I'm not a woman of any kind. Fengke is my husband and has no feelings. I have feelings for Zhuo Feng. It's not my husband. He is about to become someone else's husband. Less than a month.
It came so fast that I can't accept it now, but the fact is in front of me. I must remind myself that Zhuofeng doesn't belong to me anymore.
But Feng Ke didn't have to.
"Feng Ke. It's done according to the old rules. Zhuo Feng... " How about there? Tell Feng Ke to let go? He certainly won't agree, ask him to aim at Zhuo Feng? It's really unnecessary. Between me and Zhuofeng. Even if we can't get together, we don't want to be such an enemy. It's not good for us to lose both sides. And then again. Feelings belong to feelings. Do you have to have a spit face?
I didn't finish my words. I looked down at the ground and fell into meditation.
Feng Ke laughs. Come and whisper in my ear. "What do you want to do about it?"
I don't know how to do it. Zhuo Feng must have his reasons. But the market is like a battlefield, he is so insincere, secretly instigate. He broke the contract first, but he told Feng Ke to lose money. He is wrong in both feeling and reason.
"Feng Ke, can you tell me the real reason why he did it?"
Feng Ke shook his head. "I don't want to know, and there's no need to know. I can give you money, but I have conditions."
"You don't have to give me any conditions. I'll tell you that I won't go to see him, but I shouldn't lose money directly. You know it will cost you tens of millions. It doesn't matter how much money you have. What can I do later? Do you know how many customers are involved in this business? How can you survive here after losing a piece of fat in China? I won't agree. I'll go to the litigation lawyer, but I can promise you that I won't see him. "
Feng Ke squinted and looked at me with a sneer. He didn't believe what I said, but he couldn't help believing it.
Zhuo Feng must know why he did it.
"The person Zhuo Feng married should know."
"Well, it's none of my business." I dodged his eyes and looked out of the window. It's too high here, and there are few high-rise buildings to balance with it outside. There are only orchids in the sky, with white clouds floating, which makes it particularly lonely and empty, and the heart is also empty.
Zhuo Feng married, the bride is not me, once again, my long cherished wish for many years failed, but I can not feel a bit sad at this time, some, just relaxed.
"Feng Ke, I don't have those thoughts about Zhuo Feng, and you don't have to be soft on him. I didn't understand the business in the past, but now I understand that the contract seems simple, and there are too many people involved behind it. If you can, I hope you can have a good look at what Zhuo Feng is doing. If it has a great impact on us, I hope you can do something, not directly Lose money. "
The smile on his face gradually enlarges, pinches my chin, I look at his smile in the corner of his mouth, I can see that he is in a good mood.
"Drow, you've grown up."
"Oh, I've grown up, but you all think I'm a child."
"No, when you're a child, it's him, not me. I'll find out."
"Well, I'll talk about it later. I'll go on eating."
He got up with me. "I'll go too. Can you take me?"
I laugh out loud, "you also have lovely time, if not rough words."
He frowned and said with a smile, "I was in a bad mood after drinking, and I regret it very much. I've been making up for it. Because one of my impulses made you hate me. To tell you the truth, I'm helpless. "
I glanced at him and said nothing. Domestic violence is domestic violence. "But you know, there is only one and countless times of domestic violence. Are you serious? Later, he hit me and will hit others in the future. Or you'll hit me again. "
He pursed his lips without saying anything, but his eyes were solemn and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Feng Ke has changed a lot recently. He is not like a stick with thorns, but a piece of wood with all the edges.
At the restaurant, fengke ordered two steaks, which was the best meal I had at noon.
After eating and drinking, we went to the office together, and my phone rang. It was a strange number.
Feng Ke was in a hurry to have a meeting and opened it first. I took the phone and went to the bathroom to hide for a while. Then I said a word. The familiar breath of the other party made me sit down on the toilet. I haven't recovered for a long time.
"Drow, why delete my number, do you hate me?" Zhuo Feng's tone was light and feeble, but it hit me heavily on the top of my head and beat my whole body.
"Zhuo Feng, I..."
"Do you want to draw a line with me?"
Yes, I want to draw a clear line with him. There is no intersection any more. Isn't that a good thing?
"Zhuo Feng, you are going to get married. You have your own life and another half. I also..."
He interrupted me. "Drow, there are some things you shouldn't just look at the surface."
Really, so his marriage is fake? I can't help shaking my head, "Zhuo Feng, marriage is not a joke, please don't give a woman a future, I've missed it, don't be innocent of other people, OK? I know your heart, but now you and I can't go back, you know? I can't go back. It's not just about me, it's about us. Can't you see how many differences we have? Zhuo Feng, don't contact me again. ""No, don't hang up, drow, wait a minute."
I hesitated, the bottom of my heart pain someone pinched my heart, listening to the phone out of the pray, I put the heart a horizontal, directly hang up.
Zhuo Feng didn't call again, but I looked at the strange number and felt sad. Finally, I chose the screen.
Back to the office, I looked at the document in a daze, the calm mood, an instant waves, unable to work at ease.
When I came back from work in the evening, I packed up my things and prepared to go to school tomorrow. I went to and fro home and abroad. I didn't think about it and finally came back. The school is still like that, but we can't go back.
Packed two suitcases, I sat on the sofa in a daze, so big villa, which is all my favorite things, furniture, wall color, carpet style, but here is the lack of popularity I like, no matter how big the house, no matter how good, no matter how warm I decorate, it is still cold. I have imagined countless times that Zhuo Feng and I can get together, get married and have children. Even in all kinds of dangers, we still get together, holding the children, supporting each other and warming each other. That's life.
But who would have thought that in the twinkling of an eye, only a month, we have gone our separate ways and become what we are now.
I'm afraid only I can understand the pain.
Zhuofeng's tall image in front of me, has already gradually gone far, no longer the former firm and beautiful.
I have no intention of looking through the photo albums in my mobile phone. One by one, they are full of the past. Each one can remember the way we were together at that time, how he spoke and how he looked. But looking up, I saw the cold of the house.
He is not at my side, standing on his side, lying in his arms will not be me.
When I think about it, I feel sad and want to cry.
Tears in the eye circles, I look up, stubborn do not want to tears flow down, but still can not control the flow, hanging in the cheek, heartache.
Suddenly, the phone screamed, shaking my whole body, I reluctantly picked up, "hello."
“…… Crying? " Feng Ke asked anxiously.
I wipe away tears, do not admit, "no, tired, in the packing."
"I'll go and help you."