"How the hell do I know what love is? Ah? How should I know? My old man didn't teach me how to play with women. Not long after my mother died, he took the women home. I saw him with my own eyes. How old was I then? That woman is not many years older than me. It's not even growing. The most I know is to play with women. How can I know? What is love? "

Lu Shao was excited and roared. Calm down and take a breath. Pull me out of the car. "Go out and talk about it. It's so stuffy in the car."

I hesitated to follow. Feet on the ground, feel some untrue, I can still stand here intact. Enjoy the scenery. Watch the sunrise, but what about my heart?

It's long gone.

"Zhuo Er, Zhuo Feng, you don't have to put so much pressure on yourself. The old man at home is out of his mind. It doesn't make sense. I don't understand. Why do we have to listen to them in our own affairs? But you see, my old man is the same. But at least he wasn't ill. As soon as I left, he shriveled his eggplant. Zhuo Feng is in trouble here. "

"Brother Lu, I don't blame Zhuo Feng."

Lu Shao nodded. "It's OK to blame him. Maybe it's him. It's already done very well. That's his father. If something really happens, Zhuo Feng's temperament will not forgive him for his whole life. "

It's the same with me. No matter who has an accident, I won't forgive myself for what happened because of us.

So

I shake my head hard, squat on the ground, looking at the rising sun, heavy breath, it's a new day, but I can't see any hope, this world, it's hard to accept.

Lu Shao took a cushion from the car and gave it to me. I sat down. He squatted down and patted his thigh. "Sit here."

I moved and sat next to him.

"Brother Lu, I'm not cold."

"I know. Here's your shoulder. Cry for a while."

People can't cry when they are sad. I don't seem to have any tears. But with a broad and strong shoulder, it really calms me down.

After a long time, Lu Shao asked me, "have you thought about it?"

"Yes?"

"Go or stay?"

I didn't say a word. I just looked at the grass at my feet in a daze. In fact, I already had the answer in my heart, right?

"No matter how you decide, my brother will support you. Come to me and I'll make arrangements for you."

I am stupefied, ask him, "arrange what?"

"Hey, are you stupid? If you want to break up, you have to get married immediately. Otherwise, do you think Zhuo Feng can let you go? But this person, I have to give you a good guard. You can't spy on my sister's money and people. People have to pass me. "

I smile, but smile, heart bitter sad up.

After a long time, he said, "or, I'll find you a foreign school. You can go abroad. It's not good for you to have too many memories here."

I still didn't speak. I can't find the right answer for this matter. I'm not ready.

Two people sat in the sun for a long time, until they were hungry. When they went back to the city, they went directly to his club. He asked someone to arrange two better generals to take me to dinner first, and then led me upstairs to sleep.

When I came in, I asked, "will you accompany me?"

I chucked him with a smile, and he walked away with a smile.

The sound insulation of the clubhouse room is very good. It's quiet around. I can't even hear the traffic outside. I lie on a strange bed and watch the sun continue to rise. After a long time, I turn to fall. It's dark below the horizon. I still can't sleep. My head is very clear, but I don't think about anything. I want to play on the phone for a while, It took me a long time to find out that I didn't put it on my body at all. I turned on the TV and watched the characters jump inside. I didn't know what they were saying.

Lu Shao's anxious knock came from outside. I used to open the door, nervous and worried.

"Brother Lu, what's the matter?"

"It's OK. I thought you had an accident. Did you lie down all day? Didn't you sleep? "

I nodded.

"Come down with me and have something to eat."

Lu Shao took my hand. Not far behind, there was a woman wearing colorful clothes saying hello to Lu Shao. Lu Shao didn't take care of others patiently and dragged me out.

Downstairs, he reported a box and ordered a table of dishes. Delicious food is not my favorite.

"Thank you, brother Lu."

He laughed and told everyone to go out. There was only me and him left in the big box.

He held a cigarette in his mouth, opened a bottle of wine, handed it to me, and continued to open it. He didn't know how the chopsticks were so easy to use. He opened one at a time and opened a dozen at a time. "Drink, open your stomach. There is a bucket at your feet. If you drink too much, you will vomit directly. Don't be vague."

I laughed and held the bottle. "I'm afraid I didn't vomit. I broke the room."

"It's just time for zhuo'er to go back and have a new one for you."Lu Shao holds up the bottle of wine and loses one bottle in a puff. After putting it down, he continues to smoke cigarettes and eat vegetables by himself.

I looked at him with blurred eyes. In fact, there are some places on Lu Shao's body that I appreciate very much. He can take it up and put it down, which I can't do with Zhuo Feng. That's why he lives so natural, sincere and casual.

On the contrary, Zhuo Feng is more tired.

I took a sip, three or six? Anyway, I couldn't tell the difference clearly. I had a fight in my eyes and didn't eat a bite of food. Lu Shao didn't know when he was sitting next to me. He bowed his head to talk and occasionally ate a bite of food.

I don't know what I said. I'll cry and laugh for a while

Fall on one end.

Open your eyes again, it's noon the next day.

On the sofa beside him, Lu Shao was sleeping in his briefs.

I don't know when a wolf is tattooed on his back. The wolf is looking up and roaring, as if calling for the leader of his companion.

I turned over and sat up, shaking some heavy head, looking at the time, looking for the phone in his pocket, turned on the machine, after a while, one after another * * message came out.

I look at the names, Xie Jingjing, Liu Wei, Li Yang, Zhang Xin, Jia Jia, brother, Zhao Hong. But there is no outstanding wind.

I'm lost and anxious.

Holding the phone one by one reply, finally saw Zhuo Feng there, I would like to ask him how the situation over there, but never have the courage.

Behind him came the voice of Lu Shaoqi getting dressed. He yawned and asked me lazily, "wake up?"

"Well, Lu Ge Zhuofeng didn't contact me. Did he contact you? Is it OK with uncle?"

"I can't die. Zhuo Feng should be busy. Now that the family is in trouble, they all want to share their property."

Isn't the Zhuo family bankrupt? I asked curiously, "does the Zhuo family have any property?"

"Yes, it's not good. They're all finished antiques. There are only a few vases in the Tang Dynasty, and the announcement of bankruptcy doesn't mean that the Zhuo family is out of stock. The foundation is still very thick. Now Zhuo Bufan wants them, Zhuo Qingqing wants them too. All the people whose surname is Zhuo have gone, hum, a pack of wolves. It's better for my sister. I don't want any money. Don't look back. I'll change my pants. "

I hummed, quickly turned around, or sent the * * to Zhuo Feng, "Zhuo Feng, how about it?"

"Good." He replied very quickly, but only monotonous two words, no sound.