Chapter 658

Xie Jingjing is right. I hate him very much. How many grudges are added together. It made us who we are today.

That's why I never agreed to make up with him.

Every time he hurt me, I kept it in my heart. Never forget.

After I finish these words, Zhuo Feng's face is more and more ugly, but he never gives me any response.

As usual. His silence makes me think that he does not love me, how many times I take the initiative to get in exchange for his silent refusal. This is cold violence. The most lethal.

I put down my chopsticks and lost my appetite. I got up and asked for my bag.

When he came to the door, he came up and pulled my hand. It's a tough area. Buckle me in the arms, the breath is a little heavy, he catch up when the heartbeat intensified. Above his head came his low and slightly humble voice, "I'm sorry. I thought you were too young to have your own life. I've been hesitating. I'm wrong. I hurt you, but now you've grown up. I can take the initiative to pursue, but found that you have begun to move in another direction. It doesn't matter. I'll chase you. I'll chase you wherever you go. I'm sorry. "

My heart is very painful, but what about the heart here? It's long gone.

I didn't respond. I thought of a piece of wood and let him rub me into my arms.

In the evening, he sent me back. Zhuo Feng said that I was on a business trip the day after tomorrow. He told me to pay attention to my own safety. Brother Li would stay to take care of me. His hand, which had already pushed the door, drew back and turned to him. He refused to say, "brother-in-law, no, I have a lot of men to protect me."

The gentleness on Zhuo Feng's face disappears instantly, just like the corners of his lips, which are dried by the cold wind in winter.

I didn't see much, turned out, closed the door, waved with him, calmly like we were strangers.

As everyone knows, this heart, is still painful.

When I got to the apartment, Xie Jingjing didn't come back. I thought of Shen zhiang and sent him a text message. He didn't reply me. I was about to go to bed when I washed. The door thumped and Gu Chengfeng came in carrying the drunken Xie Jingjing.

I was stunned for a while before I thought of helping.

Put on the bed, Gu Chengfeng a back, scared me, his face is all lipstick.

He looked at me, embarrassed smile, and then said, "drunk, said a lot of words, I think it should be settled, she agreed not to pester me, I said, if there is any accident I am responsible for, I said I don't love her, ask her to think well, I can associate with her, but I still don't love her, I love you."

Gu Chengfeng is also a victim of this incident.

He loves but can't get it. He gives it foolishly. At last, he finds that he has become someone else's plate, but he can't struggle. The truth has become what he is today. It's not the simple past. Now we are all in an awkward life, progressive, regressive, and both defeated.

All of a sudden, she nodded. "I'll take care of you."

Gu Chengfeng wipes his face, but the traces of lipstick are still there. I take a paper towel for him, and he continues to wipe it. When his face is red, he stops. He sits still and looks at Xie Jingjing and me.

I don't know what it's like to look at it. I turn around to help Xie Jingjing take off her shoes, cover the quilt, and then carry the basin to fetch water. Gu Chengfeng suddenly asks me, "zhuo'er, don't you really love me at all?"

I was stunned.

He continued, "so many years, you have no feelings for me, a little bit, no?"

I opened my mouth and didn't answer. This question is difficult and hurtful. I dare not say it.

"I've pursued you for so many years. Since we were together at the beginning and then separated, do you not love me at all? Or are you more tired of me when I sleep with your friend? Drow, I don't understand. Am I so bad? "

No, he's not bad. On the contrary, he's excellent. Many men can't match him. A lovely person doesn't depend on his good or bad, but on his feelings.

I don't know why Gu Chengfeng won't make me love. If there is anyone else in my life who is the most remote, there must be Gu Chengfeng. He is my friend, my family member, like a friend for many years, but I can't be moved by him at all.

When we were together, it was a complete accident. It was Zhuo Feng who pushed me away. Gu Chengfeng took the initiative to accept it. I followed him for the purpose of forgetting Zhuo Feng. From beginning to end, we had no love together.

"Drow, don't you love me at all?"

He asked repeatedly, which made me unable to answer.

I don't love it. I'm sure I don't.

I take a deep breath, heart ups and downs huge, at this moment, I was not willing to hurt him.

But I also know that stop loss in time and cut the mess quickly. Today, I can hurt Zhuo Feng again, but I can't hurt Gu Chengfeng any more.

I turned around, staring at his red eyes, and said, "Gu Chengfeng, you and me are the same as you and Xie Jingjing, but the identity is changed, do you understand?"

I know what he said to Xie Jingjing. It was because I had only contacted Xie Jingjing once or twice at the beginning, and there was no intersection afterwards. When Gu Chengfeng went to see her, I had no idea. Later, Gu Chengfeng never mentioned it. After he left, he knew that I was with Zhuo Feng, left quietly, hid in the corner, licked the wound, and never appeared again. But Gu Chengfeng was a human being, and had a more fiery heart Moving heart, has already been injured as I am.But I don't know all this.

I looked at him with heartache and tears. With a bang, the basin fell to the ground. Xie Jingjing on the bed grunted and fell asleep again.

Gu Chengfeng got up nervously, took the basin away, hugged me and said, "I know, I know everything. Don't blame yourself. I'll be with Xie Jingjing."

When I was stunned, I looked up blankly, but Gu Chengfeng had already pulled out a bitter smile, gently pinched my cheek and said, "don't be silly. I know what I'm doing. You have a good rest. I'm gone."

Tears in the eye circles, I don't want this result, even if I don't love, I can't hurt myself, Gu Chengfeng

I turned to chase out, he has left, open the door full of sadness, together with the breeze are particularly heavy.

I fell to the ground, cold, but my heart is colder.

I don't know how long I sat on the floor. I didn't get up until Xie Jingjing called me.

She must have been sleeping for a long time, waking up to drink, and calling my name gruffly, "drow?"

I turn head, Leng Leng nodded, drooping eyes, two horizontal tears or flow down.

Xie Jingjing cried out, "Zhuo Er, I'm sorry, I did wrong. I'm sorry, I'm wrong about this, but I really love him."

I flurried up and walked over, holding her, in addition to this quiet company, I do not know what words to enlighten her, at this time, how much better?

I didn't tell her Gu Chengfeng's decision. I just hope that they will have a good end.

But at this time, Gu Chengfeng's message was sent to Xie Jingjing's phone, only a few words, "let's get along."

Xie Jingjing took a look, rubbed her eyes hard, looked at me in disbelief, looked at the phone again, and yelled, "he agreed to associate?"

I managed to squeeze out a smile and nodded heavily, "well, just now he came in and told me that I am friends with him. You just love to think. Don't run out to worry me, OK? You should have a good relationship and don't be childish, you know? "

Xie Jingjing cried again, but this time she cried with joy. Even with tears in her eyes, she was happy, "Zhuo Er, thank you."

Thank me for what? Thank you for hurting everyone around me?

I secretly take a breath of self reproach, feel the viscera are burst open uncomfortable.

Immediately after that, Gu Chengfeng sent me a message, "Zhuo Er, a few years of feelings, goodbye."