stay.""I'd better go out for a walk." I whispered.

"Well, brother Lu, don't take him to a place like that. Just have a drink."

"I see. Let's go!"

Lu Shao pushed me to get on the bus, and he drove away after getting some business with Jiajia outside.

Car whistling, in no one's street driving incomparably fast, the surrounding scenery are not clear.

When he stopped the car, it seemed as if it was already light outside.

I lazily rely on the window, watching the sun slowly climb from the horizon, gradually dazzling.

Lu Shao lit a cigarette and handed it to me.

I shook my head, dodged, and he continued to reach out.

I had no choice but to take it and put it in my mouth to take a breath, "cough..."

The smoke made my throat ache.

He laughs, takes away the cigarette, smokes by himself, then says, "at the beginning, I knew happy, I thought that I would not find a woman to get married, she is very good everywhere, ha ha."

I was stunned and looked back at him.

He turned his face and could not see the expression clearly.

He took a hard puff of his cigarette. The smoke came over and covered most of his face. His voice was a little stuffy. He continued, "actually, I'm not good. I'm not good anywhere. Culture is not high, barely graduated from University, third rate University, now all closed down, interesting? You're a gangster. You haven't made a name yet. Do you have some money? Hehe, it's all dirty money, so I don't care about spending money, but I find that more and more money and people are getting worse and worse. Fortunately, there is a good brother around me. After a fight, I will continue to be a brother. Happy is a woman, I can't do it, and I don't want to give up. Who knows, the woman who was still around me got married in the twinkling of an eye, isn't it interesting? That's interesting. "

It's not interesting at all. It's sad to lose and not get.

But in his most inside, full of ridicule, but even more make this matter appears extremely desolate.

"I've missed happy. It's impossible. Ha ha, I'm very happy to see her happy, really. At that time, when I went abroad, I thought, I can't be brave. After beating, I'll take people away and give them what she wants. Later, I asked happily, "do you love me?"

Lu Shao didn't speak.

The voice stopped abruptly.

In silence, he smoked the third cigarette in a row.

The smoke of the car made me cough.

He also wanted to light the fourth one. After a pause, he put it back and said, "I don't know what bullshit love is, grass!"