I didn't ask him to come, but he came to drink red wine with some fruit.
I made salad. He was drinking red wine. We sat opposite each other. Ah Jing didn't talk to each other.
He looked down at me, reclining on the sofa, supporting with one hand. Shaking his glass for a long time. Ask me in a low voice. "How can I make you fall in love with me?"
I laugh and have a bite of cherry. "No way."
"Because I hit you? Well, twice? "
One time when I was married, I was making a scene. The second time was during my pregnancy.
He remembers everything. I knew it was wrong, but I did it.
In fact, like a person sometimes do not need to add so many additional conditions, if I hit Zhuo Feng. I may still like him, but not together. But for fengke. I'm really not interested at all. Maybe it's because I haven't forgotten Zhuo Feng.
"Feng Ke. Aren't you tired? "
He shook his head. "I'm happy. Just like you. "
Like me now, do you still like Zhuofeng?
I shook my head. "No. I'm going to forget him Though it's hard, I believe I will.
"Drow."
"Yes?"
"Do you know what's attractive about you?"
Do I have any attraction. I don't know what personality I am. I used to be a silly girl who was always bullied. Later, I learned to fight back. Later, I was tortured by love. I lost a lot. I was full of holes. How could I have a bright spot?
"Feng Ke, there's no need to be nice. I'm not in the mood now. I just want to go to school well, finish my studies and find a good job after graduation. In fact, I don't have much ambition. I just want to live a quiet life and live a peaceful life. I'm me. I don't want to be dominated by anyone. I don't want to be anyone's double. I just want to be myself."
Zhuo Feng has been dominating me and asking me to do what he likes and thinks is right. I have lost a lot of happiness and troubles that my peers should have. Those seemingly burdens are actually a loss to me. Zhuo Feng doesn't understand, so he controls me again and again.
Feng Ke gave me a free choice, but he took me as Xu Jiaojiao's stand in. More importantly, I didn't love him.
"This is where you shine." Feng Ke said.
"Yes?" I asked in surprise.
He said with a smile, "there is no doubt that this is where you shine. You are indomitable, firm, strong, self-improvement and dare to fight. No matter how difficult it is, you can get up and face it with a smile. This is where you shine and attract me. I believe that's what attracts Zhuo Feng, but he doesn't know. He's killing him a little bit. "
Yeah, he's erasing it a little bit.
"Feng Ke, divorce. I'm very tired. After Zhuo Feng told me to give up my love completely. If we torture each other again, I don't know if I can afford it."
Feng Ke didn't say a word. He just drank all the wine and looked at me.
His eyes are very similar, like foxes, alluring, especially in the eyes looking at who, really will be the other party's soul hook away, I am no exception, but I to him, really only strange.
"You can get a divorce. Give me some time."
I'm shocked. Did he agree?
"I have conditions. You know, I will never obey conditionally! Give me some time. How about a year? At that time, you also graduated from University, I will give you freedom, you can go outside to find a job, you can find another person to love, but this year, you can't find others, especially Zhuofeng. I am a man, a normal man. You are my wife. We are already husband and wife. In the past, what I did to you was completely out of revenge. After retribution, you and I were both hurt. Now I want to make up for it. I know you will resist, but I also said that I am happy. I love you. If you don't believe it, I'll make you believe it. "
His firm eyes are like a wisp of smoke around me.
Feng Ke has a purpose in everything, but at this moment, I didn't find any conspiracy in his eyes.
A year later, I was free from enmity. Everyone had their own lives, and we became strangers.
"Well, one year. But don't worry, I won't want your company. Tomorrow I'll ask someone to write an agreement. One year later, we'll go back to you. "
Feng Ke laughed and nodded, "OK, everyone."
After fengke left, I continued to drink in the deck chair on the balcony, looking at the moonlight outside.
There is hope, there is hope, for a moment, I feel that everything in the world is bright, outside the moon dust, like a fairy down to earth, and the cold moonlight, but sprinkle is warm.
I fell asleep.
In my dream, there are Zhuo Feng, Xu Jiaojiao, Li Xiangxiang, and a lot of gratitude and resentment. Gradually, all the people have gone and scattered. I have become a person standing on the port. I will continue to move forward, pull up the sails, and I will go forward bravely.
The next day, I drove to the school, stood at the gate of the school, watching the people coming and going here, I feel happy, feel that the world is really wonderful.Xie Jingjing came to pick me up and said with a smile, "Zhuo Er, I'm so happy that we can be together again."
I also laugh, never so much publicity, "I know, I'm so happy Jingjing, we are together again."
Liu Wei can't arrive until the next day, so the reunion of the three of us, the five of us in the dormitory, is really an accident.
Thanks to Zhuo Feng for all this.
Looking at the signature on the report, I felt a pain in my heart, covered my chest, and was in a trance.
Xie Jingjing told me, "I thought it was Feng Ke, too. I was shocked to see the name on the letter of introduction. Zhuo Er, is it a surprise?"
Indeed, I was so surprised. I always thought that it was fengke who was helping me.
But I didn't have the courage to confirm. I just received the letter of introduction, submitted the tuition fee and related procedures, and then went back to the dormitory with the books and some information we needed.
I hesitated and called Feng Ke after all. "Feng Ke, I need an explanation."
Feng Ke laughed on the other end of the phone. "My wife is more and more like me. She likes to ask the bottom of the matter. It doesn't matter if I tell you. What reward are you going to give me?"
I asked him because I kept my promise and didn't contact Zhuo Feng any more. This is a reward. It's too stingy. I snorted reluctantly, "Feng Ke, you're becoming more and more stingy. What reward do you want? I don't have money or ability. I can't afford it. If you don't say it, I'll ask others."
"Well? No, I said that. The reward is very simple. Have a lunch with me at the weekend. Is that ok? "
I'm going to the company on Friday, and I can have dinner on the weekend. After all, I have to meet, so I agreed, "OK, you say it."
"Well, it's a deal. We'll see you at the weekend."